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I’d let you ruin my life

I’m busy ruining mine

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no one appreciates that i could be a million times worse

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Cardo by Walter Zak

https://www.walterboy.com/home/calling-cardo

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An eldritch horror beyond comprehension arrives in the mortal realm to drive humans insane with its incomprehensibility. It's rather annoyed to find that most humans aren't being driven insane by its incomprehensibility due to most of them accepting there are things they don't understand.

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We are all deranged, we take for real what is not so. A living man as such is mad and blind both: Incapable of discerning the illusory aspect of things, he sees solidity, fullness, everywhere. If by some miracle he happens to see the truth, he lays himself open to vacuity and flourishes there. Richer than the reality it replaces, vacuity takes the place of everything without everything; it is basis and absence, abyssal variant of being. But to our misery, we regard it as a deficiency; whence our fears and our failures. What is vacuity for us after all? At most a diaphanous impasse, an impalpable inferno.

Emil Cioran, The New Gods

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Skepta for DAZED magazine.

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He was determined to maintain his right to remain silent about anything he felt until he found himself; he loved himself too much.

Defendía el derecho a no callar ante nada de lo que sintiera hasta que se encontró a sí mismo; se quería demasiado.

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By Sharna Osborne for i-D Magazine March 2025. Ai Kamoshita (Fashion Editor/Stylist), Alex Brownsell (Hair Stylist), Daniel Sallstrom (Makeup Artist).

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We are this now I said to myself inside the terror. The indifference of nature added its weight. After that, I no longer thought of time as a tran- script but as an ongoing address to madness.

Mary Jo Bang, from A Doll for Throwing: “The Icon in the Hands of the Enemy”

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“Whatever happens, happens to you by you, through you; you are the creator, enjoyer and destroyer of all you perceive.” Nisargadatta Maharaj (I Am That, 1973)

Finding their way home Meranku @meranku

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Rico Nasty

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not ignoring you not replying to you but a secret third thing

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Tiger Tyson showcasing his tongue ring in More Spanish Lessons: Hard Study 1 by J Colina, 2000

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Sees herself biting his hand, his arm, how everything in her head has gone black, sees his hand black as though scorched or full of ashes, sees his black arm as she sinks her teeth into it, keeps her eyes shut tight, sees his black look, sleeps with him in hell, would like to butcher him and eat him, she sees his red flesh lying there like velvet.

Jenny Erpenbeck, Kairos, tr. Michael Hofmann