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marsad aurangzeb

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Shout out to characters who want to be used. Shout out to characters who are so desperate to be worth something that they'll endure anything. Shout out to characters who build their entire self worth around being useful, being a tool. Shout out to characters who don't care how they are treated, as long as someone pays them any attention at all

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they should invent going outside without people looking at you

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you should be addicted to shutting the fuck up

You wanna fuck me so bad it makes you look stupid

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Love the universe need of all babies human and animal to just lay on adults

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i should only be charged a symbolic amount of 10 cents for my groceries because i have kind eyes and my intentions are pure

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my entire political stance basically boils down to "I care about other people" and MAN does it make people MAD

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Happy pride month to the tiny cowboy and tiny Trojan man from Night at the Museum

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Now that Tia Pepa is around again, we have another member of the "I can't stand those clueless dumb gay firefighters" club along with Maddie, Bobby, and Hen. But I don't think she'll be as tight-lipped as them.

"I can't believe no one's locked down my little Evancito yet! How are you not married already? You're a catch! Right, Eddito? Isn't he a catch? But you two do look very cozy here in your old house, cooking and playing games with Christopher. He's even starting to look like you, Evan! Might give other people the wrong idea... So maybe you should put a ring on it before people start to whisper. I'm thinking a June wedding..."

"Tia!"

"What? I have the perfect dress to wear. And you're practically married anyway, we just need to make it official with God and the state of California. Let's do this before I'm dead. I'll need a guest list so I know how many tamales to make."

"Tia, this is ridiculous."

"Before I'm dead, Eddito! At the pace your going I'll never get to see it!"

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BBC MERLIN + tumblr’s terms of endearment (insp.)

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serious lack of buck kissing eddie on the kitchen counter in this fandom smdh gotta do everything myself

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2x4 | 8x17

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obsessed with mass market paperbacks. their pleasing rectangular proportions. how they fit badly in a hoodie pocket so you can drag them around everywhere with you like a temporary little buddy. the way they fit in your hand because they're MADE for human hands and not as bookshelf decoration. the way the pages feel when you riffle them gently with your thumb. How pristine and crisp they look when you get them and how creased and folded they look when you're done, even if you try to be nice to them. how that wear is okay, how that's correct actually, because they're made with the philosophy that books aren't meant to be PRETTY, they're meant to be read. that little ripple new ones get on the left side from where you hold them when you're reading, the way the ripple only goes as far as you've read, because u change stories by reading as they are changing you. how you can find thousands of these creased and folded and loved little dudes in every thrift store and used book shop and neighborhood library and you can instantly see the ones that someone carried around in a backpack for weeks or read to pieces or gave up on halfway through because they wear being read like fresh snow wears footprints. I love these poorly made, subpar little rectangles so much. truly the people's books.

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1x01 ● 2x13 ● 3x14 ● 4x11 ● 8x15

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9-1-1

S08E17 : Don't Drink the Water | dir. Jonathan Lawrence

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No, because I can't stop thinking about the note. At first it just seems a little bit of last pettiness. But it like...sort of makes perfect sense when paired with the assumptions Buck's been making about Eddie throughout the season. Buck told him he's moving "like it's nothing" and Eddie has to say back that it's NOT nothing. Then we have Buck taking the 12 on the grief assessment at face value. He never actually asked. Only made assumptions. So, Eddie, who knows he was a little cruel in his delivery, but right in his message leaves behind a note that is purposefully vague. The blankets are folded, and he says he's at the airport. Now when Buck comes home, he's all "I thought you were in Texas" and Eddie goes on what seems to be his weird little joke about the letters and how he never said Texas and WHEN DID I SAY THAT BUCK? NO, THAT'S NOT WHAT THE NOTE SAID BUCK. And as soon as Buck actually verbally asks him what else he could be doing at the airport, Eddie is like "Okay. Good. Here is your prize in the form of me calling myself a dick who was mean to you and here's Chris." Because....the note was Eddie trying to hammer home the lesson that when Buck assumes things about Eddie he's missing out on the real thing. He wants Buck to ask him. He wants to tell him the truth. And it's a little harsh to have him stew all day thinking Eddie just left, but that's the point. Buck hurt his OWN feelings. Because he didn't ask! Eddie just wants to teach him that it's always just better to ask him! Now...I wonder what else Buck has been assuming about Eddie and their relationship this season....