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True villains

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guysss I'm backkkk (textpost tuesday)

[yuna-doi]

Hi um I was wondering if you like shadowbeans/jizzie? Because i made a fanfiction of Scarian and Shadowbeans on a double date and I thought you might like it becuase you seem to like scarian and um yeah im a bit nervous. Its on my blog if you want to read it

-fran xx

Of course, I'll read it! I do like shadowbeans/jizzie!

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 32: What Are You Hiding From Me?☆

{Grian's pov}

I forced my eyes open. I sat up in a bed, in a place that didn't look familiar at all to me. I looked around the room, seeing that it was only just a bedroom.

I got off the bed and stopped immediately in my tracks. I heard footsteps, ones I don't remember hearing before. They were coming closer towards the room that I was in.

I got something, a baseball bat. I stood a few inches from the door. The person stopped in front of the door and they started to open it. Once it was half way opened, I swagged the bat.

*SMACK*

The door was fully opened now and there stood Scar with a shocked expression on his face. I immediately dropped the bat as I saw who it was.

"Oh my gosh! Scar! It was only you! I thought someone had taking me somewhere and no one would have ever find me." I said as hugged him.

He was still standing still. His eyes still wided but lowered when I hugged him. He hugged me back and kissed the top of my head.

"You know I would never let someone take you away from me, no matter what. Like you said, I'm yours and only yours like you're mine and only mine. I promise you one day that no one will get in the way of us." Scar said as he picked me.

He placed me onto the counter. He went to get a few things to cook dinner. I looked around the room. Seeing a beautiful opened plan, living room, dinner room, and the kitchen. I could see it all.

Scar came back with everything he needed. He placed them down on the counter opposite of me. He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me while also having his head being in the crevice of my neck. I then wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck.

"By looking up into the night sky, you see a lot of stars that shine and make the sky look so beautiful but not even the night sky could shine so brightly nor look as beautiful as you." Scar said as a lightly kissed my neck in different spots.

My face heated up and I quickly moved my head away from him. He picked up his head and looks at me. "Is something wrong, Dove?" Scar said.

I touched my neck while looking at him. He tilted his head a bit and a worried expression appeared on his face.

I removed my arms from his neck, then placing one under his chin and the other on his chest. I pecked the tip of his nose, making him heat up a bit.

"Could you cook something please? I gave you attention. Will that make you cook something? It doesn't have to be a big meal. At least something for it to last in our stomachs for a few hours." I said as I removed my arms and legs from around him.

He calmed himself down while removing his arms around me. "You know, I would have cooked you something. All you needed to do was ask. I also didn't need your attention for the ability to cook you something. I just wanted a kiss but it ended up a little more than that." Scar said as he started one of the burners on the stove.

I moved myself and placed my back against the refrigerator. Both my legs up on the counter, close to my chest. I watched Scar as he cooked.

I watched as closely as I could even moving from the spot I was in. Scar looked over at me with a confused expression. "Dove? What are you doing?" Scar said.

I looked at him and blinked a few times. "I'm watching you cook so that maybe one day, I would be allow to cook for you as you do for me. I'm not really good at cooking so I thought maybe if I looked over at how you cook, my brain would take notes. But now that I think about it, it sounds dumb to do that." I said as I sat back up, fixing my position.

"You could have just asked and I would have showed you how to. Plus, nothing is dumb about what you ask nor you. I think it's cute that you ask as it let's me know that you're willing to try new things." Scar said as he placed the food into the oven.

"Now we wait." Scar said as he took a few steps towards me. He got ahold of my face, he then started to kiss it all over.

I giggled. "Scar, stop it!" I said as I tried to grab his face but he kept dodging my hands. I finally grabbed it and he started laughing and so did I.

The oven went off. Scar got out the food. It smelled amazing. I hugged Scar really tightly. "Scar! This looks delicious to eat!" I said as I let go of the hug.

I looked down at his hands and my eyes wided. I immediately got down from the counter and went to look for the bathroom. I finally found it and ran back to Scar who was just standing there, looking at his hands.

I grabbed him by the wrist and started to speed walk towards the restroom. I immediately turned on the tub and ran cold water. I pointed to the water and looked at him.

He gave me a confused look and tilted his head. "Since you look so dumbfounded, I will do it myself." I said as I took his hands and immediately placed them into the water.

He just stared at the water. Not fletching nor screaming in pain. Just staring at it. I took out his hands and felt them, they felt cool. "Do you have anything to help with this?" I said as I removed my hands.

He moved his head to look at the cabinet. I got up immediately and opened the cabinet. I found a small bottle of aloe vera. I got it out of the cabinet. I walked back to Scar and sat down next to him again.

I started to place the aloe vera onto his hands. He didn't flecth either when I placed that on. 'Should I be worried about this..?' I thought to myself.

"Scar... Why aren't you reacting..? It's like this has happened to you before... Please don't tell me that this has happened before!" I said as my voice started to get a little bit louder.

I covered my mouth immediately after I realized that my voice was getting louder. My eyes wided also in shocked. I looked over at him. I saw tears falling down his face.

"I'm sorry... I didn't mean to make you angry or scared. It has happened before, I didn't know how to deal with it before so I just frozed but when you reacted differently from what I'm used too, my mind went blink. I didn't mean to make you upset or concented about this..." Scar said as he leaned his head into my chest.

I wrapped my arms around his head and side. I let him cry without me saying anything.

It's been a few days since that incident and things have started to bug me that haven't before. Like... Where is all the money coming from..? To pay for everything..?

Now thinking more, I haven't seen Scar leave the house and go to a job. He only leaves for School and to go to someone's house. Maybe I should ask about it.

"Scar, where are you? I need to ask you a question about something." I said as I looked around the place.

"I'm in the living room." I heard Scar say.

I walked over the the living room and sat down next to him. I placed my head onto his lap since he sitting up.

"So, there is something you wanted to ask me?" Scar said as he looked down at me.

I looked away to think of how to word it without it sounding wrong. "W͙h͙a͙t͙ a͙r͙e͙ y͙o͙u͙ h͙i͙d͙i͙n͙g͙ f͙r͙o͙m͙ m͙e͙?" I said as I looked back at him.

He tilted his head with a confused look on his face. "What do you mean by that..?" Scar said.

"How are you... Paying for all of this? Like the first house and now this? They both have to be a lot if money to live in and I don't understand how you're paying for all of this. I have never seen you leave the house nor this place to leave for a job. So tell me... What are you hiding from me?" I said as I picked myself up. I turned my body and faced towards him.

His expression changed from confused to nothing, just an empty stare. "If you really want to know, promise me that this won't change anything about us and how we acted." Scar said as he stopped zoning out and looked at me.

I nodded my head and he signed. "I really don't want to share this but since you're my boyfriend and promised that things won't change anything in between us so I guess I will tell. My parents really never cared about me but that doesn't mean they didn't care about other things. One bi thing that they cared about was money. Since I killed my parents and little sister, Cub really not in the picture, everything was left to me; making me a billionaire. I hate showing off the wealth since people would use me. People have before so why wouldn't people do it again..?" Scar said as he closed his hands.

I didn't say a word. I didn't know what to say. My mind went blink, trying to fix what Scar just said. "Oh, Scar... I would never use you. I would have never ever think about doing any of those things. I'm so sorry that people used you back then but that is in the past and not now. I love you for who you are. You don't need to be some rich person to make me happy. I love you for you, not wealth. I hope you remember that." I said as I started to kiss his face all over. He smiled at me. He them took one of my hands and squeezed it.

Months went by and it was the last day of my high school year. I was crying and smiling at the same time. I didn't know how to feel about this but all I know is that my life, my future, is going to be perfect. It's going to be perfect since Scar is going to be there and make me the happiest person on the planet, earth.

Hey guys! This is the end of the story, "The Wealth and The Muse". This doesn't mean that I'm done writing stories about them. This is just the beginning. I'm so happy that people loved reading this story and enjoyed all the chapters that I made. Thank you all so much, I wouldn't be here without you guys. I can't wait for you guys to start reading my new story, "One Mission, Two Lifes". I hope to see you there!

-Yuna

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☆Ch 31: You Will Always Be My First Choice☆

{Scar's pov}

"What do you mean choice..?" I said as I took a step forward.

Cub looked at me, dead in the eyes. "You know what I mean. Are you choosing this pathetic unless bird or are you choosing your older brother who has looked out for you, your whole life?" Cub said as he began to pulled Grian's wings.

Grian let out a bloody, dirty scream. "Please stop! I beg of you! It hurts so much! Please!" Grian said as he scream louder.

I ran over to them, punching Cub in the face. He took a few steps back while his hands touched his face. Anger fell into my eyes.

I took a few steps forward towards Cub. I kicked him in the stomach, making him fall onto the ground up against the wall. I then started to kick his face over and over again. His face started to bleed. His glasses were shattered due to the my shoe hitting his face.

I leaned down and placed two fingers onto his neck, checking his pulse. 'He was still breathing but was unconscious.' I thought to myself.

I walked over to Grian. "How much pain are you in... How much did Cub hurt you..." I said leaned down and picked up Grian, having him sit up.

"My wings... They hurt. They really hurt. They feel like they're about to fall off." Grian said as he started to shack. I looked at his back. My eyes wided in horror. His wings were half way of his back.

"What did he do to you, Dove... Your beautiful wings... They're half way off..." I said as I hugged him from behind. I heard crying.

"Why must everyone go for my wings... I understand that they're my weak point but don't people understand that it hurts like hell..?" Grian said as he turned himself around. He leaned his head into my neck. His tears got onto my skin but I didn't care. Grian is hurting and it's my promise that I would do anything to keep him happy and not being in pain.

I felt something against my neck that wasn't Grian's tears. It was his lips, leaving small kisses. I removed his head and made him look at me.

"Why must you do that?" I said as I leaned into him, making our lips touch. His eyes wided in shocked but closed eventually and so did mine. I grabbed his head and lean it a bit more in, deepening the kiss.

He pulled away eventually. "Because I love you. No matter what we have been through, you will be mine and only mine. No one could take you away from me, not even Cub could, no matter how hard he tries, you're not leaving my touch, not until you die." Grian said as he looked into my eyes.

I sneaked my hands underneath of Grian and placed him up as I did myself. I walked over to the kitchen island. Grian grabbed my phone since I couldn't get it. "This place is no longer safe. We have to go somewhere new." I said as I walked towards the door.

I looked down at the cops who were still knocked out cold. 'They need new cops; these ones are weak.' I thought to myself. The colors of red and blue turned each other a lot from how much cop cars were there. It made my head feel dizzy but I have to stay strong for Grian. "Where are we supposed to go? That was your house! And the cops broke into it!" Grian said as he laid his head up against my chest.

"Don't worry, I know where to go. Just sleep. I don't need you having your eyes hurt due to the colors of the cop cars but we're going to Pearl's. She needs to look at your wings or at least someone in her family since you two are practically the same type of bird." I said as I walked away.

He looked up at me with concern in his facial expression. "You can't just go over to someone's house and just expected them to open their door with opened arms!" Grian said.

"Yes they will if you have something to done with it. Pearl's parents love you to death, I hope you know that. People do love you. You just need to register that in your head." I said. Grian got on my phone and called Pearl anyway.

"Moon! Hi, it's G!" I heard Grian said.

"Yeah, I was wondering if you could like at something for me?" Grian said.

"Yes, this late at night." Grian said.

"Yes, we're on our way." Grian said.

"See you in just a few! Bye!" Grian said.

"Alright, now that she knows, we are going to good. But you, I'm not letting you off the hook. Just because you I gave you all the lovey dovey stuff, doesn't mean I forgive you. You got me?" Grian said as he pulled my chin down to his level.

I pulled my head away and kissed his forehead. "Yes I understand, my prince." I said as I chuckled at that nickname.

I saw Grian's face heat up. "Just shut up." Grian said as he placed his hands over his face.

I just smiled at him and shaked my head. "No can do. You said in your words that I'm yours and only yours so I just can't leave you anywhere. I must protect you with my life." I said as I tighten the grip I had on Grian.

After a few more chats and Grian heating up, we were at Pearl's house. I knocked on the door. We waited for a few moments when we heard running coming towards the door. The door was opened by Pearl who looked out of breath. She let us in and we went to her room.

"So why did you guys need to come over and why is Grian in your arms when he could walk?" Pearl said with a confused look on her face.

I placed Grian on her floor, making sure that he was on his stomach. I pointed to Grian's wings and she looked at them.

"Oh my gosh! Who did this to your wings and why would they do this?!" Pearl said as she looked closed at his wings. I explained the whole story to her and didn't leave out any details.

"So if I heard you correctly, you murdered your family minus your older brother due to the the pain that you endured when you were younger. Your brother wasn't there when you murdered them but somehow got evidence that you did kill them. The cops were and probably still are at your house which you knocked them all out. Your brother showed up and started to pull on Grian's wings, making them be half way off his body. You beat his butt and then started to make out until you remembered that Grian's wings were half way off so you brought him to my house, thinking that I or my parents could help him with this. Does that sound correct?" Pearl said as she walked around in circles before stopping when she was finished talking.

I nodded my head in agreement to what she said. She then looked at Grian's wings again. "Do they hurt at all because you don't seem bother by it?" Pearl said as she got on her knees.

"Yes, it hurts like hell. I'm just trying not to scream so loud and lose my voice." Grian said as he tried to move his wings.

Pearl walked out of her room and probably went to go get her parents. I walked and sat in front of Grian. Grian looked up at me. I moved one of my hands and placed it on his cheek. He smiled at me and I smiled back.

"Your eyes are beautiful, you know?" Grian said as he placed one of his hands onto mine. I moved my other hand and grabbed his. I kissed the back of it and then placed it against my forehead.

I heard the door opening so I let go of Grian's hands. I saw a small frown form on Grianms face. I just rolled my eyes and smiled.

"Alright, I got my mother since my father isn't in town. She said that she can try and help." Pearl said as they both walked into the room.

I moved out of the way so that they could as much room as possible. "Hello again, Grian. I'm going to try and make this fast. Having your wings half way off your body isn't fun." Pearl's mother said as she got out some type of ointment of her hands.

"One of you are going to have to hold his wings down once I place the ointment under his wings." Pearl's mother said as she looked at Pearl then me.

"Pearl can do it. I don't want to mess something up and it gets worse." I said as I looked away from the three of them. I saw Pearl nodding.

They finished it and Grian sat up. He walked over to me and took out his hand for me to grab which I did.

We waved them goodbye and went off to find my other house I had just in case something like this happened.

As we walked towards the house, Grian started to say something but he cut himself off. "Is something wrong, Dove?" I said as I continue to walk.

"About earlier today, why did you pick me over Cub? I know that he wasn't the kindness to you when you were younger and he still is that way but he's your brother, your own blood. And me... I'm just someone you met a few months ago and made your life a living nightmare even more." Grian said as he leaned his head back as it was earlier.

"Because y͙o͙u͙ w͙i͙l͙l͙ a͙l͙w͙a͙y͙s͙ b͙e͙ m͙y͙ f͙i͙r͙s͙t͙ c͙h͙o͙i͙c͙e͙. No matter who's on the other side, you're my top priority rather you like it or not." I said as I turn my whole body a few times, making sure my grip on Grian was right so that he wouldn't fall.

"It's going to take me a few to get to the new place so you might want to sleep." I said as I stopped turning my body.

"No! I will be awake for all the way there! I promise you, I won't will you suffer alone since you have to carry me to the new place." Grian said as he crossed his arms.

He started to chat about different things. He then started to flirt with me but I flirted back, making him heat up. His face was redder than his sweater. I chuckled at him and he did as well.

After a few, I heard his voice started to quiet it down. I looked at him and his eyes were closed. I smiled with a calm, relaxed expression.

"I'm so glad that you're mine. I wouldn't trade you for the world." I said quietly. I kissed the top of his head and continue to walk on.

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 30: You Were Too Late And Now You're Paying The Price☆

Warning: Swearing

{Grian's pov}

I feel disgusted with myself from my behavior earlier today. I shouldn't have done that. I just... Felt the jealousy came back to me.

"Scar... Are you here..?" I said as I tried to sat up. Scar immediately got up from the kitchen island and ran over to me.

"Dove! You shouldn't be doing this. You aren't feeling well. You're burning up badly and your wings are twitching really badly. Please laid back down and don't get up, please for me." Scar said as he tried to force me down onto the sofa. My eyes wided and I tried to fight back.

Scar is way stronger than me so I gave up almost immediately. "Gri, please listen to me. I'm trying to make you feel better. Please let me help you with this. I know that you're stubborned but I know whatever this is, it's hurting you so much. And I... Can't bear to see you like this." Scar said as he finally got me to laid down again.

He got up and went somewhere. I didn't feel well and my wings weren't help my situation. So I slowly turned myself over; now laying on my stomach. I stretched out my wings. I screamed in pain as I immediately closed my wings.

I heard footsteps ranking towards me. I looked up and saw Scar carrying something in his hands. He placed it on the ground and placed one of his hands in between where my wings lie on my back. I bit my tongue as I wasn't trying to scream as loud as before.

"When was the last time you really and I mean really stretched out your wings to their full extent?" Scar said as he moved his hand around the area in between my wings. "Your muscles are really knotted around where your wings lie on your back. I can't really don't anything that won't hurt you in anyway." Scar said as he removed his hand from my back.

I grabbed his hand and didn't let go. "Please don't let go. I don't want you to go." I said as I forced myself to stand. I immediately fell into Scar's arms.

"Grian! I told you not to move! I'm here to help you get better or at least try and help you get better." Scar said as he placed me back onto the sofa.

He placed me onto my back and placed a hand onto my forehead. He removed it and placed a warm wash cloth onto my forehead. I twicthed a bit from the warmthness of the cloth. "Go to sleep. I promise I won't leave you unless I need something." Scar said as he sat down on the ground. He placed his head up against the sofa.

I felt my eyes starting to get really heavy. Soon enough, I blacked out.

{Scar's pov}

I opened my eyes, hearing my phone going off. I lifted my head from the sofa. I placed up the phone to see who it was. I focused my eyes since things were a little blurry.

'Cub'

My eyes wided with horror. I couldn't pick it up but if I don't... I don't know what will happen. I picked up the phone.

"Hello there, my dear baby brother." I heard cub said with a smile.

I grinded my teeth at the thought of his voice. I wanted to puke. Just hearing his voice, disgusted me.

"It's been a few since we have last spoken, don't you think..? I already know that answer so don't answer that. Now... I know you haven't told him about the incident that happened three years ago. So someone may or may not know about that problem; evidence and all. It may or may not be spreading towards where you live." Cub said on the other side of the phone. I felt his smile turn more evil like.

I couldn't tell with this anymore. I ended the call and threw the phone from across the room.

I stood up in anger. Not just anger... Anger with tears. I walked over to a walk and moved my hand into a fist. I almost punched the wall when I felt arms wrapped around me.

"Please don't do this... I woken when I heard something hit the wall. I thought someone break into the house but when I saw you... You weren't yourself."

I immediately turned myself around to see Grian standing there, arms around my waist.

"Why are you awake?! You should be sleeping! You're not feeling well!" I said as I started to pick him up.

He slapped my hands away. "Just look at yourself! Someone made you so made that you're even crying and you're worried about me?! I get it, I don't look nor feel the best right now but I don't care. You're hurting; I don't like seeing you hurt. So please... Let me take care of you as you did for me..." Grian said as he started to wipe away my tears.

I stood there frozen. My own boyfriend is taking care of me when it should be the other way around. He's the one who isn't feeling well, yet, he still stands for someone who means nothing in this world.

"Why are you caring for me when it should be the other way around... It's just I don't understand why you care about me so much when I can't give you anything back in return..." I said as more tears began to run down the sides of my face. He just continued to wipe my tears as if everything I just said, didn't matter to him.

After a few, he kissed my forehead and placed one of his hands into my hair. He wrapped his wings around me. I looked up at him. My eyes felt really puffy from crying.

He was looking outside the window. I pulled my head away a bit to see what he was looking at. I thought it was dark outside but I was wrong.

Red and blue flighting lights were around the house that could be seen from every window. 'They're already here?! I can't be away from him! Please don't take me away!' I thought to myself.

"This is the police! Open up this door or we will force it down. We already know that you're inside, Scar Goodtimes. Please come out. We don't like using force unless things get out off hand." The police officer said from behind the door.

Grian looked at me, dead in the eyes. He then got up from holding me and walked over to the door. He opened it. The cop immediately looked around the room and spotted me. "He's right there! Get him!" The cop said as I could hear more doors opening all at once.

I just sat there. I didn't run nor hide. There was no point too, everyone already knows about the incident because of Cub. So what's the point of trying to run.

I felt guns being pointed at me. Then I heard running. Grian was standing in front of me, arms opened. He didn't move a muscle.

"Get out of the way, kid! You're in the way of a murderer who murdered three people. So move!" One of the cops said as they were pointing the gun, now at Grian.

"Grian, please just move. I beg of you. I can't lose you... I need you to live..." I said as I moved the bottom of his wings.

He dropped to his knees. "You... You murdered people... Three people... Who are those people that they speak of..?" Grian said as his voice cracks. My eyes moved slowly, back and forth. I didn't know how to answer them. He will finally know that I have been lying to him this whole time about my family and past.

I finally spoke, "My parents and sister were the ones I killed... I had no other choice... My parents were horrible people. They always looked nice on the outside as well as my sister and brother but on the inside... All four of them were monsters. Though, I'm not saying that I'm not one of them. I killed three out of the four of them. My older brother as knew as Cub, wasn't there. He somehow got evidence that I killed them and sent it out. Never of this would have happened if I just would have told you but I couldn't. I was afraid if I did... You would have leave me and then I would be nothing again... It's not easy knowing that I murdered them but I couldn't deal with the pain anymore..." I said as the cops started to moved closer towards us.

Another pair of footprints could be heard, walking into the door. "I told you to tell him. Y͙o͙u͙ w͙e͙r͙e͙ t͙o͙o͙ l͙a͙t͙e͙ a͙n͙d͙ n͙o͙w͙ y͙o͙u͙'r͙e͙ p͙a͙y͙i͙n͙g͙ t͙h͙e͙ p͙r͙i͙c͙e͙. This is all your fault for not doing as you were told. Again... Did mother and father teach you manners..?" Cub said with a grin starting to form on his face.

"You can take me but leave Grian out of this." I said as I started to stand up. The cops started to lower their weapons. I moved around Grian and was not standing in front of him like he did for me.

I throw a punch, making the cop fall onto the floor. I did that to every single one of them, making sure that they're all passed out. My eyes immediately darted towards Cub.

"What the hell is wrong with you?! Why can't you just let me leave a normal life and quit trying to make me remember what I have done?!" I yelled out.

"They didn't deserve to die. They did nothing wrong. You're just spreading lies to thoses who don't know anything of our history together." Cub yelled back.

"That's because you were one of the favorites! You couldn't see what they did behind the scenes to me. You were to busy trying to keep your image good that you forgot about me. I have scars, Cub! Scars! From them and you didn't care. You never had and never will. You're justing to fuck up my life, again and again. And congratulations, you did it. Are you happy now?!" I said as I was trying to hold back tears.

Cub grinned at me. "Of course, I am. Why wouldn't I be? That's like the dumbest question you have ever asked me." Cub said as he walked over to Grian and grabbed him by his wing.

I turned myself around and saw Cub grabbing Grian by his wing. My eyes wided in horror. I was about to beat the shit out of him for grabbing my boyfriend like that.

"Now Scar, make your choice. Is it me or this unless bird..?" Cub said as he placed his other hand into his coat pocket. His grin just got bigger.

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 29: I Must Go Now☆

{Scar's pov}

It was the day after the Valentine's Dance. Everything felt perfect to me now. I'm with Grian, I have the best friend group I could ever ask for.

Well... Almost everything was perfect... I still had to deal with my older brother, Cub. It had all the evidence he needed for me to go away.

I shooked my head. 'No! Stop thinking about that! He said I had time but that was weeks ago. I can't think negatively.' I thought to myself.

I heard Grian walk over to me and he placed his arms around me. "Grian, you gotta let go. I'm cooking food for us!" I said as I chulcked at him. He diggest his head into my back while he shooked his head.

I placed the spatula down on the counter, near the knife that I was using. I turned myself around, making sure that Grian's head was on my stomach. I then picked up him and placed him on the counter that I won't using.

I walked back over to the stove. I looked over a bit at Grian's direction, seeing him reach out his arms towards me. "You can have me all you want after I finish making breakfast and you eat at least one thing." I said as I went to grab plates from the cabinet.

His wings twitched a bit in annoys from my statement. "Dove, there is no need to be annoyed at me. Eating is important in everyone's life, you know. I said as I turn my head and moved my body to place the plates down on the kitchen island. He huffed and rolled his eyes at me.

I walked over to him and picked him up. I made sure not to hurt his wings. "See~. I knew you loved me~!" Grian said as he kissed my cheek, making me heat up a bit.

"Why so heated~? Is seeing me really that bad that it's making you heat up~?" Grian said as he whispered it in my ear. My eyes wided at his comment.

I placed him on the chair next to me. "You really are making me question if I should have asked you out." I said as I took a biscuit from one of the plates. I looked over at Grian who eyes had a bit of sadness in them. "Why so sad? Your eye color is a deep blue. You know I'm joking, right..?" I said as I immediately opened my hand and dropped the biscuit on the ground.

I take both of his hands and squeezed them both. I looked into his eyes; his eyes started to become more sorrow. "Please don't be upset with me. I know I made a mistake by saying that. I wasn't thinking probably, please for-." Grian cut me off by leaning front onto me, placing his head on my chest.

"You didn't do anything wrong. I started all of this due to my dumb clinginess. I don't know why I felt it feel this way but I just do. I think it's because of that incident from months ago that I started. The one that if I didn't force you to do all that stuff, you wouldn't be the way that you are." Grian said as I felt my shirt becoming wet.

I removed my hands from his and placed one of my hands on his back while the other is placed on his face. I lifted up his head and made him look at me. I wrapped his tears away from his eyes.

"May I kiss you..?" I said as I placed my other hand onto his back. I lifted him up and onto my lap. "You know you don't have to ask me for that. You can do it whenever you like." Grian said as his lips touched mine.

I kissed him back. I moved one of my hands up into his hair, playing with it while we kissed.

I pulled away and we looked into each others eyes. He placed his head into my neck. I placed my head back onto the top of the chair. After a few minutes, my phone beeps.

*BEEP*

*BEEP*

*BEEP*

I looked over and removed my hand from his head. I placed up to the phone to see who it was. Pearl was calling me. "Who is it?" Grian said as he removed his head from my neck.

"It's Pearl." I said as I picked up the phone and placed it on speaker.

"Hello?" I said.

"Scar, buddy! Grian, you too! Is there any way that you two could come down to the airport and say goodbye to Heather? She's leaving and I want you to come and say goodbye to her." Pearl said.

"Alright we'll be there as fast as we can. How long do we have?" I said.

"About five hours. I just would like everyone here early as possible." Pearl said.

"Got it. We will get there as possible. Goodbye! " I said as I hanged up the phone.

Grian got off my lap and onto the other chair. "We need to get going if we want to get there in time. It's like a two hour walk." Grian said as he got off the chair and walked over to the restroom.

I got off the chair and just try to fixed my hair. Grian walked out of the restroom and saw trying to fix my hair.

"You're messing up your beautiful hair. Let me fix it for you." Grian said as he walked over to me.

Grian sat on the sofa while I sat on the floor. He started to braid my hair. When he was done, he placed a sunflower pin at the end of my hair. "Alright, I'm done!" Grian said as he gave me my phone that was opened to the camera.

My eyes wided in happiness. I got up from my spot and kiss Grian on the cheek.

We walked out the door and started to head towards the airport. On the way, Grian saw a cafe. "Scar, can we please go to the cafe?! Please! I promise I will pay you back once I get paid next." Grian said as he moved my hand.

'He's been asking me for a lot of me lately. He tries and gave me back the money but I always refuse to take the money. I know he needs it and I don't but I can tell that he feels down every time I refuse. I don't want to feel like I'm being used again. My past... People used me when I was younger...' I thought to myself.

I snapped back into reality as I felt my legs moving. I looked over at Grian who was pasting the cafe. "Dove, didn't you want-." Grian cut me off again but this time, he diggest his finger nails into my skin. "Ouch! What was that for?!" I said.

Grian didn't answer me. We walked in silence for the rest of the way there. Grian looked around and immediately walked in a direction.

We saw everyone. We walked over to them. "Hey you guys made it." Pearl said as she walked over to us. We all started saying goodbye to her. Once by once.

Everyone did except Grian. Grian just stayed quiet and didn't talk to anyone. The flight attendant said that everyone needs to board the plane and that they're leaving in just a few minutes.

"I͙ m͙u͙s͙t͙ g͙o͙ n͙o͙w͙. Goodbye again! I hope to see everyone soon again." Heather said as she started to walk towards the doors. I saw her and Grian lock eyes. He immediately looked away and she just looked back at the flight doors. She was gone just like that. Two weeks flow by faster than I could ever think.

We all waved and she waved back. I looked over my shoulder, looking at Grian who was just looking at the ground. I walked over at him and held his hand.

He took his hand away and I moved mine back a bit. I turned my body to move away from him. 'He probably just wants some space and that I should gave up.' I thought to myself.

I started to walk away but Grian placed his hand around my arm. "Please can we leave now..? I'm not feeling well." Grian said. I looked over at him, looking all over his body to see why he wasn't feeling well.

His wings started to twitch, both of them were. My eyes wided in horror. "Yeah we can." I said. I walked over and pick him up, placing one of my arms under his wings and the other under his knees.

"Pearl, Grian and I are leaving now. Grian isn't feeling well and I need to take them back home." I said as I started to walk off. Pearl yelled goodbye to us and will see us at school whenever Grian feels better. I nodded and walked away.

I got home in just a few hours. My legs were aching in pain. I placed Grian on the sofa, trying to make him feel comfortable as much as possible.

"Please forgive me, Grian. I don't know what I did wrong but I'm sorry for whatever it was." I said quietly as I wasn't trying to wake him up.

I walked into the kitchen and sat at the kitchen island. I placed my arms on the table, placing my head into my hands. I felt water starting to came out of my eyes but I stopped it.

I felt pitiful not wanting to have more of a burden on me than I already have. Why must him have that evidence... Grian would forever hate me if that goes out.

"Cub, I beg of you... Please don't send out that evidence... I need Grian in my life." I said in a whisper for me to only hear. I couldn't stop the tears this time. Even if I wanted them to stop, they wouldn't. I feel a shame to be alive right now.

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 28: Valentine's Dance☆

{Grian's pov}

I woken to my back being in pain. Scar's arms were still around me. I felt his head on top of mine. I placed one of hands into his hair and started to play with it.

I heard he groaning as he digged his head further into mine. "Good morning, sleepyhead." I said as moved my head into his neck. He removed one of his hands from my back and placed it on my head. Holding onto me as if his life depended on it.

"Is something wrong?" I said as I placed my hands around his back. He didn't answer me. I removed my head from his neck and looked into his eyes.

"You look like you haven't gotten much sleep last night. I know that something is wrong. I'm not going to push you to tell me what's wrong since last time... Something bad happened and I don't want it to happen again..." I said as I stopped looking into his eyes and looked away.

His grip on me tighten even more. It felt like claws were digging into me. It was the same pain I felt when I had woken up. I tried to see what could be cause that pain but it went away quickly as I looked back at Scar.

His eyes weren't filled with emptiness anymore but with fear as if something or someone was scarring him. I broke free from his grip amd started to get up since we still had school. He immediately reach for me but quickly pulled back.

He looked down and gripped his legs hardly. I walked over to him and take one of his hands. I got him off the sofa and take him to the restroom.

"I need you change those for me, please." I said as I placed my hands out infront of him. He just stared at my hands. After a few moments, I started to take my hands away but he immediately grabbed them.

He opened up the cabinet to where the bandages were. He got them out and placed them on the counter. He removed the old bandages from my arms.

The scars were still bleeding but not as much as yesterday. He takes a wet towel and cleans up the scars. It looked so clear that I used a knife to cut myself.

He wrapped new bandages on my right hand first. Wrapping it until it hit the middle between my wrist and my elbow. Some bandages were in between my fingers.

He then moved onto my left side. Placing the wet towel from my right side to my left. He stopped for a moment. He just stood there, not moving an inch. I lifted up my right hand and poked his shoulder.

He snapped out of his zoning state and looked up at me. "Something wrong, Dove?" Scar said as he yawned. I shooked my head.

He continue to clean my left arm. He grabbed the bandages and wrapped my whole arm. Once he was done, he pulled me close into himself. He placed his head onto mine. He then wrapped his arms around my waist. Making me heat up a bit.

"Scar! We need to get ready for school. We leave within the hour." I said even though I didn't want to break this. He groaned as he removed his head and arms from my body. The warmness from his body being up against mine, started to slowly started to leave.

I placed one of my wings around my front half of my body due to coldness. Scar looked back at me for some reason and smiled. "You sure something isn't wrong~?" He said as he clucked. I looked up at him, removing the wing somewhat. I huffed and walked pasted him.

I grabbed my clothes and walked back to the restroom. "Could you please move? I want to get dress for school." I said as I stood in the restroom. He nodded his head and walked out of the restroom, closing the door behind him.

I got dress. I looked at myself in the mirror. 'This sweater is making my skin itch and it's not making the bandages look any better.' I thought to myself. I just stood there, still looking at the mirror. More thoughts started to floor my mind.

'Why do you look like that?!'

'You're a monster!'

'You're a freak!'

'Why were you even born into this world?!'

I snapped back into reality when I heard a knock from behind the restroom door. "Gri? Are you alright? You have been in here for a while; starting to get a little worried." Scar said. I quietly and slowly walled over to the door. I leaned onto the door and just listen to what Scar was saying.

"I don't want to be all up in your space but we leave in fifteen minutes. We don't have to leave in fifteen minutes if you're in up to leave yet, I can wait. You also need to eat something even if it's something small. When you're ready to go, you can find me in the living room. But please eat something for me... I beg of you to do so..." Scar said as I heard him place one of his hand the restroom door and then walked away a few moments later.

I turned myself so that my back was up against the door and started to slowly slide down it. I was on the ground. Once I was there, I placed my head also up against the door. I prompted up my legs up so that they were against my stomach, placing my arms around them. I stopped leaning my head against the door and placed it on my legs.

'Why is he... Worrying about me..? I can't do anything right yet, he's thinking about me and my issues... Doesn't he have better... Way better things to worry about..? Things that are more flexible and important than me... Something or even someone better who isn't a dweeb nor is horrible bad at everything.' I thought to myself.

It felt like hours had passed as I just sat there. I finally decided to get up. Looking at the mirror once again before opening up the door and walking out.

I walked into the kitchen and looking at the clock, '7:24am'. I yawned as I stretched out my whole body. I looked around the whole kitchen and found nothing good to eat. But I need to find something to eat to make Scar happy.

I picked up the food and looking at it. I wanted to throw up just by looking at it but I focused it down. It made my stomach growl of unhappiness which I don't blame it to be.

I walked into the living room. When I looked over at the sofa, I saw Scar lying down with a blanket covering him. I smiled a bit. I didn't want to wake him up but I had to since we have school.

I poked his shoulder and he moved a bit. I poked his shoulder again. He opened his eyes just enough to look up at me. He lifted his arms up into the air while also closing and opening his hands.

"Maybe later. We have to get going for school. So get up." I said as I grabbed one of his hands and pulled him off the sofa. He fell onto the floor. After a few moments, he got up while still holding my hand.

We started walking down the street. The sun started to rise. "You know all the yellows, oranges, and reds, mixing all together, is really beautiful. But~ do you want to know what's more beautiful than that?" Scar said as he looked over at my direction. I look over at him with a confused look on my face.

"You~." Scar said as he took my hand and squeezed it. My face heated up and I placed my other hand that he wasn't squeezed to death, over my face. I picked out a bit from my hand and just saw him smiled so brightly. 'His smile is just... Perfect in every way possible.' I thought to myself.

We got to school late but it's nothing new. Once we walked into first period, I saw Heather sitting in my normal spot. We walked over there and Scar sat down. "I'm not trying to be rude but why are you sitting in my sit?" I said as I placed my stuff down on the table.

Heather looked up at me. "Oh, I'm sorry! But I need to sit here just for today so that I can talk to those four." Heather said as she placed her hands on top of Scar. My whole body moved back a bit but I didn't move my legs; just the upper half. Everyone else nodded in agreement to her statement.

I just slowly walked away and over to where Skizz and Gem sits. Etho wasn't here today so I sat in his sat and placed my things down.

Cleo picked her arm around me and I looked over at her. "Don't think about it too much. I doubt it that he even likes her." Cleo said as she tries to cheer me up. I looked at the table, placing my arms on it and placing my head onto my hands.

Mumbo and I were walking down the hallway when I bumped into someone holding a lot of papers. "I'm so sorry! I wasn't looking to where I was going!" The student said as she started to grab the papers that went everywhere.

"No it's okay. I wasn't looking either so it's not all your fault." I said as I helped grabbed the papers as well. I handed the papers to her. "Thank you for your help! Here as a way of thank you!" She said as she handed me one of the papers in her hand. She run off down the hallway. I looked at the paper that she handed me.

'ღ 𝓥𝓪𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓮'𝓼 𝓓𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮 ღ'

Bring a partner and

get your body moving

with the music!

You won't regret it!

'ღ 𝓥𝓪𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓮'𝓼 𝓓𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮 ღ'

"Maybe you should ask Scar out? The worse thing he could say is no" Mumbo said as he looked over my shoulder and at the paper. My face heated up at his comment. I ripped the paper into tiny little pieces. "I'm not going to ask he out especially to this dance! Are you going crazy or something?!" I said as I placed the ripped up paper into my pocket.

He shooked his head and we continued on walking to sixth period.

The day ended with Skizz right next to me. "Hey G! Do you want to go for a walk, you know? Like to the park?" Skizz said in a excited voice. I gave him a weird expensive on my face. "You're more excited than normal. You alright? But yes, I guess we can go for a walk to the park." I said as I opened the front doors to the school.

We started to walk towards the park. After we got there, Skizz placed something over my eyes. "Hey! Skizz! Take this thing off me right now!" I said as I tried to take it off.

After a few minutes of struggling, I finally got it off. Standing right in front of me was Scar, holding my favorite flowers. I looked up at him.

"I remember you saying something about poppies and lilacs being your favorite flowers so I got them for you." Scar said with a smile. My face heated up again. He handed me the flowers.

"Will you go to the V͙a͙l͙e͙n͙t͙i͙n͙e͙'s͙ D͙a͙n͙c͙e͙ with me?" Scar said in a nervous tone.

I stood there in shock for a few minutes; not knowing how to respond to his question. Tears started to roll down my face.

I ran and jumped into his arms. Making him fall into the snow. "Of course, I will go to the dance with you!" I said as I diggest my face into his chest. He lowered his arms so that they won't tounching my wings, hugging me in a process.

He sat us both up, snow on his back. I got off him so that he would stand up. He took out his hand for me to grab. I grabbed it and jumped up.

From a far, I heard cheering and clapping. I looked over and saw everyone. I then looked back at Scar who nervously smiled. "They helped me do all of these for you especially Heather and Pearl. Heather was only helping me with tips and advice for you." Scar said as he took my hand and walked over to them. We all talked about things and the night went on.

A few days have past and it was the night of the Valentine's Dance. We talked and danced and had fun.

Scar took my hand and took me to the parking lot of the school. I looked up at him and he looked at me.

"May I ask you a question..?" Scar said in a nervous tone. I nodded but a confused experience on my face.

He takes my other hand and squeezed both my hands. "Would you be mine..?" He said as he looked down at the ground. My eyes wided in shocked.

I took one of my hands away and placed it on his chin. I lifted up his head and made him look at me. Our eyes met but then I looked down at his lips. I saw his face heat up and I giggled a little.

"Of course I will be yours. I will forever be yours no matter what happens to you or me. Your hand in mine. Your heart is attached to mine with a string that can't be seen by anyone. Not even us can see it." I said as I lifted up and kissed him on the lips.

He kissed me back. I let go after a few moments. We placed our foreheads together while we both hummed a tune.

We got home safe and sound. We changed our clothes and laid down. He hugged me from in between my wings. I slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 27: Did You Think That You Could Forget About Me..?☆

{Scar's pov}

I got home at '8:00pm'. Once I walked inside, I saw Grian on the floor. I immediately run over to him. I placed my ear against his heart and two fingers, sreaching for his pulse.

I could hear his heart beat and felt his pulse. "Oh thank God, you're alive." I said as I immediately got out my phone. I was about to dial the emergency phone line. When he opened his eyes, slowly but surely.

"Oh my gosh! I have never been so thankful to see your beautiful blue eyes." I said as I placed one of my hands on his cheek. He smiled a little at me.

I looked around him and saw a knife on his right side. My eyes wided as I started to sreach his whole body to see if he did anything to it.

I saw lines on his left arm. Those lines had dried blood on them. "Dove... Why did you do this..." I said as I looked down his arm. He lifted his arm up and placed his hand of my cheek.

He rubbed his thumb back and forth on my cheek. My face heated up a bit from his action. I leaned into his touch. Closing my eyes due to comfortable of his warm skin against my cold skin since I was just outside for a while.

I opened my eyes a little. I removed my hand from his cheek and placed it onto his hand that was on my face. I took his hand off and stood up but still holding onto his hand.

I picked him up and slowly walked him to the bathroom. I placed my arm under his legs and his back, placing him on the counter.

"I fixed your right hand and now, I'm fixing your left arm. What am I going to do with you, Dove?" I said. I lefted the bathroom to go get a towel from the hall closet. I returned and turned on the sink, making sure that the water wasn't too hot nor too cold.

I placed the towel under the water, taking it out also. I placed it onto the scars that he made on himself. I saw him flinch when I placed the towel onto them. "Hey, hey... I'm not going to hurt you... Tell me right now if doing this is hurting you..." I said as I started to quickly remove the towel. He shooked his head, in a no kinda way.

"It hurts but if you don't clean it, it would get infected. I already have enough problems with my body. With having self-esteem issues, mental health issues, not feeling great about my body, and other things. I don't need an infection due to my stupidity of cutting myself." Grian said as he placed my hand back down on the wounds. I looked up at him, seeing if any emotions were within him at this moment.

He placed his other hand, the one he hurt earlier, onto my neck. I snapped back into reality. "Oh right. Sorry, I zoned out." I said as I started to gently rub the dried blood away. I wasn't even half way, not even a quarter way of his arm and there was already like six scars.

I stopped rubbing the towel over his scars. I placed my hands onto the counter. My eyes started to go back and forth. I moved my head front, gently onto his chest.

I started to tear up. I know that I shouldn't be but seeing him hurt, doesn't sit right with me. The tears started to flow out of my eyes. Down my cheeks and onto his clothes. I cried loudly.

I clutched my hands that were holding onto the counter. He placed his hand onto my back. He started making circles in a way of comfort. He kissed the top of my head. "I don't know how to comfort you... And I'm sorry for not knowing what to do... I feel pathetic and you need comfort... I'm the reason why you're crying since it's because you're hurting. It's hurting you to see me do this to myself, doesn't it..?" Grian said as he kissed the top of my head again. He tried to remove my head but I kept it firmly still.

"Vexy... Look at me, please." Grian said. I didn't want to remove my head from his chest. I could feel his chest rising and falling.

I finally lifted my head off his chest and looked at him, into his eyes. "You know that you're so beautiful, right? Not just your face but also your body." I said as I removed my hands of the counter. His face heated up from my comments.

I kissed his side of his face. Making his face heat up even more. I chuckled.

I continue back to his arm. After a while, all the dried blood was gone. Grian was looking away while also staying quiet. I got out the bandages and wrapped his arm from his first scar to his last.

He then was looking at me again. He wrapped his arms around my neck. He placed his legs around my waist. He moved his arms far back, making move for his head to nudged into my neck.

I placed the towel onto the ground. Moving closer towards him. Placing my left hand into his hair and my right arm around his waist and onto his back, in between his wings.

I played with his hair for a little bit until I heard my phone go off. I started to removed my hands from where they were placed on him.

He held on tighter. "Dove? You have to loosen your grid on me. Someone is calling my phone and I need to see who it is." I said as I tried to break free from his grid. He shooked his head that was still in my neck.

"Can't they wait? You're busy right now." Grian said, still holding onto me, tightly. I rolled my eyes, playfully. "Once I'm done on the phone, we can go back to how we are now but in a more comfortable area that isn't the restroom." I said.

He finally removed myself from me, allowing me to get my phone. I walked over to the kitchen table, seeing the phone light up in the darkness of the room.

I looked at the screen to see who was calling me.

'Cub'

My eyes wided at that name. 'He hasn't called nor seen me since that incident. What does he want anyway...' I thought to myself. I picked up the phone.

"What do you want, Cub?" I said in a cold tone. I didn't want to be talking to him. It felt wrong to be talking with him after all these years.

"Baby brother! That is no way to older brother. Where are the manners that mother and father taught you?" Cub said as his voice sounded like he was grinning.

I clutched onto the phone. I wanted to throw it as hard as I wanted to but I couldn't. Not with all that has happened the past few years. "I won't ask again. What the hell do you want, Cub?!" I said as my voice got louder but not loud enough for Grian to heard.

"Tell him the truth is all I want you to do. He deserves to know how much of a monster you are from all that happened all so long ago even though it was only three years." Cub said.

My eyes wided in frustration. I was silent for probably a good minute before speaking. "I'm not telling him anything. And I swear to God if you even think about telling him anything about that accident,  I'l-." Cub cut me off with a playful voice. One he knew I didn't like.

"I'll kill you just like how I did with our parents and our little sister. Yeah I get it. But I know you won't since I have evidence of you do it. I won't be playing with me if I were you." Cub said.

My mind went blind. How could I have forgotten about that... Especially someone like Cub.

"D͙i͙d͙ Y͙o͙u͙ T͙h͙i͙n͙k͙ T͙h͙a͙t͙ Y͙o͙u͙ C͙o͙u͙l͙d͙ F͙o͙r͙g͙e͙t͙ A͙b͙o͙u͙t͙ M͙e͙..? Scar, you are should a forgetful person. You have limit amount of time left, Scar. You better tell him or this evidence that I have, will go out into the public." Cub said as he ended the phone call.

*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*

The phone light blinded my right eyes, making me close it, and water up. I walked over to the living room and over to the sofa. I dropped my phone onto it.

I heard Grian walking over to me. He hugged me. "Is something wrong, Dove?" I said as I hugged him back.

"You were taking a long time on the phone so I came out to see what was taking you so long." Grian said.

I broke the hug and and got on the sofa. Stretching out my legs and pointed to them for Grian to laid on them.

Indeed, Grian sat on my lap and placed his head onto my chest. I placed my arms around him, making sure that I didn't touch his wings.

"Who called you by the way." Grian said as he looked up at me. I looked back down at him, looking into his eyes.

"No one important. Just a scam and I wanted to mess with them." I said as I smiled. He nodded and turn his head to side. I looked over and saw that his eyes were closed.

I kissed the top of his head and laid my head top of his. 'I hate you, Cub. You're going to ruin everything. Can't you just leave me alone for once. You didn't know how hard my life was in the past since you were one of the favorites. I was raised by to place others before myself, other wise it would be selfish if I didn't. But I was also raised to rush in terms of studying and growing up fast. So I had no other choice but to kill them.' I thought to myself.

My grip tighten and I felt my finger nails becoming more sharp. I immediately realized that I was digging into Grian's skin. I took my hands off of him. I looked at my finger nails, seeing them go back down.

I placed my hands back down onto his back again. "Please... Cub, I beg of you... I need Grian in my life... Don't take him away..." I said softly as I drifted off to sleep.

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 26: An Exchange Student☆

This chapter includes a song

"Heather" by Conan Gray

Warning: Blood, Swearing, Self-harm

{Grian's pov}

Scar was finally back in school after being in the hospital for a few more weeks. People were swarming him from everyway. People tried to broke my hand from his but I hold onto him tightly. I looked up at them. "What the hell do you think you're trying to do?" I asked in a rude-ish tone. They looked up at me, slapping me across my face. "I'm trying to get this man away from you, you monster!" They said as they slapped my face again.

I stopped their hand before they could slap me for the third time. Scar looked shocked at what that person was doing to me. I was about to say something but before I could, Scar dragged me through the crowd of people. "Where are you taking me?! I need to have a word with the one girl who slapped me!" I said as I tried to stop walking and go backwards.

Scar stopped walking. He turned himself around, picked me up, and over his shoulder. He had should that he didn't hurt my wings at all. My face heated up from where I was. "Place me down right now! We're in school! Can't this wait until we are out of school?!" I said as I kicked my arms and legs against him softly since he was still healing from all the wounds he had gotten from those horrible people.

"No can do, Dove. I can't have you getting into a fight. I need you. I want you here." Scar said as he walked us into a restroom. He placed me down. He held onto my wrist, moving his hand into mine. "You don't need me here. You have Pearl, Impulse, and Mumbo. Oh, don't forget Skizz and Gem." I said as I moved my body up against his.

I saw in the mirror that Scar's face was turning red. "Why so red~? I said in a flirtious kind of voice. I turned myself around. I placed his face down towards me, making him my height.

I kissed the sides of his face. Making him go even more red. "Vexy~, why aren't you answering me~?" I said as he looked into his eyes for answers. He placed his hands over them and removed him from his face. Kissing the back of them both.

"We have to get to class now, Dove." He said as he took my hand and dragged me out of the restroom. He looked outside of the door for the restroom, making sure that people from earlier weren't outside. He pulled me closer to himself. "I can walk on my own, you know?!" I said as I tried to pull myself away.

"If you try and pull away from me, I will pick you up, place you over my shoulder, and we will pull up in class like that." Scar said. My face heated up a bit. 'Why would he try and do that again?! He had already done it once today.' I thought to myself. "Fine but already because I don't want to be embarrassiment again." I said as I stopped trying to break out.

We got there as the bell rang. We sat in our normal sits. A new girl came walking in.

"Hello everyone! My name is Heather and I'm seventeen. I'm a water deer, Pearl's cousin, and a͙n͙ e͙x͙c͙h͙a͙n͙g͙e͙ s͙t͙u͙d͙e͙n͙t͙." Heather said as she looks around the room. The teacher smiles at her. "Please take a sit where ever a sit is free." The teacher said.

I looked up at her. 'She looks so pretty and beautiful.' I thought to myself. I then looked at myself. 'I look so ugly and like a mistake unlike her. I know I shouldn't judge but how can I now...' I thought to myself as well. I look over at Scar whom eyes were in awe.

I started to doubt myself even more. 'Of course, he would like her. Who couldn't..? I look like a twink unlike her. She looks amazing and care-hearted to be around. Maybe I was right... He wouldn't like nor love someone like me who looks like this...' I thought to myself.

I looked up again and Heather was sitting down at a table. I'm guessing that Scar looked down at me and saw my discomfort. He placed one of his hands into mine. I squeeze it really hard.

I removed one of my hands from my lap. I raised it in the air. I asked to use the restroom and the teacher allow it. I stopped squeezing his hand and let go. I got up and walked out. I barley saw from the corner of my eye, Scar's hand raised up a little but then lowered his hand. "I'm sorry..." I said quietly.

{Scar's pov}

I lifted my hand up but immediately placed it down. I wanted to run after him but I didn't think it would be a good idea too. So I stayed quiet.

Class ended and I didn't see him for the rest of the period. Pearl and I were walking to our next class. "Hey, what's wrong?" Pearl said to me. I looked over to her. "Nothing is wrong. Just a little worried about Grian. It just feels like my heart hurts like someone hunted it in some way." I said as I looked away.

"You know my cousin, Heather, she can help you with some tips onto how to get with Giran if you would like some help?" Pearl said as we walked into class and sat down in our normal sits. I nodded.

"I would like that. I just really hope that he doesn't take it the wrong way. I would really hate for that to happen." I said as I looked at the broad.

{Grian's pov}

I stayed in the restroom even after the bell rang. I felt so stupid to be jealous of someone who hasn't even been for an hour.

My anger got the best of me... I ended up punching the mirror... Blood started to crack through my skin. I looked up at the mirror, seeing it sharded. My eyes wided in horror. "Fuck... What the hell did I just do..." I said quietly.

I tried to clean my hand really good. But it just made it worse. "Bloody hell! Get off my hand." I said as I cleaned it faster. Making it even more red and bloody.

"Please... Get off... I need you too...." I said as I slowly dropped to the floor. Blood was on the mirror, in the sink, on the counter, on the floor, my clothes, my hand, and my wrist. The blood went down my whole arm, stopped at my elbow but dropping into the floor.

I stared at it for a while. My eyes started to water. I didn't even realize that someone was behind me until they walked over and picked me up.

I quickly looked over to see who it was. Scar, standing there, holding my bloody hand and/or arm. He just looked at my hand. I looked into his eyes, seeing if I could find answers again. "Why... Who... What... Made you do this..." He said as he was looking at me now.

I didn't know how to answer him. I wanted to but didn't know how. "Please... Let go of me..." I said. He listened to me. He let go of my arm. I just stood there.

After a few minutes, I finally answered him. "This just- nothing. There is no why, no who, nor no what. Just me, myself, and I with dumb anger that I needed to let go. It's better hitting a mirror than to cut myself like I have before hand. It's in the past and no I'm not going to tell you why I did, at least not yet." I said as I turned myself around, looking back at the broken mirror.

Scar got a paper towel and got it wet. He placed it on my wound. I bit my tongue to not let out a scream. It sting like hell. "Hey, hey... I know it hurts. Trust me, I know it does. I'm not going to ask questions, only here to help you clean it." He said as he got another paper towel, wetting it also.

Once he was done, he got bangages from his bookbag. He then started to wrap my hand/arm in bandages. He kissed the back of my hand. "Please don't ever hurt yourself on purpose anymore... I hate it when you do that..." Scar said.

We stood there in silence which felt like forever. He finally moved to clean up the mess I made. "Scar... Why are you cleaning up my mess..? The one that I made..?" I said as I tried to get a paper towel to help clean but he took my hand away. "No Grian. I won't let you help with this." Scar said as he let go of my hand. I stood out of the way for him to clean up the mess.

I bit my tongue again, not wanting to let out any cries or whining about anything. "Alright, you can head to class now." Scar said as he got up and threw the paper towels away. I just nodded at him and started to head towards the door of the restroom. "Wait, Grian." Scar said in a worried tone. I turned myself back around to face him. I raised an eyebrow at him. "You're upset at something. What is it? I can tell by the way your wings are." Scar said as he took s step closer to me. I shooked my head and turned back around before existing.

The rest of the day I tried to avoid Scar. I knew it would hurt him but it was also hurting me. I couldn't deal with him, not with the way I feel right now.

The end of the day came and the final bell ranged. I started to walk out of the main doors to the school building. I somehow didn't hear anyone coming up from behind me but someone picked me up and placed me over their shoulder. I immediately looked down to see Scar there was he walked with me over his shoulder. Pearl and Gem was right behind him.

My face heated up almost immediately. "Scar! We had this conversation before! You just can't pick me up randomly and over your shoulders especially when other people are around!" I said as I tried to break free. Patently he couldn't hear me. So I said it again and again. "Sorry! Can't hear you!" Scar said as he continues to carry me.

I looked up at Pearl and Gem for help but they acted like they didn't see anything. "Hey! I know you to can hear me! Make him stop carrying me!" I said as I yelled at them. I stick up my middle finger from my undamaged hand and they laughed. I also sticked out my tongue at them, making them laugh even more.

Scar finally let me go once we got to his house. "Finally, you let me go." I said as we walked into the house. I walked over to the kitchen and so did Scar. "Are you hungry? You weren't at the table today and I couldn't know if you have or haven't." Scar said as he placed his bookbag onto one of the chairs. I looked over at him and nodded. He removed his hands from his bookbag and walked over to the fridge.

"Is there something specific you want? I can cook all most everything you could think of or I'm willing to learn something new to cook for you from your childhood that you loved or still do love." Scar said. I looked at him with amazing in my eyes. I run over and hugged him. "Thank you for the order but I just want pizza, homemade pizza if that's okay with you." I said as I broke the hug. He smiled at me.

I walked over to the cabinets and got out the flat pan and a pot. Scar got out the ingredients we need to make the pizza. "Dove, go sit down. I'll make it." Scar said as he placed the dough on the counter. I was about to say something but I didn't want to argue.

He finished the pizza and placed it in the oven. Once the oven went off, we ate it. Time went by to fast and it was night time already. "I'm going to bed." I said as I blopped onto the sofa.

An alarm went off. I looked up to see Scar, turning off the alarm. He walked over to me and poked my shoulder. "Nooo, I don't want to go." I said as I didn't move myself from the sofa.

He continued to poke me. Until he finally picked me up from the sofa into his arms. He was being carful of my wings onto not touch them. "Come on! It's snowing out! I want to go outside and play in the snow! It's like '5:30am' right now so we have plenty amount of time to go play in the snow before lunch!" Scar said excitly as he spins me around the room with me in his arms. I nodded my head and he sprinted towards the door. He open and saw the snow falling. He ranned out into the snow and threw me into it.

"Scar!" I said as I immediately stood up. He laughed at me. I started to shake really badly. "You moron! Are you insane?! You know I hate the cold and now I'm shaking to death!" I said as I wrap my wings around myself. He looked at me and walked over. He took of his sweater and handed it to me. I looked up at him. "What's that for?" I said as my words weren't really broken up.

He removed both of my wings from being wrapped around me. He then placed his sweater over me. My face heated up. I hit it within the over-sized sweater. "Aww you look so cute in that! I want to know a picture of you. You wouldn't mind if you posed for me please?" Scar said as he takes out his phone from his pocket.

I froze. I hated having my picture taken but with him... It felt different... Like I wanted to do it on my own and not being forced.

I took my pose. Placing my hands onto my hips. Punched out my body, front. And smiled the biggest I had ever smiled in my life.

*CLICK*

I heard the camera go. I lowered myself and ranned over to Scar. "I'm placing this as my lock screen." Scar said. I picked up a snowball and threw it at him. It hit his face. The snow started to slide down his face.

He moved down and started to get snow. My eyes widened and I immediately started running towards the door. I opened it and closed the door. I heard the snow hit the door hard.

Days went by and it was Tuesday now. Once Scar and I walked into school. The new girl, Heather, immediately took Scar's hand away from me and run over with him. 'I still remember, third of February, me and your sweater. You said it looked better on me than it did you. Only if you need how much I liked you... But I watch your eyes as she walks by.'

{Scar's pov}

"So Scar, acted like I'm Grian." Heather said as she walked by me. I looked at her as if she was Grian. I got lost looking into her eyes as if her eyes were Grian's. "So what did you see?" Heather said as she stopped walking and stand near Pearl.

I shooked my head and looked at them. "I saw... Grian looking so beautiful and... His eyes... Were so beautiful, them being blue, so blue. I get lost in them like animals getting lost in the sea.

Pearl and Heather both looked at each other and smirked. I just looked at them with an confused expression on my face.

{Grian's pov}

'What a sight for sore eyes... Brighter than the blue sky... She's got you mesmerized while I die...'

"Who am I kidding... He wouldn't love me..." I said quietly to myself while I walked a different way then I normally do just to ignore what they're doing. "Stupid thoughts get out of my head! I don't need you right now!" I said quietly again. My mind started to run away in million different directions.

'Why would you ever kiss me..? I'm not even half as pretty... You gave her your sweater... "It's just polyester..." But you like her better... I wished I were Heather...'

I sat down in my spot at the table. I placed my head into my hands. I could tell that Mumbo and Impulse felt uneasy about something but I didn't dare ask what it was about.

{Scar's pov}

The day was over and Pearl dragged me to a park. "Pearl, why are you dragging me to a park! It's not save to be out here in the cold! Can't it wait until it's warmer to be out here?!" I said as I tried to break away from her. She holded onto me harder, making sure that I didn't leave.

We got to the park and Heather was stand there waiting. "Finally you two show up! We have more training to do! If you want Grian, you must give him all you have! Your time and effort!" Heather said as she yelled at us.

She took my hand away from Pearl and placed it around her shoulder. "This is how you're going to walk with Grian into the Valentine's Dance but you must hold his hand before the shoulder thing, you got it." Heather said as she removed my arm from around her shoulder. I nodded almost immediately.

'This is all for Grian! I must not fail him!' I thought to myself.

{Grian's pov}

Since the school day is over, maybe going for a walk won't be so bad. I decided to walk to the near by park for some alone time and away from everyone and everything.

But once I got there, I saw them again. 'Nope! Nope! No! No! No. No. No... Don't cry, you know better than to cry over something to dum and stupid. Grian! You know better to cry, right?!' I thought to myself.

I opened my wings and flow away. "I watched as he stood there, holding her hand... And your arm around her shoulder... I'm now getting colder." I said quietly to myself

No! Please stop thinking this way. I hate this.

But... How could I hate her..? She's such an angel... But then again... Kinda wish to she were dead...'

My thoughts start to reply in my head over and over again. I didn't know why I hated this so much! Please something help me... I'm begging you...

'What a sight for sore eyes... Brighter than the blue sky... She's got you mesmerized while I die...'

'Why would you ever kiss me..? I'm not even half as pretty... You gave her your sweater... "It's just polyester..." But you like her better... I wished I were Heather...'

Why am I so obsessed with wanting to be Heather?! She hasn't even been here for a week, yet... The way I place things, like she has been here longer than I ever been.

'I wish I were Heather...'

'I wish I were Heather...'

'I wish I were Heather...'

'Why would you ever kiss me..? I'm not even half as pretty... You gave her your sweater... "It's just polyester..." But you like her better... I wish I were...'

The voice in my head just stopped. I looked away to see where I was. I was already at Scar's house. I flow down and opened up the front door.

I walked over to the kitchen and grabbed a knife, one that was very sharp. I rolled up my sleeve of my left arm. I placed the knife against my skin.

The coldest of the knife felt like earlier this week when Scar threw up into the snow. But this was worse.

I pulled as hard as I could. I bit my tongue to not scream. I looked down at my skin to see blood dripping down it. I did... Again and again... Until there was nothing felt in this world to live for.

I then looked at the knife. I let go of it. Seeing it laid on the ground.

I slowly fell to the ground. I started to punch it with the same arm I just cut into.

"What the hell does she have that I don't?!" I yelled very loudly. But I knew better than to think someone would hear me, right?

I just sat there and looked up at the ceiling. I forced my body to fall on the ground, having the weight of the world, all just fall at once, felt amazing.

I smiled knowing I messed everything with up in getting my chances to be with Scar...

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 25: He's awake☆

{Grian's pov}

The last day of break... I guess being alone can go by fast. My stomach rumbles. I punched my stomach to make it stop but that didn't help. Doing that, made it even worse. 'I really need to eat. I haven't in almost two weeks. Ever since I left for break.' I thought to myself.

I got up from the warm spot of the sofa and walked over to the fridge. I opened the door, seeing if there was something good to eat. I signed. I didn't see anything that I looked nor wanted. 'Guess I'm not eating again.' I thought to myself. I giggled at my own comment from my head.

My stomach rumbled again. I punched it to make it stop but that didn't work. I just ignored it. I placed something on the TV, not too loud but not too quiet either. I almost feel asleep. My eyes were so close to closing when Scar's phone immediately went off, making me jump into the air. My wings were flapping so hard.

I looked at the phone to see Pearl calling. I was annoyed. "Everyone knows this! Don't call someone who is trying to sleep!" I said out loud as if someone were to hear me.

I stopped my wings from flapping so fast and hard. Once I was finally on the sofa again, I grabbed the phone and answered it.

"Hello?" I said as confuse hit me. She didn't say anything. I was about to say something again until I heard her voice. "GRIAN!" She whispered-yelled into the phone.

I dropped the phone due to her yelling, hurting my ear. It ranged for a few moments. I picked the phone back up and placed it against my other ear.

"Why are you yelling? I was also trying to sleep. What do you want?" I said with an annoyed expression on my face. "Oh. Well if you were sleeping, I will let you go. I just wanted to say that Scar's awake but I know how you are with your sleep and everything." She said without yelling it this time.

"Thank you for letting me go back to sle-." I cut myself off. "Did you just say that Scar's awake like h͙e͙'s͙ a͙w͙a͙k͙e͙?!" I said as I began to fully wake up.

I heard a different voice that wasn't Pearl's. It was more deeper and sounded like a man's voice. 'Could it really be him..?' I thought to myself. "Hey Dove..." I heard coming from the other side of the phone. My eyes wided. "Vexy..?" I said.

Silence is all I could hear. I couldn't hear anyone speak. 'Are other people and Pearl... Just poling a prank on me..?' I thought to myself. Silent tears start to roll down my face. Falling from cheeks onto my clothes. "Please... Don't cry, Dove. I'm alive, I promise that I'm not going to leave you. I love you too much to ever leave you this soon." Scar said in a weak but somehow caring voice.

I immediately hanged up the phone and run towards the door. I unlocked and run outside. It was really cold but I didn't care. I closed the door behind me. I run out onto the lawn and jumped into the air.

I was flying as fast as I could to the hospital. Scar was finally awake after a few months of well needed rest.

It felt like forever until I finally saw the hospital. I slowed down my wings and landed on the ground. I run through the doors, checked in, and run for stairs. 'The elevator would take too long for me and I'm being very impatient right now to wait for that dumb thing.' I thought to myself.

I run up those stairs until I reached the fourth floor. Immediately opening up the door from the stairs and onto the fourth floor. I walked through the halls to make sure that I didn't bumped into anything.

I reach door '419' to see that the door was open. I was scared to see him but I couldn't understand why. He was my friend but it always felt different with him around.

It took me a few moments to calm myself down. I stepped front and turned my body to Pearl, Mumbo, and Impulse sitting and talking around Scar.

Scar was the first one to look up at me, standing in the doorway. "Hey Dove..." Scar said while he tried to crack a smile. Everyone else looked at me.

I slowly walked over to the hospital bed. Pearl moved out of the way and stood next to Mumbo.

Tears more visible now. I took my hand and placed it over Scar's. He finally fully smiled. "You're finally aw-awake..." I said as I was physically crying now. They won't silent nor were they loud.

He looked into my eyes and I looked into his eyes. The other three started to slowly back out of the room. I saw his's smile won't there anymore as my stomach rumbled due to not eating. "Why... Why haven't you had food today? You know that I hate it when you don't eat... How long has it been since your last meal..?" Scar said. I could hear the pain in his voice. It started to make a crack into my heart.

I backed away while also looking away but I kept my hand firm on his. Not letting out, no matter what. I couldn't lose him again. "Gri... Please look at me... I'm not upset at you directly, just upset that you haven't been eating..." Scar said.

I felt my hand being played with. I didn't want to look at him. "Please..." I heard him say.

I finally looked over at him. Our eyes met again. "I know that it's hard to believe that I'm awake right now. And everything hurts. So please tell me why you haven't been eating..." Scar said with determination in his weak voice.

I just stared at him. I didn't know how to answer him. "Is it due to guilt..? I have heard from all three of them saying that you feel like you're the reason onto why I'm in here, in this hospital." He stopped himself from saying anything else.

We didn't say anything. My tears had already dried by now but my eyes were burning a bit.

I didn't want him to stop talking, I want to hear his voice and not my own from my head. I heard him speak once again. "There is no reason to answer my question. I can see the pain in your eyes. So it is true... You do feel guilty... Dove, came here." Scar said as he pulled my hand closer to himself.

I moved my body towards him. I looked down as he removed his hand from mine. I made a annoyed look on my face due to his last action. He placed his hand onto my cheek, making me bent over a bit.

I saw his eyes look at my lips. My face started to heat up. "May I... May I kiss you..?" I heard Scar say. My eyes wided at his question.

I was stunned, making me take a few moments to respond. I just nodded.

He closed the gap in between us. I felt his lips against mine. It lasted for a few moments before I pulled away. I placed my forehead against his, resting it.

My wings were flapping a little from joy. I smiled. "You look so beautiful when you're smiling for real like it's your true real smile." Scar said. My face heated up even more. I removed my forehead from his and looked away. He giggles a bit, make me have butterflies in my stomach.

I just stood there, not knowing what to do. "Dove, you have to go now. Although I don't want you to go, visiting hours are over. They end at 8:00pm, right? That's what Pearl said, I think." Scar said as a sad expression appeared on his face. He removed his hand from my face. "I will try and come tomorrow but I'm not promising anything." I said as I took his hand. I kissed the back of it.

Scar looked at my wings. "Your wings, are they still in pain? They look so beautiful just like your smile and body." Scar said looking at me, looking at every little detail. My face heated up, redder than it every has before. "I'm leaving! And yes my wings are still in pain but as not bad as before." I said as I run out of his room. I could hear him giggling, which made me calm down a bit. 'He's cute when he giggles.' I thought to myself.

I was out of the hospital. Snow falls down from the clouds, making the sky look beautiful. I opened my wings and flow towards Scar's house.

But before I did, I flow to Scar's window. I knocked on it, making him look in my direction. I blow him a kiss. I saw his face heat up a bit. I smiled as I flow away.

I was at Scar's house in no time. I unlocked the front door, closing it behind me as I walked inside. I walked over to the table, seeing my art project lying there. 'I will finish you after I get something to eat.' I thought to myself.

I walked over to the fridge, opening it. I take something out of it. It didn't look appetizing but I promised to Scar that I would eat something.

I placed it into the microwave and heated it up. Once I finally finished it, I felt sick but I punched though the pain.

I walked over to the table again. I sat down in front of the art project. I draw and colored the finally little details that it needed. I take a picture of it and sent it to Skizz. He loved the way it looked. I was also happy with it. Now we wait and see what everyone else thinks of it.

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 24: A Lonely Christmas☆

Warning: Touching inappropriate

{Grian's pov}

I hate doing last minute Christmas shopping. I do it every year went since I got a job at fifthteen. School is almost on winter break so I only have a few days to get everything I need for everyone. Who do I need to pay for? 'Making a list is probably a good idea.' I thought to myself.

I took at a piece of paper from my notebook and started to write my list that I needed.

People Who I Need To Shop For X-mas:

-Pearl

-Impulse

-Scar

-Mumbo

-Gem

-Skizz

-Xisuma

-Keralis

-Etho

-Bdubs

-Cleo

-Scott

-Jimmy

-Lizzy

-Joel

-Tango

-False

-Ren

-Doc

-Martyn

My mind went blank. I couldn't think of anyone anymore. I felt like I was forgetting someone, maybe even multiple people. "Ohh, why is this so hard to think of people." I said as I placed my head on my deck.

I heard a deck moved a little from my left side from where I was sitting. I turned my head in that direction to see what Cleo was doing.

She immediately picked up the paper that was on my deck. I just looked at her when she started to read off the list in her mind is what I want to believe. She picked her pencil and started to write something on it.

After a few moments, she placed the paper back on my deck. I picked up my head to see what she wrote.

'-Scar (My Beloved)'. My face heated up a bit and I immediately looked at her. Her head was resting on her hands, her mouth turned into a smile.

"Aww~, your face is all red. How cute. Many people have already said this but you and Scar need to get together. I promise you that you will be happier with him." Cleo said as she looked back at the board. I nodded at her statement. I looked out the window.

'Why... Why do people want me to get with him so badly... I want him but he doesn't want me... I know he doesn't... He's probably just playing with my feelings- No! Get yourself together! He loves you and you love him! You are worthy of him! You just have to wait for the right moment for tell him your feelings.' I tried to make my mind focus out all the bad stuff and focus on the good things.

I haven't even realized that the bell had rang until Cleo tapped my shoulder. I immediately looked away from the window and looked at her. She looked at me and then at the door.

I got up. We both walked out the door. Going the same direction, Her having math and me having art. "You zoned out in class today. I know that normal for you to do but today-, it felt different. It was more of shutting down and closing yourself off and not zoning out. I'm worried I did something wrong." Cleo said. I shocked my head, immediately. I signed queitly. "You didn't do anything wrong, Cleo. I was just thinking about what to get everyone for Christmas." I said while smiling, the brightest it could ever be, hoping that the smile would hide my lying. She nodded at me.

We walked the rest of the way in silence until we got to art. I waved goodbye to her and she said bye back and see ya tomorrow. I walked inside and sat down. Skizz was already waiting for me at the table were we both sat. "Wow~! You're actually here on time! I'm impressed with your legs working for once and getting here on time." I said while laughing.

He rolled his eyes at me. "Hey! You shut up! Be glad that I'm even here today!" He said as he crossed his arms and looked away. I laughed even more. I nearly fall over my chair from laughing. "Oh, your reactions are always the best when someone is dealing with some type of pain and trying to make them feel better even without realizing." I said as I tried to calm myself down.

Everyone sat down as the bell rang. "Alright students. Today is a new project that you're allow to take home over break. It isn't done until we get back. The project is over how winter could effect your emotions over this long break. I want you guys to draw out of all the emotions you have over break. I don't care of it's done but it needs to be drawn. You may have a partner if you would like; only one other person. No two nor three. No number that is greater than one. Does everyone understand me?" The teacher said as he placed his hands on the table in front of him.

I immediately looked at Skizz and he looked at me. We both nodded in agreement that we would be partners. We started to talk about the project until the bell rang. The school day was finally over.

"Hey, G!" Skizz said as he run up to me. I stopped and turned around. Skizz was right nexted to me now. We walked together. "So would you like to work on the project together like at one of our house?" Skizz said. I shooked my head.

"Sorry buddy. I can't do it. I have to go Christmas shopping for people and I know, it's last minute but I have to get it done." I said. He stopped walking. I looked back at him. He waved his hand up at me and started to walk a different direction. "Where are you going?" I said with a confused look on my face. He stopped walking. "You said that you need to do Christmas shopping so I didn't want to bother you unless you want someone with you since you know... What happened last time..." Skizz said.

I completely forgot about what happened to me last year. Scar had been on my mind for a while that I thought I couldn't forever forget that day.

The day that someone started to touch me inappropriately. Making me feel so uncomfortable. My wings slowly fell onto the ground. My skin felt cold like it was pressed up against that wall in the restroom, all over again.

My mind just run moments of that day, over and over again. I only snapped back reality when I felt something touch me.

Snow becomes to fall. My eyes open with awe. Skizz walks over to me, turns me around, and walks with me again.

I just looked around me. Seeing the white little dots fall around me, making me happy. I also have loved winter but it never loved me. Making me sick almost every month ever since I was born.

After some time, I realized that we were at the mall. "Skizz, did you just walk me from school all the way to the mall without me realized?" I said as we walked through the main door to the mall. He just nodded and smiled at me. "I wanted to make sure that I didn't have to beat someone up again like last time. I will do it again plus I haven't finish Christmas shopping either. Still need a few more people. I just need Pearl and Scar. What about you?" Skizz said as we walked into a small cafe in the mall.

We got in line, ordered our drink, and we waited for them to be ready. "You get black coffee out of everything that is on the menu?!" I said with a disappointed look on my face. Skizz just blinded at me. "And your drink isn't?!" Skizz said as he placed his hands on his hips. I rolled my eyes.

After a few minutes, we got our drink and we walked out. "How about we get your gifts first since you only have two people left and we can could if I could find anything along the way?" I said as we walked into a jewelry store. We walked around the store until we found a beautiful necklace. I looked at the price, '$509.77'. I look at Skizz and he looked at me. "This for Pearl if so, we break the cost evenly?" I said. He nodded. We walked over to the person.

We got the necklace and walked out. We spend the next few hours getting gifts for everyone that I need. 'Rip my wallet' I thought to myself.

The next two days, I have been given people their gifts and people gave me some gifts as well. I loved all the gifts I got.

It was now the last period before break. It went by so slowly. I wanted to died. Sooner or later, the bell rang and everyone run out the door.

I looked around the room to see it as a mess. I decided to stay back for a bit to clean up everyone's mess so did Skizz. The teacher was thankful for our kindness. We smiled and walked out the door. Waving goodbye. "I will call you over break about the project!" Skizz yelled as we parted ways. He could see that I nodded.

My wing isn't fully healed but I wanted to get home. I might love winter but I hated the cold. I jumped and flow though the sky. The snow is beautiful.

I got home after a little bit. I unlocked the door. I walked inside and closed the door.

'This break is going to be boring without someone else here. I guess a͙ l͙o͙n͙e͙l͙y͙ C͙h͙r͙i͙s͙t͙m͙a͙s͙ is what is happening with me this year like normal, I guess.' I thought to myself.

Days went by and I haven't even realized that it was now Christmas day. Everyone was senting pictures of what they got. I just smiled at the screen even if I felt a little jealous that everyone had people for Christmas unlike me who had no one to look for.

I looked at the window just like I did the same way when I got the call when they were ready to help me find Scar who was my mother's house that is now, abandoned.

Snow was falling slowly. I had my wings wrapped around myself to keep warm. I placed some movie on the TV and went to sleep was tears began to fall down my face.

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 23: Count Case☆

{Grian's pov}

I was with Scar. Looking at him, so peaceful. His phone was in my pocket when it vibrated. I took my eyes off of Scar and looked at the phone to see who was calling it. 'Mumbo was calling?' I thought to myself.

I picked up the phone to see what he wanted. He wasn't at the school, the past few weeks from November 9th to December 16th. 'What am I thinking?! That's more than a month.' I thought.

"Mumbo? Where have you been the past month and something odd days?!" I said as I tried to be as quiet as I could be.

"Oddly enough, I have been away with my parents to get the best lawyers that they can get their hands on. And they finally found someone who was willing to support Scar in this case. Although Scar would probably already be innocent, they don't want to take any chances. So they went far and wide to find someone." Mumbo said from the other side of the line.

"Oh Mumbo... What would I do without you? Or something I could repay with you with?" I said as I placed my free hand on Scar's left cheek. My heart fluttered with love also with my stomach, having butterflies.

"You finally telling Scar how you feel about him. And I mean your true feelings." Mumbo said. I could feel his grin thought the screen of the phone. My face heated up.

I removed the phone from my ear to make sure Mumbo doesn't hear what I'm about to do or say. I kissed his cheek. "I miss you... I want to be allow to hold your hand again, I also miss doing that... I want to you to be able to hold me and tell me everything is okay... And a lot more. But the important thing I need from you is to please wake up; I'll wait for as long as I need to. I want to be yours and I want you to be mine." I whispered for only Scar to hear but knowing that he would never hear it.

I signed before placing the phone back onto my ear. "Whenever the c͙o͙u͙n͙t͙ c͙a͙s͙e͙, would you tell me how it goes? I don't care what happens to those two. All that matters to me, is that Scar gets the best he can get." I said as if I sounded so desperate that I was basically begging.

"It's all up to what the lawyer does. I don't make the rules of this world. If I did, things would run a lot more differently than they do now. Besides that, I have to go. We're coming back and everyone with me, needs to rest since it's a long way back home." Mumbo said as he hanged up the phone.

The phone went beep, beep as I heard no voice coming from it. I looked at the phone, seeing Scar's lock screen. I lowered my eye lits as I placed the phone back into my pocket. I removed my hand from his cheek.

I knew visiting hours aren't over but I couldn't look at him any longer for today. I walked though the hallways of the hospital. I crossed my arms, placing my hands on my upper arms. Guilt run though my head.

'I need to get out of here before things get worse.' I thought to myself as I run down the stairs of the hospital. The doors opened when I reached them. I was finally outside and run until I was in a park.

I walked over to a tree and sat underneath it. I placed my wings over me and started to cry.

"Why... Why do I feel so guilty. I mean it is my fault. I'm the who forced him to open up when I should have done and let him go to a room and cry. But I... Can't help but feel like I'm the one who started it. I'm so sorry, Vexy..." I said, quietly to myself.

I could hear footsteps coming from in front of me. I removed my wing just a bit to see who it was.

I saw a scar on their face. My mind immediately went to Scar and forgetting that he's in the hospital. But as the person got closer, I realized that it was Skizz.

"What are you doing here alone and crying for all the matters..?" Skizz says as he sitting down next to me. I completely removed my wing from the side he was sitting on but still keeping the other up. I just stared at him, not saying a word, not even a peep from my mouth.

"No need to answer that. That was a stupid question." He laughed. "You're hurting, upset but blaming yourself for something you couldn't control, isn't okay... Please tell me you aren't still blaming yourself..." Skizz said as he looked at me.

I didn't know how to answer him. I didn't want to upset him even more than I have already but I also wanted to tell him the truth... Please someone tell me what to say.

{Mumbo's pov}

The hour has came to take them down. My parents showed far and wide to find the best lawyer for Scar.

Everyone was waiting for us minus Scar since he was in the hospital. The judge looked at us. And started to talk.

Hours went by of back and forth arguing between both sides. Until they finally decided on the finally charges against Grian's mother and BigB.

I wasn't really listening for the most part. The few things that I remember hearing was Grian's mother being charged with kidnapping, drugs, and a few other things. BigB was also charges with the same crimes minus the drugs as Grian's mother but less time in jail since he was still a minor.

Everyone left and the count case was over with. But I still feel like that wasn't enough to justify for what they did to both Scar and Grian.

They both should burn in hell. I hope they both do. If they don't, then there is something wrong with this world.

{Grian's pov}

I heard from Mumbo that Scar and I got justice for what happened but he feels like it wasn't enough. I told him that there wasn't much he could after everything has been done.

It was already '9:30pm'. I still felt horrible but Skizz made me realize that I didn't do any harm to Scar. My heart and mind were in two different ways about all of this.

It was also almost Christmas so I needed to do some things for that. My mind was to forced on Scar that everything else just skipped right over.

I miss my Vexy...

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 22: Rumors☆

{Grian's pov}

Knowing that Scar is hopefully going to be okay. Makes me feel a little bit better about this all situation.

Weeks had past since Scar was saved. There still is no sign of when he's going to wake up. But there is still hope, right?

It was November 4, just a regular day. Until it wasn't.

Everyone in our grade now knows about the accident that happened with Scar. Some people still blame me and others don't. Some wish that I didn't even exist in this world or at all. And I don't blame them. I too, wish that I didn't exist.

I was walking to 4th period when someone stopped me. I turned around to see Impulse, out of breath. Hands on his knees as he tries to breath, normally. "Is something wrong, Impulse?" I said with a confused look on my face. After a few minutes, he finally stood normally and so was his breathing. "I'm glad I found you before you got into the classroom. You're coming with me and into the bathroom. One of the private ones." Impulse said as he took my hand and started to drag me away.

We went into one of the private restroom. Pearl and Mumbo were already there. My expression on my face was even more confused than before.

Impulse locked the door behind him. "Grian, haven't you heard? People are spreading r͙u͙m͙o͙r͙s͙ about you being the one who sent your mother and BigB to Scar." Pearl said as her wings start to move do to her anger. My eyes wided in confused. All three of them agreed with my confusing. "No I haven't. I understand that people hate me but for them to go that far is just plain right sick. I wouldn't never do that even if it's the person who I hate the most, I still wouldn't do it." I said as I started to slide down the wall, nearest to me.

I physically was on the ground now. I looked up at them. I signed. My eyes closed, just for a few seconds but opening again, just a bit.

Water lift them open, going down my face again. For the same person but different reason. I placed my left hand on my face, trying to hide the fact that I was crying but it didn't work.

"I'm such a burden to everyone especially you six and that includes Gem, Skizz, and Scar." I said as my tears could worse. I placed my other hand in my hair, squeezing it hard. "I also make everything about myself and my problems, not even thinking about other people's feelings." I said.

I felt arms wrap around me. "You're not a burden to anyone of us. Trust me, you aren't. Your problems are important especially what you're going through right now. Don't get me wrong, we all are suffering and worrying about Scar also but you're the one it hit the most." Pearl said as her voice started to trail off.

Moment went by before I heard her voice again. "Your mother isn't a good person. You had no one to turn to when you were younger but you do now. I'll make sure that those rumors won't affect you in anyway. We all will do our part to make sure that nothing will happen." Pearl said as she hugged me tighter. I removed my hands from where they were and placed them around her.

My eyes were still looking up at Impulse and Mumbo. Somehow, Impulse mouthed 'I know you want him but he's not allowed out. We can visit him after school, if that's okay with you.' I nodded.

Mumbo finally spoke. "My parents are doing everything in their power to make sure that he wakes up. They also hired the best lawyers that they could find to bring your mother and BigB down." Mumbo said as his hands started in fists.

Pearl let go of me and stood up. She let out of my her hands for me to pick up on. I took it and I stood up fast. Wrapped away my tears and acted like I didn't just cried. 'I want this day to go by fast.' I thought to myself.

And just like that, it did. People were giving me hard looks and stares all day since I left the restroom. But I didn't care. I mean I did but not as much as what they probably thought.

Impulse and I were walking to the hospital, once school got out.

We got there, checked in, and went to Scar's room. We both walked in and looked at Scar. He looked so peaceful, lying there as if nothing bad had happened. But I knew better to think that. I am the main reason on why he's in here.

I held onto his hand and kissed it. I bented my knees as I placed my forehand against his hand. Impulse just sat in the chair that was in the room, waiting for me. He just sat and waited for me, allowing me to take my time with him.

Hours went by and I didn't even notice. A nurse walked in and told us that visiting hours were over and that we need to go home. I looked over at impulse who thanked the lady as she walked off.

I stood up, not wanting to let go of his hand but I knew I had to. I placed it gently back on the bed. We walked out of the hospital but before we did, I quickly looked at the clock, '8:30pm'. I looked back at Impulse who was waiting for me outside.

We walked back to his house. I made sure that he made it back inside before I walked off back to Scar's house. 'I forgot to thank him for visiting Scar with me today. Ugh! Grian, you're such an idiot!' I thought to myself.

At least when I get home, I'm going to shower, eat dinner for once in a while, and then sleep since I needed it.

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 21: Hospital Bills☆

{Grian's pov}

My eyes felt really heavy when I opened them. I sat up quickly. Looking around to see if I knew where I was. Lucky I did. I was back at Scar's house. 'How did I get here.' I thought to myself.

I could hear footsteps and talking coming from the kitchen. I removed myself from the sofa, being as quiet as I could be, grabbing something just in case I needed to hurt something or someone.

I looked around the corner to see Pearl, Impulse, Mumbo, and Skizz there. I let go of the metal chair and it dropped to the floor. They all looked over at me. "Oh~ you're awake. That's good news." Skizz said as he threw something into the trash.

I looked at him. "Why are you guys here?" I said as I yawned. They all went silent until Skizz spoke out. "Well, you passed out in a cop's arms so they placed you on Mumbo's back to carry you back here. I was called over for more comfortable for those three." Skizz said as he placed his arm on Impulse's shoulder.

Impulse pushed Skizz's arm off his shoulder. I looked over at the clock, '11:34am'. My eyes wided. "What about school?! Why aren't we there?!" I said about to turn and run around trying to get everything. Pearl placed one of her hands onto my shoulder.

"You can't go anyway. All of us are called off for today and tomorrow because of Scar." Pearl said as she removed her hand of my shoulder. My eyes wided. My wings went up a bit with worry and anger. "How is he?!" I said with worriness in my voice. Everyone stood still, not moving an inch from their spot. I could everyone looking at each other. "Well?!" I said, starting to get inpatient. Pearl signed. "Nothing has happened as far as we know nor has anyone called any of our phone." Pearl said.

I lowered my wings. I started to sat down on the ground. Tears starts to well up in my eyes. I finally sat down. "What if he never gets better... What if I can never hug him again... What if I could never hold him again... What if I can never get to confess my love for him... What if-" Pearl slaps me across my face, making my cheek go red really fast. I immediately forced my head to face her. "What was that for?!" I said looking annoyed.

"You shouldn't think negativity. He's going to be fine. You out of all people should know that. He's strong. If he could last weeks with being harmed, he will be okay in the hospital where he's being healed. And all you can think about is your feelings towards him?!" Pearl said as her voice rises up with anger.

I stood up. I wasn't thinking straight and I was walking towards the door when I just stopped. I looked over my shoulder, seeing Skizz, with his arms opened wided. I immediately run into his arms and cried.

Impulse hugged my right side, Mumbo from behind me, and Pearl on my left. "I'm so sorry for acting like a baby and not like an adult." I said as I placed my hands onto my face to wrap my tears off. Everyone removed themselves from me.

We all were silent until Pearl spoke, "I'm sorry for being rude to you. It was wrong of me to yell at you like that." Pearl said. I just nodded without looking at her or at anyone at that matter. No one moved nor talked.

I saw from the corner of my eye that Pearl was smirking. "So~, about your love for Scar~. How much do you really love him~?" Pearl said as she moves her hands to make a heart. I immediately looked up at her. My eyes wided, slightly. My face started to heat up with embarrassment or was it love..?

Impulse and Mumbo walked over to Pearl. Mumbo draw an 'S' in the air while Impulse made an 'G', right next to the 'S'. My face was fully on red at this point. I couldn't cover my face with my hands. That would just make it worse than it already is. "What the hell was that for..." I said. Pearl's smirked grew even more. "Well~, you're not denying your love for him. We all already knew since I told everyone already. But because of how you acted with Scar being kidnapped and everything. We all agreed that you deeply love him. I also saw that before Scar was inside of the ambulance, that he reached out his hand, right out at you." Pearl said, placing her hands down at her sides.

"He reached out his hand to me..?" I said trying to calm myself down. She nodded while smiling. "You two need to get together. You both love each other so why not date?" Pearl said. My face became red all over again but even redder than before. 'My friends are telling me to get with Scar...' I thought to myself.

My wings started to flap. I could feel the wind. I tried to move my arms and hands to stop them from flapping. But that didn't work. I started to turn around to force them to stop moving. Everyone else was laughing at me for struggling.

"None of you guys would like this either!" I said stopping in place. I moved my hands in a playful way towards Pearl, knewing she would play along with it.

We played for a few minutes until a call came through onto Scar's phone. We all immediately looked at it. I walked over to it, looking at the screen. '911'. I immediately picked up the phone. "Hello?" I said, with a confused look on my face. "Is this Grian? If this is, you can visit Scar Goodtimes." A lady said before hanging up the phone.

My eyes wided. I keeped his phone in my hand. "Does anyone want to visit Scar with me?" I said looking at everyone. They all shocked their heads as a 'no'. "I'm sorry, Grian but none of us can go. I have to work, Impulse has to do something for his father, Skizz has to do something also, and Mumbo wouldn't like him going to visit someone they haven't met yet." Pearl said, answering everyone so that wouldn't have to.

"We're sorry that we can't go visit Scar with you." Three out of them four said. Mumbo, Skizz, and Impulse all looked at each other with surprises on their faces. "I wouldn't think we all would said the same thing, word for word." Mumbo said as he started to laugh. We all joined in his laughter.

I stopped laughing. "I have to get going now. The hospital is a long walk and my legs aren't long." I said walking towards the front door. "Whoever leaves last, could you lock the door?" I said looking at everyone. They all nodded since none of them knew who would leave last.

I started walking out the door. His phone still in my phone, also his keys. I looked at what time it was, '12:42pm'. I moved my legs fasted but then slowed down again. 'It's so boring without someone to talk to.' I thought to myself.

I opened Scar's phone and looked through his contacts. My eyes could something, someone's name, 'Cub'. I was about to tap on it to call them but my heart had a sharp pain as if it didn't want me to. I opened my finger, looking down the line of names that were in his phone.

I saw one that looked familiar to me, 'Scott'. My eyes wided and immediately tapped on his name, about it hit FaceTime. 'Wouldn't he think that it's weird that someone is calling off his phone when the owner is in the hospital?' I thought to myself.

I tapped on it anyway and it rang and rang and rang until he finally picked it up. I saw his roof of his room. I could hear him breath heavily. "You don't have to worry about someone you don't know on this phone. It's me, Grian." I said as I could hear movement.

He immediately moved to his phone and saw my face. "Oh my gosh. I thought someone hacked into his phone or something. Thank gosh no one did and it's just you. Why do you have his phone?!" Scott said. I continue to walk but I felt hesitant to answer that question. I don't know why but I did. "He didn't bring his phone with him that day. He just... Walked out the door, he said something but I didn't hear it." I said as my tone turned to more sadness. I walked and he sat, with no words to say.  "I can see the pain in your eyes. Don't blame yourself for something you didn't do. You didn't do anything wrong." Scott said.

My eyes wided. "How could you see the pain in my eyes?!" I said my voice getting a bit annoyed. "Well firstly, you rarely call for something normal. It's normally something painful and you need to let it at someone. Secondly, your eyes are a deeper blue than normal." Scott said.

I looked in the camera but didn't see the color change in my eyes. "What do you mean by my eye color changed?" I said, moving back to the FaceTime with Scott. "Scar. He told me that for you forced are hard that you could tell when someone is going through pain by their eyes. Trust me, I also thought it sounds weird but I guess it's true-ish?" Scott said with confusing in his voice.

We talked and talked until I was near the hospital. "Already, I need to go. I'm at the hospital. I will let you and everyone else how it goes." I said. He nodded and ended the FaceTime.

I walked into the hospital and immediately I was told to go to the fourth floor, door 419. I looked at the female receptionist with a confused look on my face. "Are you not Grian? You look like the person I was told about." The female said looking at me with a smile. I just nodded and walked over to the elevator, pressing the button.

I walked into the elevator. The doors closed behind me. The elevator went up, with me alone, inside. It take it a few moments for the elevator to reach the fourth floor.

The doors opened. I looked around and saw doctors, nurses, doors and more doors. 'Damn, how much doors does one floor need?!' I thought to myself. I walked over to a female nurse. "Umm excuse me, Miss?" I said as I started to play with my fingers. The nurse turned her head, looked at me, then turned her whole body. "What are you doing here? Are you lost?" She said looking at me. I bit my lips, not wanting to say anything but I had to. "I mean I am but also not at the same time. I'm looking for room or door 419. Would you mind showing me where it is?" I said looking away from her.

She nodded and told me to follow her so I did what I was told. I looked at the door numbers. '412', '413', '414', '415', '416', '41-. I looked away from the doors and saw another nurse, standing at the door, '419'.

My heart dropped as I looked at her hands. Papers. The one nurse that told to follow her, stopped at the another, nodded, and walked away. I stood there and looked up at her. "Please have a seat. Also I need to know how old you are." The nurse said as she sat down in front of me. I blinked my eyes a few times. "Not I'm going to use your age for anything, I just need to know you're old enough to hear this information." She said as she placed the papers onto her lap. I stayed silent for a little to long than I would have liked to. "I'm seventeen." I said, still staring at her.

"You're not old enough. Are his parents or an trusted adult around you?" She said. I looked away to think of someone who I trusted and was an adult. To be honest, I don't trust most people. There is only a hand full of people who I trust.

After a few minutes, my eyes light up. "His parents aren't away nor can you get a call from them. Trust me, the police already tried and nothing. But I do know someone. Let me call him." I said as I take out Scar's phone from my pocket. 'I just have to hope Scar has his number.' I thought to myself but my face had a worried looked on it.

I moved to his contacts and scrolled all the way down to 'X'. Then I saw it, his number. I immediately tap on it and called him.

The phone rang until he picked it up. "X, I need you at the hospital, right now. It's important." I said. My eyes, fixed into a cold expression. "I will be there as soon as I can. I'm bring Keralis with me." He said as he ended the call. I placed the phone down. "He is on his way. He's also being a friend with him." I said looking back at the nurse. She nodded and waited for them to get here.

Twenty minutes had gone by and they finally showed up. "Xisuma! Keralis! You both are finally here. We were waiting for you guys." I said as I point to the two seats next to me. They sat down.

"Alright, you both look like you're eighteen years old. I'm just going to tell you since I have other things to do. He's in really and I mean really bad shape. We bandaged his scars the best we could. His right ear was smash badly but he can still use it, it just needs to heal. The chains that they used did a really bad job against his skin, blood flow, bones, and other stuff. They will take a very long time to heal. His breath isn't good. I'm guessing they used something and hit him multiple times against his lungs, shattering one and bruising the rest." Tears start to flow down my face and onto my clothes. The most tears, I have cried in the last few weeks. Just hearing her talk about all this is really making me sick and my heart ache.

Once I looked at her again, she was done talking so I guessed I missed the rest of the stuff she was saying. I didn't want to know but I had to know and make sure that Scar is okay.

"All of this is going to be a lot of money. Who's going to pay for it?" She said looking at us. "How much is it all going to cost?" Xisuma said. I didn't want to know the answer since it's going to be a lot. "$50k at least per year since we don't know how long he's going to be here for." She said as she placed down the papers. All of our eyes opened with shocked.

I didn't know how I was going to pay for it all but I just had to find a way. Xisuma tapped my shoulder and shooked his head. I just looked away from him, upset since he knew what I was thinking.

He stood up and walked away from us. Taking out his phone and calling someone. After a few minutes, he came back. "Alright, I found someone who will pay for the h͙o͙s͙p͙i͙t͙a͙l͙ b͙i͙l͙l͙s͙." Xisuma said as he sat down again.

I immediately looked back at him. "Who?!" I said, as my eyes started to hurt from all the crying I had down. "Mumbo's parents are going to pay for it. Don't ask me or them questions about it. They agreed and they rarely do, especially someone they barely know and haven't met before." Xisuma said looking at me. He looking at the nurse. "Here is his parent's numbers, both of them, just in cased. Just all them and give them the information. They will sign away. Now I'm trying those two home." Xisuma said as he stood up.

He grabbed my hand and started to walk out of the hospital. I looked back at the door. 'He is right there... I want him...' I thought to myself.

We were out of the hospital and walking to find something to eat. I haven't ated anything in a while. I'm surprised Xisuma even remember that I rarely ate when something bad happens that I don't like. "We are going to find something we all like to eat. It might be a walk but it should be fine." Xisuma said as he lets go of my wrist.

I looked up at them both and didn't say anything. 'At least I'm finally eating after a while.' I thought to myself.

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 20: Freed you, My Love☆

Warning: Blood, Drinking, Drugs

{Grian's pov}

Weeks went by and he still hasn't been found. Police were called. They haven't found anything.

I have cried, for hours on end from days even weeks. My eyes always feel puffy, always red.

School hasn't helped either. People know that Scar is missing and blame it on me. I know it's my fault. And I just accepted it.

I haven't been motivated to do anything since he went missing. I have never been this... Upset or aggravated with anything before.

The school day had just ended on October 17, 20##. My head was pounding so bad, just like a headache. Visions started to be placed into front of me. Visions of Scar being trapped in a room, chained to the wall. He looked so weak.

"Ahhh." I scream. Pearl being right next to me, covered her ears. "My gosh, Grian. What was that?!" She said looking at me. I looked at her while I hold my head. My eyes started to water. "I think... I know where---Scar is." I said as I tried not to cry again for like the 5th time today. Her eyes wided as if I said something wrong.

I got out Scar's phone and called the police. "911, what's the emergency?" A voice said, trying to be as quiet as possible, not knowing if I need it or not. I'm thankful for that. "Oh no, Miss! You can talk normally." I said, talking into the phone. "Oh alright. What can I do for you today, Mr..?" She said. "Grian, Miss. I'm the once who called a few weeks ago. Saying that someone who I knew went missing, going by the name of 'Scar Goodtimes'." I said. There was silence between me and the operator. I could tell that she was like 'There is noooo way a boy who is seventeen knows where his friend is if he's the one who called him in as missing~!'.

"Alright Sir. Why do you think you know where your friend is?" She said breaking the silence. I paused for a moment, thinking she wouldn't believe me.

"Just now, my head started to hurt really badly. I started getting visions about him, being trapped. Being hold back with chains. I know that the police has searched every little inch of the city but I do believe I know where he might been." I said as I collected onto the phone.

Water starts forming from my eyes but I forced it back. Pearl tugging my arm to stop walking. She hugged me, avoided my left arm so holding her body against my right side.

"I know you want him. You want to hug him. You miss him so much. We all do, trust me but not as much as you do. I know you want to cry, more than you very wanted to. We will find him." She said in a whisper for only me to hear.

I went back to talking to the operator. "Miss. He has to be at my mother's. There is no doubt that he isn't. I don't know how my mother knew about him but he has to be there." I said. Moments went by with silence before I said something again. "You're going to need a warrant. She has drugs in that house, hidden and not hidden." I said, trying not to cry again.

Pearl let go of me and started to walk again. I told the operator lady more things that she needed to know like her address. I got off the phone with her. I hope everything goes as planned.

Hours have passed and still nothing has happened from what I can see. I removed my eyes of the window that I was storing out off. I suddenly got a call from someone off of Scar's phone. I looked at it, '911'. I immediately picked it up. "Is this Grian?" She said on the other line. I nodded on accident. I immediately responded, "yes it is. Is everything ready to go?". Silence filled the call line as I wanted for an answer from her. "Yes everything is ready, please show us where her house is." She said as she ended the call.

I immediately run out the door. Opened the door and closed it. I opened my wings, not caring about my injured wing, and shot up into the sky.

I could hear police sirens in the distance. They were right before me. I struggled to fly since one of my wings were broken but I didn't care. Scar was near and he is who I wanted out of everyone and everything.

Time really did past since my mother's house is far way from Scar's house. Once I saw the house, I flew down and barely landed on my feet. The cops weren't that far behind me.

Many sirens were going off, making my ears hurt. "Alright kid. This is where you need to stay out of the way." A cop said to me, walking over to me. "You might be a cop but that doesn't get you the right to tell me what to do. I know where all the drugs are. I'm the one who told you where he is. So please keep your mouth shut and let me do my thing." I said yelling as I walked to the back of the house.

I saw my window still open for that night. I flew through it. Being as quiet as I could. I unlocked the door. I opened it, looking side to side before I walked out. I flew through the air, not wanting to make more attention then there alright was.

Then I heard it a door opening, coming from my right side. I quickly look at who it was. There she stood, my mother. My eyes wided in horror when I saw her holding a bloody baseball bat.

Out of no way, she launched her whole body towards me. I barely dodged it. I yelled, "Break down the door now.". I tried coming her from hurt me.

The cops broken down the door. "Drop the weapon and put your hands up." A police cop said. She didn't listen and continued to hit me. The cops immediately hit her to get her away from me. "You brat. I hope you go to hell. You ran away and this is how I get treated?! I raised you your whole life. You ungrateful brat." She said looking directly at me. The cops placed hand cuffs on her and sat her on the sofa.

I looked over at the cops and pointed to the door. "She came out of there. Something or someone to down there." I said. Cops walked over there and opened the door. The smell of blood filled up the room.

{Scar's pov}

I heard loud foot steps coming down the stairs. My vision was very blurry. I saw different figures this time. Holding something in their hands and pointing it at BigB. He got on his knees and placed his hands before his head.

Someone walked over to him and placed something onto his hands. The figures walked over to me and tried to do something to me.

I heard the chain move in many different ways. It was hurting me but I kept my mouth shut. Time had passed and then I heard it. A click as my right hand fell to my side.

Tears came out of my eyes. Finally... I was free. I heard multiple clicks as my limbs all fell. I fell front but got caught by one of the figures.

I could hear them struggling to get me out of there but in someway, they did it.

Once we were out of that room, I got see many different things now but one stood out to me. A figure with wings on their back.

I knew immediately who it was. I tried moving my hand out for him to grab but I was too weak. "Please... Give me him. Give me Grian..." I said before passing out.

{Grian's pov}

I saw Scar... He looked horrible... Tears start to form again from my eyes.

I opened my wings all the way. I started running towards him but I was held back from a cop. "Please! I want to see him." I yelled out as I tried to break free from their grasp. "I'm sorry kid. You can't see him just yet. He need to rest and heal before anyone can see him and that include you." The cop said.

I stop trying to break free and just sat there. I watch as my mother and BigB got into two different cop cars.

Angry filled my body but there was nothing I could do about it. 'We finally f͙r͙e͙e͙d͙ y͙o͙u͙, m͙y͙ l͙o͙v͙e͙. I promise that I can visit you once I can.' I thought to myself.

Moments had past. The rest of the cops searched the whole house for the drugs I told them about earlier. They found them and brought them in for evidence.

I can finally rest knowing that Scar was found. But I couldn't rest that easy since he was hurt.

I wish him and I could have switched. I wish he didn't have to go through that. It pains me knowing that he did. 'If only I didn't force him, maybe all of this wouldn't have happened... What if maybe just maybe, we never met... None of this would have happened especially to someone like him. Who looks so beautiful... I just---want to hold him tight and kiss every last scar that he has.' I thought to myself.

My eyes started to give up on me but not before I saw Pearl, Mumbo, and Impulse running towards me.

[yuna-doi]

☆Ch 19: Kidnapped☆

Waring: Blood

{Scar's pov}

It feels so heavy to breath right now... My lungs feel as if they're were crushed by a hammer. I tried to move my arms but it felt as if something was holding them back. I then tried to move my wrists but they wouldn't budging one bit. And then I heard it. Chains... My while body was being held back by chains... I tried to open my eyes but all I could see what darkness.

I felt metal on my lips. The air blows against my skin, making my skin even colder than it was. I heard footsteps coming from in front of me. I tried shaking my head but the chains were too strong.

They placed a hand onto my chin, making me really uncomfortable. I couldn't understand why though. Everytime Grian did it, it felt like butterflies in my stomach but whoever this person was, makes me feel sick to my stomach.

"Hello there, Scar." A familiar voice spoke out from in front of me. I could feel their hands move from my chin to the back of my head. This is really making me uncomfortable. I couldn't stand it anymore. They removed the piece of fabric from around my eyes, revealing themselves.

My eyes wided when I saw who it was. It was BigB from my English class. "You're probably wondering why you're here? And~ that's because you are k͙i͙d͙n͙a͙p͙p͙e͙d͙ down here by me and other person." He said walking around in circles. "I also know that you're also wondering who the other person is and why you're down here, locked in chains? Well that my friend, that is to make sure you don't run away." He said as he stopped walking in circles and stood in one place which was in front of me. "I know telling you the reason why you're down here is really dumb to say but I'm going to anyway since I want to see you suffer more than you already have." He said while smiling. "I'm going to make sure Grian is mine~." He said.

I tried forcing my full body strength towards him as an attempt to attack him but I was held back by the chains. I couldn't let him get near Grian. I just couldn't. Even if I have to die, I would glad do so if it means that Grian is safe.

I tried my full body strength again but this time, with some of my Vex strength. The tips of my fingers turned to turn grey, while my nails got longer. That didn't even work one bit.

I could hear him laughing. "Do you really think even with the 'Vex' strength that it would do anything. The chain were made perfectly just for you!" BigB said as he clapped his hands together.

I could hear another pair of footsteps, one's I didn't recognize. A female came down the stairs, holding a bat. My eyes wided in horror. I tried to scream but no one would hear me except those two's.

The female looks like Grian but I wasn't force on her. I need to get out of here.

She lifted up the bat and hit my left arm, somewhere where a scar wasn't there. I felt the drip of blood, falling onto the floor. I screamed from the pain but barely nothing came out. She hit me again, in a different spot. Making a new scar again. She did it over and over again.

Then she moved to my right arm. Doing the same thing. Blood dripping to the floor.

I felt my right ear being pulled. My eyes wided in horror. I tried to move my arm to block her from pulling but the chains were holding me back.

*SMACK*

My ear started to rang, largely. Tears start to flow from my eyes. BigB smacked me across my face. "Stop your crying right now. You don't want Grian hurt, do you~?" He said as he squeezed my face. I looked at him right in the eyes and looked down at the chain then back up at him.

His eyes wided at what I was saying to him with my eyes. He looked at the female. "Do I take off the chains from his mouth or leave them on? He wants to talk." BigB said. She nodded at him.

She moved her body so that it was in front of me. BigB removed his hand from my face. It took him a few minutes to unlocked the chain from my mouth, I believe. I immediately looked up at both of them. "If you dare place your hands on him or any of my friends, I will rip you both apart, one by one. I have done it once before. I can do it again." I said yelling at them.

They both didn't seem afraid but I could tell by their breathing that they were.

{Grian's pov}

Pearl had sneak out of her house to come to Scar's. My eyes have been hurting so much due to me crying.

I heard knocking coming from the front door. I opened it since I knew it was Pearl. Once she was inside, she stood near me. I closed the door. I immediately hugged her, crying even more into her shoulder. "Pearl..." Was all I could say. She hugged me back. "Shhh... It's okay. Scar couldn't have gotten far. I'm should he will come back sooner or later." She said as she tries to comfort me. "Pearl, it's been hours and he still isn't home. It's 4am and he isn't here. He left at 9pm and do you see him?!" I said, removing my head from her shoulder.

"How about this, before school starts, why don't we call the police? I know you're worried but you need sleep." Pearl said as she laid me to the sofa. I moved my body away from the sofa, not wanted to sleep, knowing that Scar was still out there, hurt even.

My wings moved, having the bottom tips of them onto the floor. Pearl looked at me. "I know you're worried but please sleep." Pearl said as she sat onto the other sofa. I didn't want to listen to her but I knew she was right. I didn't want her to be right but there won't something I could think to say.

So I did as I was told. I laided on my stomach since my wing was still hurt. I removed the tap and meter stick that was on my left arm. It just blopped onto my side.

Pearl was already back to sleep. I started to silently cry and cried myself to sleep.