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zerosxns · 4 months ago

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PAIRING ⚸ zhang hao x fem reader

GENRE ⚸ smut. nsfw. minors dni. dubcon.

WARNINGS ⚸ female masturbation. eavesdropping. lusting after your sisters boyfriend. he’s mean. blackmail. coercion. oral sex. face fucking. no vaginal prep. unprotected sex. infidelity. virginity loss. creampies.

NOTES ⚸ requested. lowercase intended.

WORD COUNT ⚸ 3.2k

it’s wrong. it’s so wrong, and yet, you can’t help yourself.

you can hear the soft thud of the headboard hitting the wall directly behind your own, and muffled moans following each hit. your older sister had her boyfriend over, and you could hear everything. bedrooms sharing a thin wall and all that. the worst part of all of it is that you’d had a crush on hao for a while before he started dating your sister. he was only about a year older than you and the two of you shared a lot of similar interests. unfortunately, he never knew of your feelings so there was nothing stopping him from entering a relationship with your sister, who he also has plenty in common with.

it’s sad, and you’re jealous, but there’s nothing you can do. they’ve been together for upwards of 18 months, and their relationship is as healthy as can be. they love each other, they don’t argue, they don’t fight, and clearly their physical relationship isn’t suffering either.

as you focus on the sounds in the next room, you allow yourself to close your eyes and imagine. imagining yourself under him, legs wrapped around his waist, ankles locked behind his back, cock buried impossibly far inside you. images of him leaning down to nuzzle your neck flash across your mind, lips brushing the skin before sinking his teeth in to mark you as his. whispers filling your ear about how much he loves you, that he should’ve been with you all this time, that he’s finally going to show you all of the things you’d missed out on. you thought about him smiling lovingly down at you as he fucks you through an earth shattering orgasm, one hand working to rub languid circles over your clit and the other holding your jerking hips down so you feel him – all of him – as he cums so deeply inside you it feels like he’s cumming directly into your womb.

you sigh as you finally slip your hand in your panties. you’re wet already, so the slide of your fingers is almost too easy. slipping two of your fingers in, you start to thrust them immediately, curling them to try to reach that spot that’s difficult to reach on your own. you listened to hao’s moans, trying to burn the sounds into your memory for later. with each moan of his, you try to reach deeper with your fingers, small whines leaving your mouth as you imagine it were his instead. his fingers are so much longer than yours, could probably reach places inside you that you didn’t even know existed. but they’re thick, and you’re not sure if you’d be able to take the stretch if he were to use more than one. you can’t help but whine at the thought, a lot louder than intended.

thankfully, it must not have been too loud, as you continued to hear the regular, repetitive sound of skin on skin. how embarrassing would it be to get caught getting off to your sister’s boyfriend?

“are you going to cum?” hao’s voice comes out muffled, just barely filtering through the wall. he must’ve been whispering, but not quiet enough. you nodded, letting out another breathy whine, as if the question was intended for you. “cum for me, baby.”

you resorted to fucking your hips up against your hand; your two fingers buried inside your dripping cunt and your palm grinding deliciously against your clit as you rolled your hips with a newfound need bringing you near the edge of orgasm. “ah, ah, fuck, ha–o…oh.” your own moans were broken and muffled, needing your free hand to silence you as you continued fucking yourself to finish. the thought of him coaxing an orgasm out of you had you desperately rolling your hips. loud squelching noises could be heard, pussy leaking a continuous pool of arousal, dripping down between your ass cheeks and soaking through your underwear and onto the sheets below your hips. you’re so close, almost there, and then you hear it. the glorious moan, telling that hao himself had just tipped over the edge of ecstasy. your thighs shake as he unknowingly drags you with him. drool drips from the corners of your mouth, hung open in a silent moan.

and once you had come down from your high, you were left in a pit of shame. as always.

it had been a while since you’d seen hao. you figured that maybe he was busy, being in the final year of university and all, and he had to prioritize studying for a while. as opposed to the alternative, which you couldn’t decide if you’d be upset or happy about. your sister has been home a lot more lately – but she would’ve told you if something happened between them. you are sisters, after all, and sisters tell each other everything.

you’re half surprised when the doorbell rings while you’re home alone. you weren’t expecting any guests, so you had no idea who it could be. possibly a neighbor? or a door-to-door salesman? however, you’re delighted to see hao. but again, confused. your sister isn’t home.

“hi, hao.” you greet him with a sweet smile. “my sister isn’t here right now. she went out with our parents to the market. should i call her?”

he smiles back at you and shakes his head. “i know. i guess i’m a little early.” the both of you glance at the clock on the wall. “i was going to take her to dinner tonight. do you mind if i wait for her here?”

hao takes a seat on the sofa, at the end opposite to you. honestly, it was a little awkward. you and hao never really hung out one on one, especially not since he began dating your sister. and you can’t help but feel ashamed to sit, alone, with him, knowing what you had done weeks prior. and a few times before and after that.

it feels like an eternity that you sit in silence, but in reality was only a few minutes. then, hao speaks up. “you know…” he starts. you look at him, politely focusing your attention on him. “i don’t know why you’re acting so shy and innocent.”

your breath hitches in your throat. “w–what do you mean…by that?” had he caught you? he definitely caught you. there’s no way he didn’t.

he moves to sit beside you, leaning close to whisper in your ear despite being the only ones home right now. “i know about your little thing for me.”

“i–i don’t have a thing for you!”

before you can stand up to get away from him, he slings his arm over your shoulder to hold you down. “you don’t have a thing for me? then why is it that every time i come over, i can hear you in your room?” his free hand rests on your knee now. “i hear you moaning my name all the time.”

your face felt hot, skin burning to the touch with embarrassment. you turned away from him, trying to peel away from him without actually moving. as selfish as it is, this is the most physical contact you have ever had with him, and you wish that wasn’t so. his hand that was on your knee moves up further. you watch out of the corner of your eye as he gets dangerously close to the place you need him most. “hao, we can’t–”

“i bet you’re already wet, aren’t you?” you almost let out a pathetic noise. hao watches your face closely, witnessing every facial expression you make. each one that shows the mental battle with yourself. he’s your sister’s boyfriend, for gods sake, just push him away already! but he’s also your crush, and he’s not wrong. you are wet already, just from being in his presence.

“we can’t.”

“why not?” a dark, almost sinister look takes over his face, and before you knew it, you were pressed firmly against the sofa. “you don’t want me to tell your sister that you get off to me every chance you get, do you? that would be bad. and don’t you want to feel the real thing for once?”

you felt small under him. timid, like you were prey and he was the predator that finally cornered you. “i’m a virgin…”

momentarily, he looks shocked. then the smirk is back on his face, fueled by this new information. “even better. you fuck yourself to the thought of me in your virgin pussy. how cute.”

“hao…” you can’t deny that the thought of him taking your virginity, right here and now, arouses you. so, after a little more mental debate, you place your hands on his shoulders. “hao, please. i want you.”

finally, he’s kissing you. in an instant, his lips are on yours and it’s everything you dreamed of and more. his lips are soft, his kiss firm. he parts your lips with his own, and god, it feels so wrong, but a shock of electricity shoots through your body when he brushes his tongue against yours. you grip his shoulders, the fabric of his shirt wrinkling in your hold as you try to pull him closer. he leans further into your touch, making you lie on your back as he hovers over you and deepens the kiss. you’re fully making out with your sisters boyfriend, and it feels good. you want to press your thighs together for some friction at this point, but hao being between them makes it impossible.

hao is between your legs. that’s something that you thought would only appear in your wettest dreams.

you hang your mouth open dumbly, letting hao take control of the kiss entirely. you’d kissed people before, even made out, but none of them were ever your crush. none of them were ever your sisters boyfriend. none of them were ever hao.

“let’s go to your room.” he pulls away from your lips with a smack. “not taking your virginity on this sofa.” he climbs off of you, grabbing your hand to pull you up after him. he’s leading the way to your room, as if he’s been there before, as if he wouldn’t be going past your sister’s room. he kisses you once more, briefly, once he closes the door behind him after entering your room. then he asks “have you ever sucked someone off before?”

you shook your head, and he gently guided you to your knees without a word. when you were face to face with his crotch, you could see how into it he was. he was bulging in his pants, straining against the fabric. you couldn’t help but reach out to cup it. he jolted at the contact, and you giggled. “don’t tease me.” he bites at you. “we don’t have enough time to stall. get to work, baby.”

hao pushes his pants and underwear down to his thighs in one move, speeding up the process a bit. you watch in awe as his cock bobs up and down at the sudden freedom, mouth watering at the size. his hand reaches the back of your head to pull you forward. your closed lips gently pressed against the tip in a kiss and he resisted the urge to force your mouth open. eventually, you did open your mouth, clumsily taking just the tip past your lips. the stretch in your mouth was already almost too much, but you loved it. you suckled what you fit in your mouth, hollowing your cheeks.

unable to wait any longer, hao threads both of his hands in your hair and begins to take control. he starts by pushing you further on his cock, slowly, feeling your throat constrict around him as you try to accommodate the size and intrusion. you’d begun to drool now, mouth opened wide for his fat cock, aiding in the slide of it. pulling back his hips, he holds your head in place and starts to shallowly thrust in your mouth.

you brace your hands on his thighs, lightly digging the tips of your fingers into the skin there as he uses your mouth for his pleasure. you’d seen this in porn before – porn that you fantasized about recreating with hao, so you try to relax your jaw and throat for him. if you can’t get anything else, you could, at the very least, remember the feeling of hao molding your throat to his shape. and that’s enough for you.

hao lets out a strangled sound. “fuck, you sure you’ve never sucked dick before?” he curls his fingers in your hair. “feels good.”

egged on by his reaction, you hollow your cheeks again, creating suction and adding more friction to his movements. the head of his cock drags deliciously against your tongue, leaking salty precum as it does. your clumsy inexperience is new for him; you use arguably too much tongue, eagerly licking and lapping up every drop of precum and saliva dripping, but he likes it. he finds himself near his orgasm much quicker than he’d like to admit and he hates to pull your warm and welcoming mouth off of his cock.

he helps you up to your feet, smiling at you sweetly. and for a moment, you feel your heart flutter. but you quickly realize exactly what it is he’s wanting when he pushes you toward your bed, bending you over against it. you catch yourself with the palms of your hand and look back at hao with your eyebrows furrowed. his sweet smile had a hint of something else now, a twinge of…of evil, almost. more like a smirk than a smile. “what is this?”

“i’m just getting you into position.” he chuckles. “i’m not much of a romance guy. are you taking your pants off or am i?”

you try to stand up, but he harshly pushes you back down. “h–hao! we can’t…you can’t…my sister–”

“now you care about your sister?” he trails his hand up your back, grabbing the back of your neck as he leaned in to speak directly in your ear, making sure you heard it. “if you don’t want her to find out about how you finger fuck yourself listening to the two of us have sex because you have a crush on me, i suggest you stop your nonsense and drop your panties.”

you whimper, but still do as he says, supporting yourself with one hand as the other awkwardly pushes your clothing out of the way. hao gets impatient and yanks them down to your knees, making you squeal st the sudden roughness. he grabs fistfuls of your ass cheeks, jiggling them and pulling them apart to have a view of both of your holes. you know your pussy is soaking wet, pathetically leaking at simply being in hao’s presence. he had such an affect on you, and the anticipation of what’s to come only makes you wetter.

it’s not exactly how you imagined losing your virginity; you always thought it would be more intimate and romantic. dim lights creating a warm and comfortable atmosphere, missionary position to be as close as possible, chests pressed together and kisses and sweet nothing exchanged. this was the exact opposite. your overhead light was on, brightly illuminating the entire room, there was no romance, and you were turned around with your ass in the air instead of having the romantic eye contact you always dreamed of. but you’re not sure if you should complain, because at least it’s with hao.

the thick head of his cock brushes through your folds and it takes everything in you not to wiggle your hips in just the right way to sink yourself on him. he gathers slick arousal on the tip and rubs it all the way to your clit, tapping it a few times to tease you, and repeating. then, after the third time, you feel him line up with your entrance. he grips your hips and gently, slowly starts to push past your virgin hole. the stretch is uncomfortable, it burns a little from the lack of foreplay, but you’re over the moon at the fact that it’s real. the slight sting serves as a reminder that hao is actually there, he’s actually taking your virginity. and that thought distracts you enough for him to push more than halfway inside you.

“fuck,” he moans. the sound sends an electric shock through you, causing you to clench down on him. “so fucking tight. shit.” he pulls out until just the tip is still inside you and forcefully thrusts forward, causing you to nearly lose your footing. you attempt to crawl forward, to put your knee on the bed to keep yourself from falling, but the grip on your hips makes it hard to do so. “don’t fucking run from it.”

you shiver, and you feel like you got impossibly wetter from this. you’re not sure if it’s the fact that you shouldn’t be doing this and the idea of being caught arouses you, or if it’s who you’re doing this with that has you so far gone. all you know is that this is the fastest you’ve ever gotten close to an orgasm and you don’t know how much longer you can hold on.

“god, hao.” you moan. “‘m close, so close, oh my god.”

“me too.” he grunts. “going to cum in this pussy and ruin you for anyone else. fuck. would leave – yes – would leave her for a tight cunt like this any day.”

he’d leave her? for your pussy? for you? that must be the impending orgasm talking, because there’s no way.

he adjusts the angle of his thrusts, now hitting your sweet spot, the spot you often struggle to reach when you’re touching yourself thinking about him. it doesn’t take much longer for you to be reaching your climax, pussy spasming around him and squeezing him so deliciously. he doesn’t last long after that, either, thrusting as deep as he could, fucking his cum into you. you were sure that if you weren’t so meticulous about your birth control, you’d surely be pregnant from it. wouldn’t that be something – letting your sister’s boyfriend take your virginity and get you pregnant in one go?

hao pulls his softening cock out of you. at the sudden emptiness, you whine and your cunt clenches around nothing, only managing to push some of hao’s cum out to drip down the rest of your pussy and to the floor. he admires his handiwork, with you fucked out and now slumped against the bed with your ass still in the air, utterly wrecked and his.

“i’m going to get you a washcloth,” he starts. “then you and i are going to have a talk before your sister gets home.”

immediately, you have questions, but one look back at hao pushes all of them away. you know what he wants. and you know how he’s going to get it, because you’d die before you let your sister find out about whatever was going on between you and hao now, even if that means continuing to sneak around behind her back, letting him fuck you and tell you that you need to let him do it or he’ll tell your sister your little secret.

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