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"What is better - to be born good, or to overcome your evil nature through great effort?"

–Paarthurnax, asking the Last Dragonborn a hypothetical that relies on the notion that morality is determined at birth, which it is not.

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SENTENCE STARTERS: MAYBE INTERACTIVE QUOTES BECAUSE I’M OBSESSED, PART 23.

❝ i, the relationship guru, will solve your problems. ❞

❝ love won’t keep food on the table. ❞

❝ this is a dog eat dog world! ❞

❝ this entire country thinks you’re a total bitch! ❞

❝ i’m not interested in posing unnecessary influence over other people. ❞

❝ i will look forward to your rapid decision making. ❞

❝ keep in mind that no matter what happens, you must not cause a scene. ❞

❝ he’s/she’s/they’re everything i’ve been missing. ❞

❝ oh god, please tell me you’re joking. ❞

❝ quit making a fuss. i’m not dead, you know. ❞

❝ you’ve become such a bookworm ever since you got fired. ❞

❝ i’m giving you sincere advice, so don’t take this the wrong way. ❞

❝ these chicago streets are unforgiving to my hair. ❞

❝ i know [name] would never try to corner me like this. ❞

❝ sorry. i tend to get carried away. ❞

❝ i’m jealous… that you have such a good person by your side. ❞

❝ i guess i’m only human, after all. ❞

❝ he’s/she’s/they’re gonna be so touched when he/she/they wake(s) up. ❞

❝ he/she/they look(s) so angelic when he’s/she’s/they’re asleep like this. ❞

❝ what’s your point? it’s not like some petty rumors can kill me. ❞

❝ i told you not to bring up uncomfortable topics. ❞

❝ [name], i know this whole situation has gone to the dogs, but… i don’t want to run away anymore. ❞

❝ i urge you to not do anything stupid, [name]. ❞

❝ if only it were that easy, sweetheart. ❞

❝ at least some justice was served, though they deserve way worse. ❞

❝ i won’t leave any room for faults today! ❞

❝ there’s no way you’ve moved on from me so fast. ❞

❝ you look like you can’t even hold a pen. ❞

❝ ugh… all i hear is blah blah blah… ❞

❝ you have eyes, don’t you? look for yourself. ❞

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Natalie Dormer as Anne Boleyn | The Tudors 1.07

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margaery tyrell appreciation post (20/?)

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@deathrsk​ ↠  “why are you avoiding me?” (CASIMARE!)

         THE WORDS FROM him made her roll her eyes, pushing her hair over her shoulder in the process. She didn’t really think that she was avoiding him but maybe to a normal person, it could be considered avoiding. For a moment she didn’t say or do anything but she finally stood up and straightened out her dress. “What makes you think that I’m avoiding you, love.” Suleyk finally said as she shrugged her shoulders. She walked over to him, looking him up and down as she did.

         “I’ve been busy. I do have things of my own that I would like to do. And last I checked, I didn’t need to ask you for permission to do as I please.” The dragon priest smiled up at him, reaching to run her hands over his chest to smooth out his jacket. But she didn’t linger there for long before turning away and walking back towards where she had been sitting. “Besides, if you thought that I was avoiding you, you didn’t make much of an effort to fix that.” Suleyk sat back down, flashing him a small smirk. “Was there there something that you wanted or is this just a friendly visit?”

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        𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐥.   just a bunch of angsty prompts.

“i want my shit back.” “don’t let me go.” “i don’t care.” “you betrayed me.” “i never want to see you again.” “you’ve ruined me.” “you left…” “don’t lie to me.” “you’ve already done enough.” “this is all your fault.” “go fuck yourself.” “you can’t fix this.   you never could.” “just leave me alone.” “you broke your promise.” “but,  you promised.” “i don’t believe you.” “i never,  ever,  would have expected you to hurt me.” “none of it was real.” “i never loved you.” “come on,  don’t leave me like this.” “what have you become?” “i tried my best.” “i don’t even know where to begin.” “why are you avoiding me?”

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         THE NATURAL INSTINCT to roll her eyes washed over her as she was reprimanded by him. She even almost pouted in response but a quick bite to the inside of her cheek kept her from actually doing it. Maybe if she had actually listened to him, it really could have been avoided. But Suleyk wasn’t one to play by the rules. Ever. She looked up at him “Following instructions isn’t exactly one of my strong suits.” She quipped back at him, careful not to move around too much so she didn’t make anything worse. “Besides, now we know. It’s not like either of us are dead. So no harm done.” Well, harm was done but it wasn’t like it couldn’t be easily fixed. 

         There was a pang of guilt that he had gotten hurt as well but she didn’t let those feelings or thoughts linger for too long. She let him pick her up without any protest but she did wrinkle her nose a bit at the pain. But she didn’t make any noise. “Well good.” Suleyk let out a huff as she looked up at him. “At least that will keep you occupied for a little while.” 

               @ofnxghtshade​ said:  [ CARRY ] (sul and casimare ( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡°) )

           Broken. The bruised and purpling skin mad a fine line draw across his face as he stared at the wound, brows raised only briefly in a form of apathy. “Perhaps if you followed instruction better this could have been avoided.” He reprimands in a slow drawl, his black eyes shifting up to look at the blonde seated before him. “Though I don’t look for you to do so.” An honest confession as ever, stubborn and beautiful she was and he would know that deep in her bones there was no changing that about her. Not that he would even if she were his creation, she seemed far too interesting that way she was. 

           The wound to his shoulder now sealed once more, no longer on his mind. It would be a nuisance to fix her leg, but he would do so for her. Without another word he is careful in slipping his arms beneath her bent legs and drawing her up into his hold. Shuffling her with ease to be pressed into his chest as he sighed with a bored nature, the curl in his mouth a jest as he cuts his eyes at her. “Dont worry I’ll fix you, sometimes I do enjoy playing doctor.” 

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❥    feeling   things   ,   a   sentence   meme   .

what are they called again ? emotions ? ugh .   ( taken off of pinterest )

❛  you were dead.  yet, here you are.  ❜ ❛  speak your mind even if your voice shakes.  ❜ ❛  you inspire me to be nothing like you.  ❜ ❛  every day i wake up more tired than i’ve ever been.  how long will i stay like this?  ❜ ❛  fuck you’re cute.  ❜ ❛  don’t get attached.  ❜ ❛  i am fire.  i am hatred.  i am consuming.  ❜ ❛  there is a certain amount of truth behind everything that people do.  everything they do tell you a little something about them.   ❜ ❛  i wanna fucking date you, stupid.  ❜ ❛  which is it?  are you in love with a person or an idea?  ❜ ❛  you will get better.  maybe not today, but someday.  ❜ ❛  there’s a reason i never told you all of this.  ❜ ❛  let’s get drunk and tell each other everything we’re afraid to say sober.  ❜ ❛  i wanna see what happens when i don’t give up.  ❜ ❛  yeah you’re cute but are you good for my mental health??  ❜ ❛  … and then i just snapped.  ❜ ❛  i still repeat the things you said to me in my head.  ❜ ❛  your hands are scarred from murder, and yet i trust them completely.  ❜ ❛  shit.  i think i have feelings.  ❜ ❛  i believe in annoyed at first sight.  ❜ ❛  what did it mean to you?  any of it?  ❜ ❛  can someone please be proud of me?  like fuck, i’m trying.  ❜ ❛  i sometimes wonder if things only get better so that they can get worse again.  ❜ ❛  hey, sometimes you gotta kill a guy.  ❜ ❛  i broke my rules for you.  ❜

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❝ your world isn’t for people like me. ❞

❝ i will always hate you, i vow it.❞

❝ i’m having a premonition. we’re going to have fun tonight. ❞

❝ dirt. it’s where you came from. it’s what you’ll return to soon enough. ❞

❝ i hate you so much that sometimes when i look at you, i can hardly breathe. ❞

❝ you’re better off being scared. ❞

❝ you’re no killer. ❞

❝ horror of horrors, you might actually have a good time! ❞

❝ there’s always something left to lose. ❞

❝ i am done with being weak. i am done with being good. i think i am going to be something else. ❞

❝ only idiots aren’t scared of things that are scary. ❞

❝ how can anything done in the service of a noble cause be wrong? ❞

❝ get down on your knees. beg. make it pretty. flowery. worthy of me. ❞

❝ i have made myself less. i have made myself small, i have kept my head down. i’m not going to do that anymore. ❞

❝ desire is an odd thing. as soon as it’s sated, it transmutes. if we receive golden thread, we desire the golden needle. ❞

❝ i will never be cruel to you for the sake of delighting in it. ❞

❝ our lives are the only real thing we have, our only coin. we get to buy what we want with them. ❞

❝ you’re a story that hasn’t happened yet. i want to be part of the unfolding of the tale. ❞

❝ poison might be a coward’s weapon, but it’s an effective one. ❞

❝ being born mortal is like being born already dead. ❞

❝ may your hands always be stained with blood. may death be your only companion. ❞

❝ do you love me enough to give me up? ❞

❝ if you hurt me, i wouldn’t cry. i would hurt you back. ❞

❝ half a plan is good enough. ❞

❝ i killed him, and then i buried him. so believe me when i threaten you. ❞

❝ true power isn’t granted. true power can’t be taken away. ❞

❝ i challenge you to a duel. for my honour, which was grievously betrayed. ❞

❝ was it fun to deceive me? did you like the feeling of having something over me? ❞

❝ i’m a mirror! i’m the mirror you don’t want to look at. ❞

❝ i will not stand in front of your happiness. i will not even stand in front of misery that you choose for yourself. ❞ 

❝ love doesn’t grow well, fed on pain. ❞ 

❝ i know you’re keeping secrets. something is making you sick. you’re paler and thinner and your eyes have a weird shine. ❞ 

❝ you fit in better than i do, but i bet it cost you something. ❞ 

❝ as i am now, i am well on my way to becoming one of the wolves. ❞ 

❝ the odd thing about ambition is this: you can acquire it like a fever, but it is not so easy to shed. ❞ 

❝ maybe being a monster was my calling. ❞ 

❝ most of all, i hate you because i think of you. often. it’s disgusting and i can’t stop. ❞ 

❝ go ahead and run. i definitely won’t shoot you in the back. ❞ 

❝ i will act as your shield. i will act as your hand. i will act in accordance with your will. ❞

❝ i can be charming. i charmed you, didn’t i? ❞

❝ i know. don’t bore you by dying. ❞

❝ this is where i grew up. even if i hate it half the time, it’s mine. ❞

❝ you’d do well to decide how much you care for goodness before you go too far. ❞

❝ you’re a dirty liar and i hate it and i hate this. ❞

❝ i turned out to be useful after all. what a terrible surprise. ❞

❝ if you live your life always afraid, always with danger on your heels, it is not so difficult to pretend away more danger. ❞

❝ oh, yes. let me tell you my whole plan. you’ve goaded me right into it. ❞ 

❝ i am what you made me. ❞

❝ i have not always danced to your piping, but you haven’t the stomach to truly cross me. ❞

❝ it turns out i still don’t know how to laugh. ❞

❝ i have lied and i have betrayed and i have triumphed. if only there was someone to congratulate me. ❞

❝ come back when returning feels like a hard choice instead of an easy one. ❞

❝ i may be the useless shield you put in front of you, but don’t expect me to start being useful. ❞

❝ this is what you wanted, isn’t it? what you sacrificed everything for. ❞

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Concept art for The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim, illustrated by Adam Adamowicz.

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HEADCANONS       ↠ clothing 

despite the 5,000 year difference from when she was previously active, suleyk tries to dress in a similar fashion to how she did before. it’s harder to mimic the things that she wore before so she has to make some adjustments and exceptions especially if she wants to blend in a bit better with everyone else around her. ( while she thinks of herself higher than everyone around her, her main goal isn’t to stick out like a sore thumb. )  past. suleyk ( named svarete before she became a dragon priest ) came from a wealthy and influential family so she was always dressed to reflect that. everything she owned was high end and expensive and easy to spot from a mile away. her entire family dressed as such and she and her brothers never seemed to have an issue with that. she was often in dresses, colors varying but she mostly preferred reds. after she became a dragon priest her main attire switched to her priest robes/armor. it was what she wore most often but if she found herself not in them, she chose to go with the clothes that she was used to wearing prior.   present. considering the large lapse of time, most of the clothes that she did have did not survive well. so suleyk had to rethink everything she did wear in that regard and also to try to “fit in” better when she was out and about. she still leans towards the higher end things and has no issue with showing off that she does have money. ( where she gets it from now, who knows ) all of her dresses, whether visible or not, do have slits along the sides so if she does need to fight in them she very much can. she still holds on to her priest robes/armor and will wear them occasionally. 

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Hevnoraak emerging from his tomb

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SENTENCE MEME ⟶ HOZIER / WASTELAND, BABY! always feel free to tweak the sentence to fit your muse.

“The fear of fellow man is mere assignment.”

“The same kind of music haunts her bedroom.”

“I’m almost me again, and she’s almost you.”

“I wouldn’t know where to start.”

“Don’t ruin this on me.”

“Tell me who, and I’ll thank them for it.”

“I laugh like me again, and she laughs like you.”

“I still watch you when you’re grooving.”

“As if through water from the bottom of pool, you’re moving without moving.”

“You are a call to motion.”

“I could never define all that you are to me.”

“You are the rite of movement.”

“I can recall something that’s gone from me.”

“I’m put in awe of something so flawed and free.”

“Move me, like you’ve nothing left to prove and nothing to lose.”

“You’re an odd sight come out at night.”

“What a waste to say the heart could feel apart or feel complete.”

“It’s the screaming, heaving fuckery of the world.”

“All things come from nothing.”

“My heart is thrilled by the still of your hand.”

“The harder the rain, the sweeter the sun.”

“I’ll be your man if you’ve got love to get done.”

“There will be darkness again.”

“Your secret is safe with me.”

“I shouldn’t hope to know, but here I stand.”

“It’s gin o’clock.”

“I think about you everywhere I go.”

“I’ve had no love like your love.”

“I’d be appalled if I ever saw you try to be a saint.”

“I wouldn’t fall for someone I thought couldn’t misbehave.”

“Why should we deny the truth?”

“We could have less to worry about.”

“I won’t lie to you.”

“Remember when you’d sing, just for the fuck of it?”

“The look of it was as sweet as the sound.”

“You put your emptiness to melody.”

“My heart is screaming.”

“Whatever here is left of me is yours.”

“Your love was unmoved.”

“Make your good love known to me, or just tell me about your day.”

“The nights were as dark as my baby, and half as beautiful too.”

“I couldn’t utter my love when it counted.”

“I couldn’t whisper when you needed it, and I shouted.”

“Remember me, when I’m reborn as the shrike to your sharp and glorious thorn.”

“All of my goodness is going with you now.”

“I’m flying like a bird to you now.”

“I was housed by your warmth.”

“I was transformed by your grounded and giving.”

“I’d be the choiceless hope in grief.”

“Imagine being loved by me.”

“I’ve got in my mind now, all the things I would do.”

“I’ll try to talk refined for fear that you find out how I’m imagining you.”

“I’d be the last shred of truth in the myth of true love.”

“Be as you’ve always been.”

“Be the love that discovered the sin that freed the first man.”

“Be love in its disrepute.”

“I’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight.”

“This is the kind of love I’ve been dreaming of.”

“Let there be hotel complaints and grievances raised.”

“Let there be damage ensues and tabloid news.”

“You’re good to me, baby.”

“With the roar of the fire, my heart rose to its feet.”

“It settles soft and as pure as snow.”

“I feel in love with the fire long ago.”

“With each love I cut loose, I was never the same.”

“Your love is sunlight.”

“The tale is the same, told before and told again.”

“All that was shown to me was something foreknown to me.”

“Each day you rise to me, know that I would gladly be the Icarus to your certainty.”

“All the fear and fire of the end of the world happens each time a boy falls in love with a girl.”

“Wasteland, baby, I’m in love with you.”

“Be still, my undelible friend, you are unbreaking.”

“I love, too, a love that soon might end.”

“It’s the start of all things that are left to do.”

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VULNERABLE SITUATIONS ⟶ SPECIFIC VERSION ( nonspecific version here ) content warning for uncomfortable situations, mental health & self harm mentions. some of these are geared towards disabled or neurodivergent muses, but plenty are more general! some of these situations may be difficult / triggering, so be mindful when sending. always feel free to switch the sender/receiver around or tweak these to fit your muse!

SENDER finds RECEIVER caught without their weapons.

SENDER finds RECEIVER with a wound they can’t reach.

SENDER finds RECEIVER with their arms full of something suspicious.

SENDER finds RECEIVER with their phone out of charge.

SENDER finds RECEIVER when they’re feeling paranoid.

SENDER finds RECEIVER during an unpleasant / personal phone call.

SENDER finds RECEIVER holding something that does not belong to them.

SENDER finds RECEIVER holding something they’ve just broken.

SENDER finds RECEIVER with a broken-down car.

SENDER finds RECEIVER trying not to cry.

SENDER finds RECEIVER with bleeding knuckles.

SENDER finds RECEIVER having missed their bus / train / ride.

SENDER finds RECEIVER with someone following them.

SENDER finds RECEIVER trying to read something they can’t decipher.

SENDER finds RECEIVER trying to write something difficult.

SENDER finds RECEIVER trying to use technology they can’t get the hang of.

SENDER finds RECEIVER having misplaced their glasses.

SENDER finds RECEIVER having misplaced another medical device or similar.

SENDER finds RECEIVER with a vital piece of clothing stuck in a locked door.

SENDER finds RECEIVER without their usual animal companion.

SENDER finds RECEIVER using unfamiliar / new mobility aids.

SENDER finds RECEIVER asleep in public.

SENDER finds RECEIVER during an allergic reaction.

SENDER finds RECEIVER during another type of medical emergency.

SENDER finds RECEIVER immediately after a medical emergency.

SENDER finds RECEIVER having a panic attack.

SENDER finds RECEIVER considering hurting themselves.

SENDER finds RECEIVER in the aftermath of hurting themselves.

SENDER finds RECEIVER locked out of their house in their pyjamas.

SENDER finds RECEIVER  locked out of their house in less than their pyjamas.

SENDER finds RECEIVER confused after a concussion.

SENDER finds RECEIVER high / drunk in public.

SENDER finds RECEIVER naked under their coat.

SENDER finds RECEIVER throwing up.

SENDER finds RECEIVER reading someone else’s diary.

SENDER finds RECEIVER without any money / their wallet.

SENDER finds RECEIVER putting flowers on a grave.

SENDER finds RECEIVER having just received bad news.

SENDER finds RECEIVER after an argument.