zhoban-blog

[zhoban-blog]

Some people are just not meant to stay, and it will hurt to realize that you were not as important to them as you thought you were.

k.b. // and that's ok too

[zhoban-blog]

[zhoban-blog]

Would it hurt you if died tonight? Would you mourn me? I have a sick feeling you wouldn't.

[zhoban-blog]

You can’t make someone love you if they decide they don’t want to

[zhoban-blog]

how could anyone be attracted to me sexually or physically i hate the way i look, what the fuck??

[zhoban-blog]

[zhoban-blog]

fckin hell i rly am just spending my days waiting for my next fck up

[zhoban-blog]

What I want the most these days is to die.

[zhoban-blog]

Having BPD is like trying to nurse the same wounds every day but no matter what you do they just keep bleeding and the only way out of the pain is to just bleed to death.

[zhoban-blog]

Do you remember what life was like before everything went downhill? Because I don't remember anything. It's like I've always felt bad mentally.

[zhoban-blog]

I long for that feeling to feel nothing at all.

[zhoban-blog]

in a bad mood because im still breathing

[zhoban-blog]

i’ve been a ghost my entire life. what difference would it make if i died.

[zhoban-blog]

I can’t do this anymore. Someone please just end me. Before I do it myself.

[zhoban-blog]

tumblr only toxic for miserable ppl i be on this bitch havin a ball

[zhoban-blog]

I knew you were gonna leave. I fucking knew it. then why am I so heartbroken?

[zhoban-blog]

I just want to not be alive