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Secret animosity

This is such an immature teen girl rant but i am so tired of everything honestly and no matter what i do it always comes back. Im tired of school, of talking to people, of friendship problems, of fake people, of teenage boys, and everything ever in this world. I hate almost everything so much and i feel like a bad person for it. Why is it that when i talk to you, you always look uninterested and forced? But whenever a boy does the same your eyes would lit up and you get all flustered. Gosh im sick of you. Why do you keep giving me silent treatments??? And you keep giving backhanded compliments and its so obvious that you dislike me and v but ??? Oh my gosh what did we do wrong? Are we not allowed to get tired of your attention seeking bullshit? Its so obvious that you hate me and v and that youre trying to side ppl with you. You trust those boys more than US, your best friends. And the worst part is those boys arent even kind or trustworthy, you know damn well that one of them is your friend’s ex (that basically hurt her feelings so badly and YOU KNEW) and the others are just as bad but you still chose them over us. Thats all i needed to know about you.

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God really created humans so thoroughly cause why am i in my room reminiscing everything that has happened in my life

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Disgust

I am genuinely so tired of people. They make me feel sick and i can almost vomit just thinking of the words that will come out of their mouth. I hate her. I hate how she cannot last a day without speaking about boys. I hate how she pouts her lips and acts all cute in front of boys. I HATE how she would give me silent treatments whenever her fuckass crush is talking with another girl. Why? Why does it matter so much that he’s talking to another girl or if he has another girl in his life that isnt you?? He’s popular and you guys arent even dating, you arent even in one of the options in his life. So why do you keep releasing your moody self in front of me like i did it??? GOSH I CANT STAND YOU HONESTLY. Everyday i go into class and your mouth is always running and blabbering about boys. Boys, boys boys, LITERALLY STOP. You are literally such an attention seeker in the most obvious way and gosh if i had 0 in the world i wouldve screamed it out. Everytime our friendgroup is in a call you would always want us to invite your crush to the call. Why? So you can let out your “cute-seductive-almost-sleepy” voice out? I am so disgusted and i dislike you in every possible way.

Even today at school i was trying to be alone and mind my own business but you just had to be loud and talk about your crush. Like i dont care?? And im sure nobody in the class cares as well. There is so much more to life than boys, so much interests and topics to discuss about and you chose to talk about boys, BOYS!!!!!! AND NOT EVEN A QUALIFIED ONE. LIKE ARE YOU SERIOUS????? Oh my gosh i literally feel like cutting everyone off. Why is it that you laugh harder when youre with boys? Even when we’re walking to the canteen you would often leave me alone just to talk to boys.

I might be labeled as a fake or even a bad person for saying all this but acting nice or even completely fine in front of you. But im trying my best to not crashout cause honestly??? You tire me. Just seeing you smile (and i know your reason for smiling is probably cause of boys again) overwhelms me. In the nicest way possible, i hope your crush never likes you back and someone slaps you back to reality.

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Currently at school and i want nothing but to go home

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still trying to search for my passion in something if it even exists

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confusing

lifes been treating me weird lately. I have friends, i am not left out, my parents are treating me well. So why does something feel missing ？as if i dont feel the emotions im supposed to feel at that moment. My friends and i could be laughing at a joke i just made, i hear myself laughing but the thought of laughing tires me,, i always get home feeling so drained and wanting to sleep. Everyone describes me as a loud person. but am i really that? well maybe. Its weird, im not sad but im not happy either its like im just in a constant pattern that im already sick of and im forced to go through it, because thats life. But its okay cause maybe this is just an average teenage girl experience

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born to do a lot, decided to do nothing 💔

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𝜗𝜚 — nostalgia eats me alive.

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hi