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Just finished watching Buffy (I used to catch it after school but didn't pay full attention) and I loved it. It's faulty but I love it. Here I am missing it already, and with the need to talk about a couple of thoughts I want out of my head.

I love Spike. The character, the aesthethic, the movements, the music taste, what drives him, his empathy and emotional intelligence.

I hate convenience writing. I hate the infamous bathroom scene. Because it's violent of course, pretty sure unnecessary, and completely out of characters (yes, multiple characters). No spoilers or details ahead, but if you know you know.

Xander was written to make something like that but it was the nineties so the Nice Guy was still considered a sympathethic character. The antagonists are written and do that and somehow portrayed in a less graphic way. Soulless Angel probably did it and they kind of show in some flashbacks behaviours. Buffy could have done it considering the whole season emotional progression. Spike just doesn't make sense.

A scene written to go from point A to point B without a road in the middle. This is not the only instance when it happens (another one in season 7 is pretty blatantly obvious) but I wanted to focus on this one and since I'm not a stickler for canon I'm just rewriting the story in my head in a way that actually makes sense.

End of blurt, let's go print a Spike poster and focus on my next fixation.

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A KIND OF SELFIE

It's autism awareness month and I am aware of me. Im also into the flash red eyes lately.

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Looking for prints? Link in bio 🖤 Love you

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“Black Rebel are one of those elusive bands that you either have never heard of, have kinda maybe heard of, or have heard of, love, know every word on every album and have seen live more times than you’ve seen your own grandparents. They’re this accidently exclusive club that costs nothing to join, but once you’re in, you’re in for life…..”

Jason Cronbie Monster Children

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Loose

feel the gravity, arms flopping.

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It comes with a heavy heart to announce this. Starting April I'm no longer operating as a business and therefore will no longer accept any art related work and I need to cease my patron, ko-fi, and shop. I need to focus on me and my family's survival during this time.

The debt I've accrued since starting this business is becoming out of control and there is little incoming earnings from my art that justify maintaining it as a business. I pay nearly $700/mo on debts, my part time job pays roughly $1200/mo, and my art job pays anywhere from $300-800/mo, the higher end being a really good month. ECCC was a good time but I'm now left with just enough to get me through early April. My rent is $1700/mo. I haven't accounted for things like food. My partner is basically bed ridden and we may look into disability benefits for her soon. The math does not make sense and I have fallen behind on payments, because I am focusing purely on survival since the start of 2023. Since roughly September of 2023 I have been the only person with an income, and it has been very, very hard. I simply cannot operate like this anymore and making art feels absurd when everything around me that I've worked hard to maintain simply no longer works. There were promises of better opportunities that simply did not work out. The reality of it is, I have failed and my efforts have become too burdensome.

I will be completing any open work. I will try to fulfill any remaining rewards for Patreon and Ko-Fi. I will be mailing out remaining Kickstarter rewards when I have the income to do so. Everything in my shop must go. Considering the dire need to pay off debts I won't be hosting discounts. Recurring payments in Patreon and Ko-fi are halted as of today, March 20th. I am planning to have everything said and done by the middle of May.

I'm working on getting another job to control payments.

I'm going to still be making art, on my own time, as well as contributing to a personal project by some friends and myself. Maybe I can talk about that soon.

Thank you for your support over the years. Anywhere from liking, sharing, buying prints and my art. Thank you, and I'm sorry.

My shop is here: https://ko-fi.com/mxmorgan/shop

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Counsel

That head place you go to to find guidance.

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Leah

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I finally got confirmation to my thoughts and can now openly say without feeling an impostor that

I'm neurodivergent

😊

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Happy birthday to me

so let's dance <3

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Ghost Pipes

I fell in love with a flower.

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Wary

Not sure I trust you.

Looking for prints? https://society6.com/yuukicyan9

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Heat

When the air gets tangible and slithers.

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Peter Hayes about the making of BRMC songs - Bunch tv interview.

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEZYiPqavG4

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Happy birthday Peter Hayes

Wishing you a nice time.

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My lovely friend Morgan Von Yarn made me these beautiful friendship bracelets with BRMC! Check her shop if you want one or just give her a follow on socials 'cause she's cool as hell.

https://www.etsy.com/shop/morganvonyarn/?etsrc=sdt&load_webview=1&bid=pOzTk5LpmsNml2sg3KhxLZDi8-UT

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 🖤

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Gizmo and my new jacket.