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(Girlkisser anon) (tw sh )

So for context I been/ used to cut myself but that ended when school was like coming to an end (like 3-2 months ago I don’t remember) and I’ve been feeling better but I’m kinda worried I’ll just get sad again cause that’s what happened last time. I feel like I’m going to start cutting again and I kinda excited for it !! I also had like a phase or like a way of thinking during my little sadness thing.

1st time: I’m the worst person and the next Chris- Chan

2nd time: I’m better than everyone at my school but I still lowkey suck

so for my third time I’m curious. Also I’m kinda like rambling lol sorry about that I’m basically vomiting out words anyways it’s also ten on for me so gn ^_^

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when someone puts one of those little banners on their posts that are like "reblogs over likes!!" or "reblogs with tags and comments appreciated", idk what it is about it but it makes me want to not reblog it for some reason. idk if its like... spite? but yeah for anyone who does add those lil banners to their posts just know theres people out there who would otherwise reblog your stuff but who wont because of that stupid ass annoying banners

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I've had fantasies of being raped since I was really young, like 13-14, and I think I finally out the pieces together that it started because I thought I was unlovable and worthless and that no one would genuinely want me and so the only type of sex I'd ever have the chance of experiencing was if someone decided to rape me

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I wanna be a werewolf when I grow up!!!!!!!!!!! ahwooo~

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i first found out what an orgasm was through a... dreamnotfound fic 😔

i felt the need to admit this to someone. i apologize.

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none of my disorders have any upsides or secret powers like how writers show people meant to represent those with my disorders write them to be and i feel inadequate, wrong and rejected. it hurts especially because i had a partner who did have upsides to the disorder that we both had, i shouldn't be jealous but also.. why can't i be like that? i feel like a curse.

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When I was 14 I was sexually assaulted by a senior at my high school. My closest friends are still friends with her and talk to her regularly 💔

I feel like I can't talk to any of them about it so I'm here instead, I just needed to put it out into the world

It's been years but I hate her more than anything, I've never hated someone so much but at the same time I still want to see her again. We were friends. I just wish I had some sort of closure after everything

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i sometimes fantasize of sneaking in while someone is sleeping, handcuffing them to their bed, and if they have a dick locking a chastity cage on them and just sleeping beside them, not at risk of being raped i have all the power they cant use their genitals as a weapon to hurt me, they cant grope me or hump me or anything i can just cuddle them safely. maybe read a book to them.

i wouldn't actually do it, as i'm pretty sure that would be deeply traumatizing and i don't want to hurt anyone. but i still fantasize about it a lot because i want to be able to lay beside someone without risking rape or assault. i don't like people anymore, they're repulsive and backwards enough to use intimacy as a euphemism so often that they can't imagine wanting to be close as anything but permission to be worthless in their morals humans are wretched so why do i yearn for closeness. it keeps happening.

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(noncon cuddle fantasy anon)

i think i'm evil i'm not capable of anything but hatred and self pity.

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I don't usually reblog posts because it always bothers me when I go to look a spacific persons art and theres like 50000 reblogs of other peoples art. But also I don't own the post im rebloging so it lowkey feels wrong to me to have it on my blog

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I think I’m experiencing gender dysphoria for the first time

(girlkisser anon)

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I got fitted for a bra and wearing something that isn’t a sports bra makes me think about my femininity which I’m not a fan of

(Girlkisser anon)

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let’s call this blog “the headcanon blog”.

the headcanon blog posts headcanons for this one media. Who knew!

I really don’t like the headcanon blog’s mods. They always give unprompted criticism to everyone’s submissions

and they’ll reblog/comment on headcanon posts (that aren’t even sent to them. They’re just regular Tumblr posts) telling them that they HAVE to submit their headcanons through their blog

good god…what control freaks. I do not like them, Sam I Am.

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i have never stopped saying covfefe tbh. i never say it out loud, because my hatred of the source is stronger than brainrot of memes, but every time i even consider making coffee my brain is like,,, oo yea make some covfefe.... help

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I have a fever and I think it’s cuz I accidentally drank my bathwater

(Girlkisser anon)

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So I finally made some IRL friends who are on tumblr which is cool but I’m kinda scared of them finding my online persona because at least for now I want to keep those separate and I am being more careful about covering my tracks and making sure it’s harder to find me

You shall be absolved of these feelings

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I've finally started to take care of myself. Brushing my teeth regularly, using exfoliating face wash, pimple patches, the works.

It feels kind of nice. I still don't feel like I deserve to feel nice, I still don't like what I see in the mirror, but I'm working on it. I like knowing I'm trying to stop hating myself.

I don't like talking about my feelings to the people in my life, but i just wanted to tell someone that I'm trying and I'm making progress.

Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You're doing amazing!!!!!!!!!!