yxleii

[yxleii]

While away, I made a really quick sketch of my concept for the Left Hand. His name is Kho

This is all I have for the time being. Unfortunately my injury got worse and I also sustained more harm to both of my arms and hands. Can't grip a pencil at all now, so that's fun. ✌️

I really wanted to expand on this sketch, but both of my hands have barely any strength. Prob will finish it when I get better 🤷

That's all

for now

[yxleii]

Even though the document is not finished, I thought I should post the segment in it that goes into detail about CESI's agency because I feel there's not enough elaboration on it 😵‍💫

Also just posting this because I injured my wrist (and am also feeling a bit under the weather), so drawing-related posts will be a bit slow. I'll try to draw, but it might be a bit hard for me 🫩

[yxleii]

I have a question about the latest ena oc

HER 🫵🏻.

we already know she works in the CESI, but what's her actual relationship with others in her line of work?

Do her coworkers like her? Is she domineering? No matter how much or how little she interacts with Cesi herself, how do they see each other?

If she has a good relationship with the cesi, question:

In the legal Yuri trio au, would she, or would she not be trusted to babysit child?

Rena is the Right Hand in C.E.S.I., which is one of the highest positions just below CESI (the ENA, aka the Arke) herself. They are the individual that leads the operations of the Right Hand Branch, which handles documents and off-site work.

Her coworkers/subordinates do like her, as she's pretty lenient/lighthearted in her way of managing. She actually isn't domineering at all. They have executive power, but they are more of a tease (kinda scary), are jaunty, and are less professional than CESI. She and CESI actually interact a lot, as she is CESI's direct subordinate/assistant (along with the Left Hand). This makes them one of CESI's most trusted employees, as they have a very big and very important role in the C.E.S.I. agcy. So yes, the two of them have a good relationship.

They would be trusted to babysit Child. She'd be good with knowing how to keep her entertained. Though she might just spill some of her whack conspiracy theories to Child, oops 😵‍💫

[yxleii]

DAIKONICC CHILL OUT 😭😭

You actually make so much so fast, but I love it all nonetheless 💔

Thank you so much! this is so cute! And it's only making me a little sad these aren't actually real 😔 I would buy one in a heartbeat

I suffered for this and it ain't even that good

Plushie fearures:

Child: @wattpadhoehoehoe

LUV: me :p

CESI: @yxleii

FUGI: @kaumedii

VERD!CT: @tokyodriftanthem

Freak$how: @yukitiramisu

Okay im gonna go die for like an hour now

[yxleii]

AHHH CESI!!! I LOVE HER THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Da1konic you actually pump art out so fast idk how you do it. WITCH 🫵

Let me catch up omg

J'm so behind

Needed to not draw backgrounds for just a bit

Take my 31-minute doodle !! Yippee

Silly belongs to @wattpadhoehoehoe

[yxleii]

legal yuri trio has another kid, I guess

Freak$how belongs to @yukitiramisu

[yxleii]

Status Update. I can barely use my left arm. My right arm might be soon to follow 🤞🤞🤞

We ball.

[yxleii]

Here's a little messy concept sketch I created before I left on my trip.

She occupies the Right Hand position in the C.E.S.I. agency, and her sides are Skeptic and Analyst!

[yxleii]

I accidentally got my friend obsessed with cesi,,

Are you proud of me

I'm so proud soldier 🫡🫡

Too bad I'm gonna be gone for like 8 days on a trip 💀💀

I'll be occasionally active, but I won't be posting anything drawing related unfortunately 💔

Will definitely be posting once I get back though!

[yxleii]

felt on such a real and deep level

Whyyyyyy WHYYY ARE HER SHOES SO HARD TO DRAW

[yxleii]

Go to bed omg.

[yxleii]

CESI prefers late hour-long bubble baths

I'm busy and on art block so a stupid doodle is all im gonna post

[yxleii]

OMG I LOVE THIS!!! I love the little animation thank you so much <3

THE HOT LADY

part 2 of drawing ENA ocs until I make my own!

this gal is owned by @yxleii

[yxleii]

Does CESI like Indri Lemurs?

This is an extremely important question.

ykw, hell yeah

[yxleii]

I don't actually have an official ethnicity set for her so she can be whatever you interpret her as!

rendered the human CESI doodles because I have free will

[yxleii]

New CESI ref! Please use this one and not the old one, as this one represents her better

[yxleii]

I LOVE THIS!!! You really captured the emotion of her death/backstory really well! Thank you for writing this it is beautiful and it makes me sad

So I wrote a free verse poem about Cesi's backstory stuff cuz I was bored and @yxleii liked it and thought I should post it so yeah 👍🏻

Cw: Murder, creepy coworker mention, stalking, blood, sex mention (although it's a simile not graphic), Loneliness, swearing, Cesi is sad and makes me feel bad. poor Grammer because I wrote it in a couple minutes a couple days ago. Not proof read and not revised.

Life is an ocean.

The tides flow, running against your ankles as you breathe.

Although you can't breathe, not with the city air and the smoker by the light post.

You're walking away from your dead end job with your creep of a coworker and a bitch of a boss.

You don't have anything to eat in the fridge.

That's fine. It's not like you eat much anyways.

Your heels tap along the sidewalk, the alleys passing like train windows. You need to get home.

You hear the familiar sound of a man's throat clearing.

You fist your keys.

You want to go home.

Now.

You don't fasten your pace.

You know they love the chase.

Steady, smooth. Unlike your life.

You pause, staring.

Your crappy apartment is in this alleyway.

The camera by the intersection is broken.

The footsteps get closer.

You lift one ankle like an oiran.

And you walk.

You hear running.

You were always a follower, never the leader.

But followers are always behind. Never forward, never fast.

They can never get away from the leader.

You're grabbed, something thrusted inside your body.

It was like sex. Painful. Hellish.

You never connected with others.

No one would notice if you were gone.

No one.

You lay there on the floor, a thumb in your mouth as your head is pushed down.

Your neck is being jerked around.

It reminded you of sunflowers in the wind.

You felt the dribble of blood down your lips like a kiss from someone you've forgotten.

It's all over before you knew it.

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So yeah that was the poem 👍🏻 I wrote one on verdict but I wanted actual permission from @tokyodriftanthem beforehand soooo if they say yeah then I'll do that