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zerogravityrelease-blog · 8 years ago

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Lan brought up the idea of fronting rotation which we’ve done in the past before but often fall out of the habit of due to constant dissociation. We’re going to try again anyway and try to get back on track faster after we fall off in the future. Bear is exempt because Bear is basically always cofronting anyway to run the main accounts. Fai, Lain, and Hoshi from the core will not front. If you’d like to know things about them you’re welcome to ask the rest of us because we do like talking about them and really like people knowing about them but communicating with them personally isn’t really an option.

Nimbus and Skyy/Finn are mute in headspace and sort of communicate through emotion or mental intention rather than speech or signs, but they are both very interesting and good and we’d like people to know about them so feel free to ask for them and we’ll try to see if we can’t get them communicating via text?

interested: aion, akira, ali, allegra, andy, astral, canopy, carol, cherry, ember, hannah, keiji, lamia, libra, lilith, luka, nik, nimbus, rook, saoirse, shark, skyy/finn, teagan, viria take it or leave it: altair, cyprian, dexter, jounouchi, leander, luna, reiji, sterling, taki, youji not fronting: fai, hoshi, lain

If you want to talk to someone in particular you’re more than welcome to ask, we appreciate being asked after, but please be gentle with the request because if we feel like there’s pressure for one of us to front and we’re not feeling up to it we will feel really guilty and want to self-harm, so I guess when asking, try to say something like “its okay if not, but if [x] is available Id like to see them sometime in the near future” ? that would be ideal.

as far as fronting groups go, we already have people living together in headspace so they’re sort of already in groups, but other combinations are possible. the walk-ins will generally be paired with other people because they don’t do very much on their own.

available by living arrangement:

carol, hannah, & rook

altair & reiji

nik, teagan, keiji, & libra

ember, lilith, luka, & skyy/finn

cyprian, shark, & skyy/finn

lamia & viria

available by canonshare:

carol, luka, reiji, nik, & viria (arc v)

carol, teagan, keiji, libra, & rook (hq)

ali, shark, lilith, & astral (zexal)

lamia & viria (tg)

andy, canopy, dexter, nimbus, & skyy/finn (non-fict)

available by common interest:

carol & hannah

carol & cherry

carol & dexter

aion & reiji

allegra & cherry

ali, jounouchi, & rook

andy, leander, saoirse, & luna

sterling & taki

akira & youji

ember & rook

canopy & nimbus

libra & viria

plenty of us are fine to front on our own so you’re welcome to ask to see us solo and some of us may front solo on our own anyway.

#[fronting rotation]

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zerogravityrelease-blog · 8 years ago

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“on a scale of 1 to 7, how to you feel about doubles?”

1 “very hostile” -

2 “vaguely hostile” - libra, youji

3 “insecure” - astral, keiji, lilith, nik, shark, teagan

4 “indifferent” - altair, cyprian, hoshi, lain, reiji, taki

5 “friendly” - aion, akira, ali, carol, fai, jounouchi, lamia, leander, luna, saoirse, sterling

6 “a bit excited” - allegra, cherry, ember, hannah, luka, rook

7 “too excited” - viria

#[roll call]

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zerogravityrelease-blog · 8 years ago

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Our current active headspace is 15 members! I [Bear] am incorporeal so I get to see what’s going on all over the place whenever I want with the exception of being invasive of someone’s privacy, you know.

Lilith, Luka, and Ember live in the bungalow near the shore of Skyy/Finn’s beach, where it is always summer. Visual above can give you an idea of what it looks like. The sky is clear blue with a few white puffy clouds rolling by, the air is hot but the breeze is lovely. You can hear gulls crying now and then and hear the soft crash of the water against the rocky part of the shore.

Ember is doing running leaps into the water for cannonballs off one of the small docks and playing, splashing, and swimming with Finn who is in nyms typical lemon shark merfolk form, they are both laughing, although Finn is nonverbal at all times. Luka is on the end of another one of the docks sunbathing in a white lounge chair with nyr face partially covered by a bright rainbow umbrella. Ne is wearing really cute brown sunglasses with little jewels on the temples and nyr two-piece swimsuit is cherry red and suits nyr perfectly. Lilith is sitting on the dock itself next to nyr with aer feet in the water eating an ice pop. Ae is wearing a white sun hat and has an open washed-out blue denim button up over a navy blue bikini top and jean shorts over the swimsuit bottoms. Aer white sandals are sitting underneath Luka’s chair. I can’t hear what they’re saying but Luka must have said something funny because Lilith is doubled over in laughter. Things are peaceful and everyone seems happy. Carol, Hannah, and Rook live in a really funky building thats too tall to be a reasonable single floored house but its not really separate apartments either. Its basically an apartment on the bottom with a double-loft on top, but its one collective place. It’s a bit hard to explain but here’s some visuals to help: exterior:

general interior aesthetics, colorful as fuck basically, both for the house in general and each of their bedrooms:

Rook has the lower half of the building and Hannah has the top left loft and Carol has the top right. I’d have to draw it for it to make any sense visually but essentially the upper floor is two halves of a circle pushed back from each other a bit with a hallway in between and a set of stairs that leads downstairs in the middle of the hallway like this: |)=‘’=(| the difference is that aside from the hallway and subsequent doors that lead out to it, the circle halves dont have walls, the open space is just covered by colorful curtains on both Hannah and Carol’s sides, so, essentially, they could open their doors and say hello to each other in the hallway, or they could just lean to one side and open their curtains and wave to each other with no barrier in between. There is also no floor between their rooms aside from the hallway so the only way to get to each others rooms is to either take the hallway or do a running leap LOL Hannah and Carol are both in Hannah’s loft right now laying on their stomachs kicking their feet gently doing crafts together. Carol has So Many Stickers in front of her and Hannah has a box of those funky-shape scissors that cut neat patterns with them next to her. Their heads are close and they’re pointing to a huge scrapbook in front of them, I can’t hear what they’re saying but they keep giggling so I think they’re having a good time. Some cute music is coming from Hannah’s phone, it sounds something like Anamanaguchi. Cherry comes to visit them sometimes and do fun stuff because sie and Carol are like sisters. Rook is in the lower level doing what looks like pilates in the middle of the kitchen while the stove and countertops are full of things both cooking and about to be cooked. It looks like pri’s making dinner and dessert at the same time, it smells amazing. Dinner smells sweet and spicy & all I know about dessert is that there is an alarming amount of fruit on the counter and a hunk of dough the size of an adult skull on a baking tray. Rook is also playing music from his phone, but he has headphones in, it’s also absurdly loud given that I can hear it from here. It sounds like really upbeat guitar-heavy rock, but I don’t recognize it. If you were looking to see a man do air guitar meanwhile one leg on the ground and the other pointing clean up to the ceiling, you came to the right place. He’s smiling and its obvious he’s having a good time. Teagan, KG, Nik, and Libra live in this sweet, huge, ritzy-ass house thats like black & white contemporary minimalist and would be expensive as all motherfuck in real life so god bless headspace lmfao. KG and Teagan have the ground floor and Nik and Libra have the lofts, which are completely separated as the second floor of houses usually are, unlike Carol & co.’s house. Living room aesthetic (like if you have that huge palette instead of the coffee table by the L couch in the first img, thats definitely there):

Kitchen aesthetic:

Okay let’s start anywhere, first up is KG, feyr room aesthetic is like this:

It’s always that clean too because that’s how fey is. Teagan’s room is like this:

It’s messy in the sense that it always definitely looks like it’s lived in but it’s just messy, not dirty. There is So Much Stuff on the walls and the tea lights are definitely a thing. Right now Teagan and KG are on the huge palette in the living room laying on their backs facing opposite directions, KG is reading a book and Teagan is reading a magazine. I can’t read the title of either but I know KG is legitimately interested in the book and Teagan is reading the magazine to live-comment kyr anger at magazine culture and beauty standards. Teagan goes off now and then and KG just laughs quietly like “why do you read that stuff if you know it’s going to make you angry” “we have to be critical of the media!” KG scooches up to bonk feyr head against Teagan’s like “whatever you say, dear”

Next up is Nik in the left loft, xyr room aesthetic is like this, minus the regular windows of image one and plus the giant windows in img 2:

It’s small and full of soft things and looks very warm all the time. Xe also has a lot of things on the walls. Xe sits on the alcove by the window and looks at the sky a lot at night. Xe is currently sitting there listening to music with large headphones & writing in a notebook. Possibly writing song lyrics? Xe seems to be okay aside from engaging in a bit of self-isolation for time to clear xyr head. Finally is Libra’s room on the right loft, the aesthetic:

All of the decor in Libra’s room is white with the exception of a few things here and there, that entire right wall is glass just like in the image, even though its on the second floor. Cae is currently taking a nap with caer 97 pillows. It seems like its starting to rain. Altair and RG live in a really large, airy house that’s more or less like a cottage. They have small bedrooms but most of the time they’re in the shared spaces with the windows open letting in light and fresh air. They both like to cook and there’s always fresh flowers around the house. There’s a small garden outside as well as a moderately sized lake. It’s very woodsy and smells like cedar and apples. Spring is definitely here. Aesthetic:

Right now RG is in the kitchen chopping vegetables and Altair is working in the garden. They’re both nonverbal a lot so they communicate a lot in nods and small smiles. They enjoy the general quiet, minus the array of birds chirping as its the beginning of spring, and each other’s generally silent company. Last but not least, Viria and Lamia live in Viria’s skinny, spooky house with two floors, Lamia having the top floor and Viria taking the bottom. It’s very old world in concept but is functionally modern, it’s just creepy as hell at night, which is how they like it. Most of the decor is gold, maroon, white, and brown. Entryway and kitchen aesthetic:

The livingroom double functions somewhat as a library to Lamia’s extreme delight, like this:

Viria’s room is absurdly gorgeous and looks something like this:

Presently they are both having coffee in the living-library, both quietly reading with soft music playing over what seems to be a kind of surround-sound setup. Everyone seems to be doing okay and leading happy, uneventful lives. It’s been really nice and fun to check in with everyone and really focus on what everything looks like. That was lovely, we’ll have to do it again soon. Thanks for reading!

#[roll call]

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genders of our system members (with our personally interpreted definitions) agender - feeling that no gender exists » lamia¹ » sterling¹ » taki¹ agenderflux - a gender which is primarily agender but sometimes fluctuates between masculinity and femininity, but not between male and female » aion » cyprian¹ » nik » shark ambonec - identifies as both male and female, but also neither male nor female, at the same time » andy » libra androgyne - identifies with both masculinity and femininity but never a solid “male” or “female” » leander » luka » rook¹ apagender - apathetic towards their gender identity & don’t care enough to look further into it » altair¹ » cyprian² » keiji¹ » taki² contigender - a gender that flows through space and time and constantly changes, always moving » hoshi¹ demiboy - having a gender which is somewhat male but not entirely » rook² » youji¹ eafluid - genderfluid but mostly within androgynous genders » keiji² exgender - an outright refusal to accept or identify in, on, or around the currently understood definitions of gender as a concept » bear¹ » lamia² femme - a gender which is mainly feminine » allegra » carol » hannah » lilith » luna » saoirse fluidflux - a combination of genderfluid and genderflux, where gender moves between two or more genders and also fluctuates in intensity » dexter genderfluid - a gender which changes due to moods, time, or other external factors » fai genderpunk - exhibits conscious effort to mock or “fuck with” traditional notions of gender identity, gender roles, and gender presentation » akira¹ » teagan¹ » youji² hard femme - a gender which is aggressively feminine » teagan² marfluid - genderfluid but mainly within masculine genders » jounouchi » sterling² masc agender - no gender, but would lean towards masculinity of the choice between it and femininity » altair² » reiji matrigender - a gender which is only feminine due to the identification with motherhood » canopy necroboy - a masculine gender which used to exist but is now dead » ali nonpuella - entirely not female but feels a strong connection to femininity » skyy/finn nonpuer - entirely not male but feels a strong connection to masculinity » akira² pixogender - a neutral gender specifically relating to identifications with virtual worlds » lain polarboy - completely lacks the masculinity normally associated with their gender identity and does not wish to become more masculine in order to fit better into gender roles or to “pass” » ember quoigender - finds the concept of gender identity, or of existing gender words, to themselves be inaccessible, inapplicable, nonsensical » nimbus¹ ultragender - a gender that is powerful and of high status, too powerful to be restricted into a spectrum » viria¹ venufluid - genderfluid but mostly within feminine genders » cherry xenogender - a gender which does not operate under human understandings of gender due to the gender relating to a nonhuman society » astral » bear² » hoshi² » nimbus² » viria²

#[roll call]

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sexes of our system members

none/doesn’t apply -- 12 » akira » ali » andy » astral » canopy » hoshi » lain » lamia » dexter » nimbus » skyy/finn » youji

fluid between dfab/dmab in headspace -- 3 » cyprian » jounouchi » leander

dfab -- 14 » aion » allegra » bear » carol » cherry » fai » hannah » keiji » libra » luna » nik » saoirse » shark » viria

dmab -- 9 » altair » ember » lilith » luka » reiji » rook » sterling » taki » teagan

#[roll call]

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our core: it is essentially the same consistency of the veil in img 3, a vague mist texture that can be easily passed through which is constantly in motion between an upper and lower point. the difference is that our core does not have an arch maintaining the fabric of the “veil”, we are only able to see a piece of the veil about as high as the veil in the image, it fades off into obscurity at either end as it extends to infinity in both directions.

the “veil” itself is prismatic, colors and light reflections which resemble the colors in imgs 1 & 2. there are no surfaces or surroundings or textures beyond the veil itself, simply white space in every direction leading on forever.

the veil itself is composed of “aether”, the fifth classical element, which we consider our “power source”, the essence of life. new arrivals come into system via the flow of the aether & system members depart by becoming part of the aether again, although we do not see this process anymore as we used to because the core is no longer visible from regular headspace, it exists in a dimension of its own, sort of as a the sun is a life source for organic beings on earth, despite being a satellite away from it. the aether gives us life and allows us to coexist harmoniously with one another, and allows us to make connections outside of our system into the natural world. we believe the aether is in everything and forms the opportunity for everything in the universe to become connected to or disconnected from one another. aether allows us to form all of the bonds that we make and is in a constant state of motion, and thus, when the aether path that exists between subjects is broken, the aether is no longer able to move freely to bind the two subjects, and we consider this extremely painful. the path can sometimes be mended, but it is also possible for it to not recover. we generally take the non-recoveries very badly.

#[system mythology]

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