ynamae - Tumblr blog

[ynamae]

hoy nicholas.

If ever man na nagbalikan tayo tapos mababasa mo to dahil sure ako na sasabihin ko na gumawa ako ng tumblr just to express my feelings, my grieving, my dramas. Sasampalin talaga kita ng malala!!!!!

Hindi mababaw na nalungkot ako ng sobra dahil na heartbroken ako sayo walangheya ka, last na na magdadrama ako dahil nawalan na ako pake kung di ka babalik or babalik ka bahala ka na sa buhay mo. Pero medyo love pa rin kita!! Tandaan mo magiging strong ako with or without anyone. Magiging independent ako at hindi ko na hahayaan masaktan o malungkot ako ng sobra!!!

Bahala ka sa buhay mo kung makahanap ka iba at mas better sakin edi good for you, kung makahanap man ako someday sure ako na yung lalaking yon swerte kasi duuuuuh sino ba magmamahal sa kanya? si Yna Mae <3

Ayoko na magdrama, ayoko na malungkot, ayoko na umiyak dahil lang miss kita. Bahala ka na sa buhay mo, magiging masaya ako on my own at promise ko yon sa sarili ko.

Sa wakas piste ka nakalaya na ako sa lungkot sayo HMPPP deserve ko to <3 okay peace out!

[ynamae]

i miss your voice

i miss your snores

i miss how you compliment me

i miss how you remind me my worth

i miss how you treat me

i miss how you talk to me

i miss your touch

i miss your kiss

i miss your “ilys”

i miss your updates

every day is a struggle for me because I always need your presence, asking myself why I can’t be happy without you.

I don’t want to reach out even I wanted to, I don’t want to look I’m begging again. Pls if you miss me, tell me.

[ynamae]

Dear love,

Every day that passes, I think of you. My love for you does not lessen when you leave me, and I believe that was the moment I realized I was truly in love with this man.

[ynamae]

Do you remember our moments together? Do you still want to hear how I breathe? Do you still miss how we are when we are together? Do you still want to feel my love for you? Do you still think of me? Do you still want to watch your favorite anime with me? Do you still want to hear my voice? Do you still find me pretty? Do you still find me hot? Do you still love me? Because I do

[ynamae]

Can you hold my hand again and don’t ever let it go… Can you?

[ynamae]

They say people come and go and if I have one wish, I wanted you to stay and don't go.

[ynamae]

Hindi ko maintindihan.. kung bakit walang oras na nagdaan na ika'y hindi naisip, kung bakit kahit ika'y umalis na, presensiya mo'y nandito pa, kung bakit ika'y hinahanap sa bawat taong dumadaan, kung bakit hindi ka maalis sa sistema kahit dapat ako'y bumitaw na

[ynamae]

How are you? I'm here stuck with the thought of you. I'm here hoping that someday you'll comeback and will stay with me for the rest of my life. I'm here moving forward even though it hurts. I'm here waiting for your call. I'm here waiting that our path will cross again

[ynamae]

I guess u'll never know, how much I cried that night, how much I cried every day, how much I wanted to fix us, how much I wanted you to stay. You'll never know the damage it did to me; the pain it caused me; how much I lost interest in everything. I guess you'll never know how much I loved you, how much it hurts me watching you walk away, how much you ignore me.  I guess you'll never know.

[ynamae]

Pag dilat ng aking mata, di mapigilang ika'y hanapin. Sa bawat paghinga, pakiramdam ay gumagaan, pag naalala ang memoryang ating pinagdaanan. Ngunit, nasaan ka na? hindi na kita makita, hindi na kita mahanap, pero kahit naiwang mag-isa, ikaw at ikaw lang talaga.

[ynamae]

Kung hindi ako ang para sayo, hindi ako para sa iba.