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this is my favourite vine tbh

[yourthunderbuddy]

This is the kind of pain I wish I was never alive for

[yourthunderbuddy]

I feel bad. I know I should be. I didn’t do things I needed to do. I was more of a pest. Who am I to live a good life?

[yourthunderbuddy]

I cling too much in the past that I often forget to turn back around and face the present.

No wonder I’m clueless to every thing in life.

[yourthunderbuddy]

[yourthunderbuddy]

I may be crazy at most times and full of jokes, but when the going gets tough and it’s time to be serious, I will mean it.

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[yourthunderbuddy]

Let's write "I Love You" in different languages

Je t’aime (French)

[yourthunderbuddy]

I can’t make you like me. I can’t control your feelings.

I am not expecting you to like me back.

But there is a tiny piece of me that is still hoping for that to happen.

I hate myself for having these feelings for you.

[yourthunderbuddy]

Actual goal for 2k15:

Just become a better person. Continue to unlearn problematic behavior. Strive to achieve the things I want to achieve. Be kind to people. Be compassionate. Have a sense of humor. Get healthier mentally and physically. Move forward. 

[yourthunderbuddy]

Because the greatest part of a road trip isn’t arriving at your destination. It’s all the wild stuff that happens along the way.

-Matthew Fisher on Tamed by Emma Chase (via suspend)

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How is it that I’ve lived in Hawaii for nine years, been learning Hawaiian words and speaking pidgin back to my local friends for nine years, know how to say significantly more complex Hawaiian phrases, and yet I had to turn over a Puna Brewing Company bottle cap to find out that Lilo means “lost”?

And now my heart is busted.

[yourthunderbuddy]

Feeling left out, Feeling like no one understands, Feeling like no one can hear me, When I’m screaming to be heard, Destructive behavior I have. Wishing I could change, Wishing I could make it better. Wishing for another chance, Wishing for someone who, will come and save me, from myself.

my fears not being heard.  // a.j (via escafeism)

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Nagtataka na ako kung bakit kahit sa dami ng pinagsamahan ng magkakaibigan, di pa rin maiiwasan yung maling pagkakaintindihan at minsan umaabot pa sa point na FO na.

Ayoko ng ganun.

[yourthunderbuddy]

Minsan nahuhulog ka sa isang tao, hindi dahil sa hitsura o ugali niya.

Kundi dahil sa pinagsamahan ninyong dalawa.

[yourthunderbuddy]

Me: *tells people its okay to let it out*

Me: *bottles up all my emotions and is essentially dead inside*