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My sweet kiwi! My fuzzy peach! My round egg!!

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insanity

HOSHI SOLO STAGES (Damage, Touch, Spider)

HxW 'Warning' Fanconcert Seoul Day 1

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useful fun fact: lowering your medication in order to "save it" for later (because you forgot to phone the psychiatrist office about the fact your normal chemist's has two months off so you need a second prescription, so you just decided you're surely gonna be fine taking half or less of what you're supposed to until the chemist's is open again) can and probably will end up in lower mood, irritation, comeback of sleep issues and rise the probability of relapse in one or more of your top addictions

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Hard to get out of bed sometimes

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I wish they could invent a medical device that temporarily transfers your symptoms and pain to the doctor treating you and it worked like a shock collar. “I think light exercise would-.” and then bam they’re rolling around the floor clutching their stomach in agony and dry heaving.

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I've been to a few concerts/shows lately and the loud beat from the huge speakers make my heart beat in a way that makes me feel like I'm in love and I'll write a proper poem about it when I feel like myself again.

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very much thinking about trying to sew some couples outfit sort of thing for me and wifey for our anniversary, as a part of my gift for her. but then also I'm planning on building a little house for the Sylvanian family I've ordered her and that will be a bit time consuming I fear. but the idea is so cute I need to make it happen one day

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randomly getting nostalgic for the 2018 era of being a K-pop Stan and I'm trying to recreate that feeling into a moodboard but it's stupidly hard like???

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okay I'm crying my friend lended me almost all the money I need and now I'm in his debt forever (they didn't say so and actually said I can take as long as I need paying them back but now I feel shitttt. anyways gonna apply to some jobs when I get home)

i'm hate being broke

im trying to get a new job STAT cuz i need like 200 to get my girl a nice anniversary gift and some activities and cover my train ticket to even get to the date, but the one job that i've found available so far is a "maybe we'll call you if we need you, if not, tough luck" kinda job and i hate it!!!! still signed up for it because fuck it i need the money whenever but i'm so, so annoyed.

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i'm hate being broke

im trying to get a new job STAT cuz i need like 200 to get my girl a nice anniversary gift and some activities and cover my train ticket to even get to the date, but the one job that i've found available so far is a "maybe we'll call you if we need you, if not, tough luck" kinda job and i hate it!!!! still signed up for it because fuck it i need the money whenever but i'm so, so annoyed.

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my girlfriend gave herself the biggest and thickest bangs ive seen since i myself had similar ones at like 8 years old and im trying to be supportive but they honestly look kinda goofy. she's still beautiful as hell i just don't know what her vision was 😭 anyways she said she's maybe gonna buzz everything off because she doesn't like it and i said it's okay and we can dye her buzzcut to look like she's a giant strawberry so. happy pride ig?

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as an asexual dnd player YESSSSSW

Hi everyone, I am working on embroidery patches and was wondering what you think of this design for the asexual patch! 

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i'm going to my first ever pride parade tomorrow, and my mother who is very much into painting stones (the ones you're supposed to leave in random places and hope people take em further away) and she's making one with a cat holding the bi flag especially for me ��⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ she's so cute!

(i'm pan romantic but she doesn't understand microlabels or the difference between bi and pan, and my sister remembered i'm not a lesbian so she went with bi. i love and appreciate the thought no matter what!!! :((( 🩷💛🩵🖤🩶🤍💜💚🤍💜)

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to add onto the list, i haven't checked my official email in ages (because it's terrifying to me) and because of it ive apparently missed the info about the end-of-year scouts outing, making my whole scouts group miss the opportunity to take part. now my mentor is texting me and i'm even more terrified to respond, because how do i do it? hard working my ass.

I've started therapy and the girlie called me hard working and it's the biggest bullshit I've ever heard. I'm failing the year, I haven't had a job in half a year, I dropped over half of my hobbies, I barely get any chores done anymore, I don't work out. All of my friends are such beautiful, hard working, cool people and I feel like even more of a failure looking at them. I wish them all the best but I wish I had more to tell them of my achievements than "yeah I did the dishes and ate an actual meal rather than a bunch of random snacks today. oh and I didn't skip classes today" like that's not anything to be proud of, come on.

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I've started therapy and the girlie called me hard working and it's the biggest bullshit I've ever heard. I'm failing the year, I haven't had a job in half a year, I dropped over half of my hobbies, I barely get any chores done anymore, I don't work out. All of my friends are such beautiful, hard working, cool people and I feel like even more of a failure looking at them. I wish them all the best but I wish I had more to tell them of my achievements than "yeah I did the dishes and ate an actual meal rather than a bunch of random snacks today. oh and I didn't skip classes today" like that's not anything to be proud of, come on.

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Victor Frankenstein syndrome aka you spent nights over nights crying and bleeding over this work and now that it's finally done you're just like "nvm. it's trash" and go to bed