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[youkie0501]

make me it again

I used to be a princess cuz you made me.

I used to be happy cuz you were next to me.

now I'm not a princess.

and not happy.

really really need you.

I swear that I would never take your love easily if you would give it to me again.

I really miss you.

[youkie0501]

a happy girl

Don't make me a suspicious girl.

Make me a happy girl.

I don't like who I am next to you.

2019/04/04

[youkie0501]

I still love you. maybe you don't know. Santa, the only wish this year is decorating a Christmas tree wiz him, which I didn't do last year cuz mom did it herself. I just wanna decorate a tree wiz you. don't need hug and kiss under the mistletoe. please make my wish come true.

[youkie0501]

never did we make A mistake everything was right we cannot go back two just the days like one of the story of curious adventure you made me curious you made my days curious you made me what I'd like to be I prefer myself who was wiz you

[youkie0501]

wanna stay classic.

[youkie0501]

me before period.

don't wanna overthink.

Please make me feel like I'm a princess.

please.

[youkie0501]

care or not

I know you don't care about me. You already got all my affection I don't deserve your attention tho. It's shame to think like this but it's just real. Maybe I leave you as soon as I realize that you don't see me.

[youkie0501]

If it's real that billions of other universes exist, can I see other creatures? think he might be, he isn't a human or an alien. If he breathes just like we do and feels something just like we do, we could get close from bottom of our heart.

Science has proven that: 

Humans have auras

Humans have organs that sense energy

We inherit memories from our anscestors

Meditation repairs telomeres in DNA, which slows the process of aging. 

Compassion extends life

Love is more than just an emotion

Billions of other universes exist 

Meditation speeds healing

[youkie0501]

You never do me nice

cuz you don't know what I expect.

You never see my fake affection

cuz you don't know that what it would be.

[youkie0501]

That's why I chose this way.

[youkie0501]

1.2.5

I'm just thinking or overthinking.

I'm gonna write all of my feeling down here as possible.

wanna love someone never love me.

wanna study harder.

wanna talk to you but don't wanna say any words, just wanna be together.

If I hadn't seen ya, I'd have been tough as I've beeeeen.

Actually I...

don't know what to say.

I don't think it could be real but it might be.

wanna go somewhere far from here.

Now you can call me alone, single, or free.

[youkie0501]

Little did I think that I'd be so down lastnight.