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      * ✰.  —    “ OH, THAT’S HARDLY EVEN FAIR ! ”  cheek plastering itself against the clear glass, a pout projects from yoojin’s heavily disappointed lips, lamenting at the BARISTA currently taking his shift’s leave straight out of the coffee shop’s back exit. oh, he knew what he was doing when he caught a glimpse of yoojin sprinting like a possessed ostrich towards the door at 2:58AM - and yet, he felt no mercy as he flicked the last of the lights OFF a minute before closing because hell would freeze over before he allowed another customer to keep him from one more precious second of sweet, sweet sleep. thus, yoojin remained, clad in an oversized university sweater, barefoot, and expression looking like they were just denied the right to love and happiness at - 3AM. now, it’s 3AM, “ you mother— ” HMPH.

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hey wassup hello ! laughs bitterly because i ended up going out of town for the day, so i wasn’t able to write any of this up until now ahh, but here i am~ i’m vera, 18, from the cst timezone, and i’d like to love y’all down with introduce my precious bub oh yoojin. their stats can be found here and their plots can be found here (when i actually get to writing them, woops). this rp seems super fun, and i’m so excited to share some good times. ♡ let’s plot !

is that YOO JEONGHYUN ? oh no it’s just OH YOOJIN. the 20 year old NON-BINARY is already known as the RENEGADE around jinhae. THEY/THEM + SHE/HER + HE/HIM has been said to be CLEVER but careful they can also be RECKLESS. they are a FREELANCE WEB PROGRAMMER and if you want to find them they’re currently living in 125.

tw: death, car accident, intolerance (towards gender identity). 

note on pronouns: they don’t have an exact preference, but will correct another if they desire a certain gender expression to be acknowledged. although, tends to go along with “she/her” slightly more in public because they often express themselves with aspects of femininity. overall, internally thinks to self as “they” but some days, “he” feels better or “she” might feel better. they don’t stress much on it, so your muse shouldn’t either ! ♡ their main problem with their mother was the fact that she wouldn’t acknowledge yoojin’s gender fluidity as legitimate.

》》 * ✰. — BIO

born in the united states to a mother who was a nurse and a father who was a high school teacher (they met in the hospital after the father brought in two teenagers who had fought to the point of needing immediate care, how romantic !!!)

they married and had yoojin, and because of their demanding jobs (mother became a doctor + the father pursued higher education in order to teach at a university), yoojin wasn’t able to spend much time with them

grew up very independent even though they had a good home, it was just that everyone was so damn busy doing their own thing

so they spent a lot of their time doing things on their own too, obsessed with learning and chasing after their own curiosities

all throughout this time, they were beginning to discover more about who their authentic selves were, feeling carefree and supported by the people and environment around her

however, it was during some adventures with school friends that yoojin received a frantic call from their mother

yoojin’s father was in critical condition after being involved in a car crash, hurriedly driving on his way back to the school he taught at after meeting with one of his professors about an assignment

yoojin’s father died after about a week of uncertainty in the same hospital yoojin’s mother was working at, and the family was absolutely devastated

unfortunately, things were no longer quite the same after that. . .

finances were beginning to pile up, and tensions started to rise between yoojin and their mother

their mother wasn’t all that supportive of the way yoojin was expressing their gender identity

as much as yoojin excelled in school, they were also too excitable and disinterested in it and it had begun to affect their grades

and overall, they both didn’t exactly allow themselves to have a healthy mourning period after the death of yoojin’s father, ignoring much of their feelings in an attempt to move on together for the sake of keeping some semblance of positivity and normalcy in their lives 

the decision was also made by yoojin’s mother, very much against their will, to pull yoojin out of school altogether, opting to homeschool them instead

“ you know what you need to do. you’re smart, yoojin. it’ll help mommy out a lot if you could just. . . cooperate. ”

and so they did // to say the least, it affected them negatively, since they were still a bit young during all of this, and yoojin was slowly edging away from the bright person they naturally were, feeling stuck and suffocated by the changes

although, as much as they tried to put up with the new life, they eventually snapped during a confrontation with their mom when she started to put further pressure on yoojin about their future, strongly implying she would be taking yoojin under her wing in order to pursue a career in the medical field

it was an intense moment where shoved-away problems between the two resurfaced, overwhelming both in fits of screaming and crying that ultimately ended in quiet anger and another important decision this time made by YOOJIN:

“ i’m going to korea. ”

“ . . . ”

“ . . . ”

“ well. say hello to your grandparents for me. ”

and that was that.

yoojin took care of the preparations: contacting their grandparents in order to stay with them until they could find a way to manage on their own, compiling the necessary documents for a stable move, finding possible jobs, etc.

besides, they had already started the process secretly a while back as they became increasingly determined to live a life where they could be happy again

they made the move and hasn’t turned back since !!!

》》 * ✰. — ABOUT

contrary to what their background might imply, yoojin is extremely happy-go-lucky, especially now that they feel comfortable in their own skin

they quite frankly don’t give weight to others’ opinions of them anymore

very intelligent and curious, having the freedom to focus on the things they were interested in, so they kept learning lots for the heck of it and is good at it

after working a couple of odd jobs here and there as a temp, they ultimately decided to fuck it all and form up a nice client list and build a website to offer freelance web-programming services for people

is lowkey making real good money like this, but bub still lives that low-maintenance life and just wants to enjoy experiences with good friends and people

ilys tech so much, like will legit go heart eyes and talk forever about it if you let them

a goofball, likes to look on the bright-side, super puppy-like personality and memelord

is a lil shit when it comes to embarrassing the people they’re close with, like oh, you like that person ? lemme get you a date real quick, heY STUD~*~*~

even though they were raised in the u.s., they’re fluent in korean and english because their parents were determined that they would be bilingual

surprisingly, unlike with their mother, they’ve had more luck and empathy coming from their grandparents and would do anything to make them happy

goodness gracious this is all so long so i’m going to end it here bc hot damn thank you for reading wow !!!

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Comparing yourself to others is an act of violence against your authentic self.

Iyanla Vanzant (via wordsthat-speak)

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