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[yorksunited]

“what? nothing.” she smiled. the words i was just trying to break you guys up. i didn’t mean it echoed in her head. “we’re all good. we talked it out.”

“hey, danny…you were right,” anyone who knew lily knew she didnt say those words often, if ever. “i talked to george. he said that-“ it seemed like he was going to talk, so for once she stopped talking. // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“hey, danny…you were right,” anyone who knew lily knew she didnt say those words often, if ever. “i talked to george. he said that-“ it seemed like he was going to talk, so for once she stopped talking. // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“you never want to talk to me.” she pouted. “i’m just trying to understand what happened. i don’t understand.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“my mind was made up for me, wasn’t it?” she wiped her cheeks with her hands. “all i ever wanted was for you to love me. and i think i had it for like a second, but you pushed me away.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“danny was right.” her face seemed cold and hard to her, but she was on the verge of sobbing. “he told me you would break my heart, and he was right. i thought we loved each other.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“wasted your summer?” she frowned. just when she thought it couldn’t hurt anymore, it did. “then go to them, george. go to your new, cool, interesting, better friends. don’t want you slumming it with us and wasting your time.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“i can! i know my way home.”

“you don’t need to. i thought you didn’t already.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“i’ll walk.” she was stubborn enough to. they all knew it. “don’t worry about it. or me.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“no.” she shook her head and crossed her arms with a pout. “i don’t want to go inside. i want to go home.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“no, it doesn’t make me feel better.” it made her feel awful, actually. it made her want to scream and kick and throw a tantrum like a toddler. “it didn’t work because you pushed me away. for whatever reason, i could never get all the way in.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“you cared.” the tears flowed freely now. yes, she was crying and yes, this was normal, but she was heartbroken. this was new to her. “you cared and you just-you threw it all away.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“it does matter.” tears welled in her eyes. how could he not see how important that is? “if i had known…i don’t know. it would have made a difference.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“no.” she said stubbornly and shook her head. “he’s having fun. i don’t want to ruin it.” she didn’t want to touch him, so she stood herself up. she looked at him for a beat too long and then she started to crumble. “you went to him.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

she turned around very fast, so fast that her foot slipped and she landed on her butt on the grass. why was he out there? he didn’t even like her anymore. she stayed on the ground and crossed her arms like a child.

“i’m going home. i want to go home.”

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

she’s drunk. she’s so, so drunk, but she messed everything up and she can’t deal with it, especially not at a party. she’s stumbling outside, not even caring who else is around. “leave me alone!” she shouted, slurring her words. “i’m fine! i’m going home.” // @enfantsperdu

[yorksunited]

“it’s okay.” she played with the skirt of her dress. “yeah, like i wanted. most things don’t turn out like i want.”

she smiled and twirled, showing off the dress a little more. “i’ll still have it to pull out from time to time. i can’t have it be ruined.”

[yorksunited]

“it was nice to meet you too, kid.” he nodded and watched him walk off before turning back to her. “he’s sixteen.” it wasn’t a question.

“i came over to wendy’s house, like i do sometimes.” of course his sister was here, but she was quiet for now. “i didn’t realize that wasn’t allowed.”