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wip oc <3

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I feel so bad for the annoying women at work. Like I actually feel sick when we’re interacting and I feel the annoyance occurring in my brain like she really doesn’t mean to be this way and she just doesn’t want to feel alone or rejected. you can tell she’s experienced being an outsider everywhere she goes it’s only a matter of time. And it’s not cool chic or edgy but in the ugliest most desperate and dehumanizing way. They always start hopeful. they want to connect and they go searching for someone receptive to her so she can find her people but everyone turns away from her slowly and u hear it in her voice. It’s happening again. she starts hesitating to speak and when she does you hear a shaky child ending every sentence like it’s a question. Testing the waters to know if she’s wrong for even trying. And then I realize I took her smile for granted now that it’s gone.. I have to make it up to her I can’t let something like this continue. Life is so hard for people everywhere, so building a tolerance for being irritated is nothing in comparison especially if the reward is less pain and loneliness in the world I will always be the bestie you have my word

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seeing someone comment landfillcore under a holiday decor haul a few years back permanently changed my consumption habits. what an evocative word. I think about her all the time

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I need a fucking job to have momey but to have those I need to give up my time. if I remain unemployed I run out of money and am unable to use my time. a lot of jobs expect 8-6 days and for extra when they ask. on top of that an hr to drive to and from bc distance and traffic. the 9-5 8hr work day is dead. and all I'll have time to do is think of my misery while I go to bed immediately after getting home until the weekend, where I will be too tired to do much if anything and then its time work again for the hope of a good weekend the next. what the FUCK how am I supposed to have a life if I have to work for all of it just to be physically alive.

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Doc’s notes. 09.15

A still-somewhat-legible page.

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"You could get up early and do it before work" I could also wait for a magic beanstalk to start growing in my living room LMAO. Let's focus on things that happen in the real world

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Collection of David Cronenberg and Viggo Mortensen kissing

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Look through any window, Paloma Salgado Díaz

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Helena Minginowicz: Heart Shaped Book for Myself (2024)

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ANOK YAI wearing Swarovski Met Gala 2024 – Sleeping Beauties: Reawakening Fashion

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many on here need to be learning this lesson