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me literally right now: I’ve actually been feeling really alright lately :)

me yesterday at 10pm: life is just suffering I wish it would just end already

me at me:

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someone: sends me a heartfelt message saying they're worried about me after seeing something fucked up i posted during a breakdown

me, dissociating w/ my mouth full of cheese: it just... really be like that sometimes yknow????

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that bpd feel when youre just…. so fucking fed up??? of the tiniest things setting you off and feeling like the end of the world and giving you that feeling that Everything Is Wrong and getting so jealous and so upset and “everyone hates me” its just So Much all the time and im so FUCKING TIRED let me catch a fucking break oh my GOD 

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me: im so touch starved. please someone lovingly give me physical touch

also me: If u fucking touch me I will kill u and then myself

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Me: I’m extremely happy, my life couldn’t get any better

Something inconvenient: *happens*

Me: Alright, show’s over. Time to die

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me, depressed:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

me, anxious:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

me, borderline:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

me, suicidal:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

me, dead inside:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

me, struggling:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

me, hating myself:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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honestly I wish I could be happy for real but I literally become suicidal at any slight inconvenience so that will clearly never happen

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My piece of shit brain: ur angry

Me: ok but why

My dumb ass crumbly dried out brain: idk but now ur crying lmao peace out sucka

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i’m trying i’m trying i’m trying i’m trying i’m trying

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*realizes I exist outside of my own perceptions of myself and that people probably talk about me sometimes* what the fuck

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s/o to stuffed animals for being cute and tear-absorbent

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anyone else here too FUCK UGLY to appear in public

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when you die you go to the mii plaza

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you want a Fucking boddle of wadder?

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More reasons I fucking hate BPD

• being irrationally angry at someone when you know they’ve done nothing but you can’t help it • seriously, why the fuck don’t you understand what I’m saying • I’m sorry, I know I don’t make sense • I’m trying to tell you I can’t fucking calm down why are you getting mad • fuck it, you’re making me mad. Fuck you • please, stop or I’m going to tear you to shreds • sorry, I didn’t mean that please don’t go