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the night is still young. i can do yoga and use my oil pastels. i can cut another fruit. i can write in my journal. i can make a poem. i can invite the figure outside my window in

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best of johnny 05/???

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HWANG HYUNJIN for ARENA Homme Korea Edited, Retouched, Recolored

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Twice in the last two weeks have I been compared to Kerry (young Kerry in particular) by my pals unprompted as I’ve been growing out my facial hair and being particularly trash faced

And twice I’ve wondered what the litmas for this is

Cause one was my fwb who doesn’t play the game

And the other was my bestie who has played the game a million times a girl v

I just wanna know

I think I perhaps just absorb the energy of characters that I enjoy

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Explaining to folks that I don’t like Chappell roan and then getting so unbelievably upset will never not do me in.

I want you to take one look at me as a person, the shit I consume, and understand that pink pony club simply do not hit like that for me. I’ve listened through, I’ve suggested her to folks, but as far as actually being an enjoyer? I’m not the focus group. I still haven’t outgrown Pete wentz,,,,,,,

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Snoopy! The Musical (1988)

I need a change.

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Doing this thing where I’m wildly depressed and it’s not even the fun kind it’s the sleeping my days away staying up all night not brushing my teeth or showering and watching shit I hate just to distract myself kind???

Can’t even text my friends???? Can’t even hang my clothes or shave my face??? Constantly anxious that my roommates are mad at me??? I don’t understand rn bro cause everything was fine two days ago??????

Literally just texted my bestie that I was sorry cause he sent me loads of messages last night and I responded to none of them cause the brain fog is so bad

His aunt just died I should be present

But the week before my roommates grandma died and I was supporting them too

And then my other friend is pregnant so I have been hyping them up

And my siblings and I were just here but my youngest one is depressed and anxious and my other one is making stupid decisions like sleeping with his exes best friend

And what’s wrong w me? Bro

I’ve just sat in my room getting drunk for two days to calm the static I fear

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Kerry only tops cause he feels like he has to but he wants to be a sugar daddy bottom pillow princess so bad v stop dying and woo him

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slims, san francisco, ca 09.07.2004 | chocolatecupcakes @ flickr

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"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

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this has been stuck in my head for awhile. Kerry patches V up<3

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Joy Sullivan, from “At the Airport”, Instructions for Traveling West

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hayley on instagram.

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I DIDNT EVEN FINISH MY KERRY BDAY ART