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[zhyyden]

Story Timee

Five months ago, I met the most incredible person, and my life has been better ever sinceee. And to be upfront he 's the kindest man I've ever met, (aside from Jesus,my father of course🤣) he's the most patient, humble,sweetest 🥹 and easy to be with. (thats why I love him so much🥹) He's my rock, my best friend, and my soulmateee. 💗(I just hope he never change🥹) I am so grateful for the laughter and support that he did, things that make me feel seen and loved in ways I never thought possible . I'm just really excited to see what the future holds for us💗

Rave, my love, 🤣I hope you got time to browse my feed🤠 listen it's the sweetest message 😉 5 months down, forever to go 💗. You're the sunshine in my life, and I'm so grateful to have you. I love you more than words can say. May God continue to bless you and keep you safe. I'm praying for our future together, and I know that with Him guiding us, we'll make it through anything.💗

Iloveyou so much my lovee💗🥹

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📍Casa Solano

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loveeee (ravee) iloveyouu haha gising pako😛 di kita mamention 🥲I hope na nakauwi kanaa 🥹pahinga ikaww , iloveyouuu iloveyouuu 💗💗

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Fridayy

Today was a long day! My mom woke me up at 6 AM to go to the market with her. I was sleepy, but I went along. We bought some mangoes🍋 and bananas🍌 because I'm tired of eating chicken all the time.After the market, we went home and decided on breakfast. I wanted something with soup, so mom ordered goto with puto, which is my favorite! She also made me a burger sandwich for school.Once I got home, I took a bath 🧖‍♀️and got ready. I remembered I had some writing to do, so I asked Saira to help me. She wrote it for me, even though she seemed a bit annoyed.😂When I arrived at school, I realized I was running late, so I just grabbed something to eat. I was craving something sweet, so I looked for a halo-halo vendor near 7-Eleven. Luckily, I found one! The halo-halo was perfect for the hot weather. I also ordered lumpiang gulay, and the vinegar was deliciousss🥹I had some free time before my next class, so I went to the library to continue writing. Then, Jezel messaged me, and we headed to our next class together. We discussed our final exam and what to expect.After school, Sairen messaged me about dinner plans, but I was too tired to join them. I decided to head home and rest instead.When I got home, I did some chores , cleaned the house, washed the dishes, and took a half bath. I was exhausted😵‍💫Later, my family arrived home with dinner Jollibee burgers and Mang Inasal food. They knew I love Jollibee🫣💗I'm grateful for another day and for my family's love. Thank you, Lord, for keeping me safe and alive.🥰

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Thursdayy

I'm lost in words😃super pagoodddd😞 I went sa mga ate sa paharang kahapon kase nanood ako ng finals ni bibo. Kaya halos nalimutan ko na mag tumblr kase bagsak na ko sa super antok. Mag 9 na nag start ang laro bago na natapos so antok talaga. Pero let me share you ang nangyari sa araw ko HAHHAHAH super nakakapagod talaga🥹nung pauwi nako pa san Jose yung driver at dispatcher ng sinasakyan kong jeep talaga nag away pa super takot ko then naiyak ako super oa ko takot ako e na trauma kase naalala ko ang aking tatay,ayoko ng nakakakita ng ganon,pagdating ko sa palengke ng San Jose tumaas ako sa bilihan ng mga school materials may demo ako today and wala pakong nauumpisahan na IM'S nakakaloka, kaya ko ba? nakarating nako sa bahay about mag 12 then nagpalit lang ako nakipagkwentuhan kila sairen dami kase nilang rants about sa bat daw di ko sila sinama pa paharang. Until I started na mag gawa ng IM'S ah ahh ay marami rami nasstress na talaga ako 🥹pero wala dedma lang kase wala nakong choice kundi tapusin na kase 3 time namin. Until nakarating ako sa school mag 4 na nagpaprint pako ang init superr, nakakapagod nga pala🥹😞umuwi kami mga 5 something tapos kasabay ko sila sir Wilson kase liban si sir Riley and then naliliyo ako, so ayokong maging intindihin kaya nung nasa balagtas na nagpaalam ako sa kanila na uuna nako sa kanila may iintayin pako ganyan. Pero umob ob lang akoo habang nagpapakondisyon nag cr ako nasusuka ako na naliliyo na gusto ko na lang humiga pero malayo pako isang jeep pa😣hanggang sa uminom ako ng tubig at nag candy ako naging ayos ayos na sumakay nako ng batrasco byaheng lipa,standee sana ako pero buti na lang pinaupo ako nung guy right next to me na nakaupo at eventually ay nakarating din . Humigop lang ako ng sabaw at nag cp kase gusto kong manood nood and um na realize ko na need ko kumain so kumain ako bukas ulit grabe napapapikit nako . Thank you Jesus, Lord. for helping me survived this day. 💗

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Tuesday

My dayy started with a big clean up 🤣 because the house was a mess😞 Then I had delicious chicken adobo with liverrr, courtesy of Mom's cooking, paired with ripe mango 🥭 reminds me of when I used to eat mango with rice, yummm!😵 After lunch, I freshened up with a bath. Our councilor dropped by to see Mom, but she wasn't home yet, so I prepped some sandwiches and grabbed soft drinks from the store nearby ☕️ to beat the heat. When Mom got back, she brought some helpful stuff for my teaching demo on Thursday 📚. Later, I cleaned up outside, and then my nanny aunt (Grandfather's sister) came over with her family her grandkids are adorable, and I got to give them gentle nips 😂. We had dinner together and that was my day... guess you could say cleaning was the theme 🤣, maybe a bit dull, but family time made it special 🫣🫤🥹

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Mondayyy

Election Dayyy, After all, I would say "okay" 🤣even if I was dying from disappointed for those some winning senators 😞To talk about how I feel, I'm getting better because I always have Jesus. I'm no longer looking for that person, I think I healed already after all this time. I always choose to trust the Lord Jesus. I was born here on earth without my permission and knowing🤣surely there He is who exactly knew my purpose. Confident enough to let Him do what He want but trusting Him more than enough that He will never leave me nor forsake me or even abandon me. Thank you Jesus , I speak life , a long life over this body of mine , my mum, relatives, siblings, also your people. Goodnight,🥰I still have class tomorrow🤓

Btw! we dated our mum this day😁it was good because there we have bibo and zcy, our boys in the fam. We had so much fun as we extended our celebration for mother's day. Goodnighty night gotta sleep 😞🤣

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Sunday,

I was so tired Jesuss🥺as much as possible ayoko po talaga mag rants pero nakakapagod po super 🥹physically and emotionally 🥺ganito po pala ang buhay? ang mabuhay? habang tumatagal narerealize kopo kung ganito kahirap magsurvived. So much disappointments, pain 🥺I am praying for you to guide me Jesus, to pick me up. Even if I don't deserved it🙁Im thinking a bunch of things Jesus, I shouldn't ,but I keep on. Help me see the light of your love🥹To tell you the story of how my day went . I was busy this morning ,kinda tired because I have to clean repeatedly. We do have some visitors. Including our grandfather sister's , my nannyy , she's not comfortable sleeping on foam bed so since she's planning to slept at home because tomorrow is the election, we went to the available and near department store in our town, to buy folding bed. I was just so tired🥹and sleepy already so yea byeee🤣🥹

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Happy Saturdayy🤩I didn't attend Sabbath. 😞I hope the Lord extent His understanding beyond my reasons🥹 It's really hard to balance my academic schedule to God's day. I don't know🥹I felt bad for not knowing clearly 🫤😞Im not gaslighting my responsibility and shortcomings😞I'm really humble enough to be aware that recently I wasn't fulfilling the works I had for the Lord🥹sorry Jesus I know that words isn't what you need 🥹but my works🥹Ive felt bad😞On the another hand you still blessed me with another day 🥹and to talk about it. It was really good🤩I dated my mumm. I treated her a little. We both pampered , did some foot and nail cleaning, we also ate Filipino dish at the same time I craved for lomi so I ordered as well. I also bought her some kitchen utensils at home, shower curtain and stuffs that she wanted. It's so satisfying to see her enjoying simple time with me🥹. I bought her a piece of rose as well since tomorrow is mother's Day🤩good to saw that she liked it🥹we ate ice cream as well before we got home🤩Happy mum's day best mama!🥹I love you beyond my words and actions 🥺can't wait na i treat ka pa sa mas better and expensive na paraan at bagay🥹

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It's fridayyy🤠 nasa turnover dapat ako pero tinamad na mee. I prefer to rest and isolate myself. The crowd is not really for me.Buti na lang talaga si jezel sinasabayan ako sa lahat , so nung nalaman nya na hindi nako aattend e di na din daw sya🥲 She is really my friend 🥹 This morning I went sa market to buy some ingredients for pasta kase want ni toto na magpasta for picnic lunch.And so I went immediately with toto (my youngest brother) I also took him na din sa Barber shop and the funny thing while nasa shop kame ay pinapatawa ko sya habang ginugupitan so super natatawa sya 🥲 We went home din agad after namin mag ice cream. Until maghapon,i sang 🎤lang and practice piano🎹 until turn out to be really not in a good mood as dawn shown because I witnessed my mum having an arguments with my granny. I hate it whenever my mum was being disrespected. 😞I always think of getting so much better in life so I could afford bringing my mum out of this toxic families. But no hard feelings toward them, I always chose to understand and forgive. Because I will gain nothing to hate them. I praise the Lord Jesus for letting me see another day.🩷

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Thursday na namann ,🤠 meaning i have to be alone coss I'm with first year pip. I walk pauwi mga mag 8 na din kase labas namin 7 exactly .I walk along palabas with Sir Rileyy and he gave me this ensaymada 🥹 Nagdemo kase sya and super dami nyang dalang things so I insist na samahan sya pauwi,walking distance lang naman yung dorm nya so I decided na samahan sya plus Sir Riley little did you know is my bff tuwing Thursday talaga sya ang lagi kong kasabay,katsismisan kase I have no one to talk to except him, he's second year kaya same were both irregular and we share common personality,visions plus he has boyfriend kaya ang dali din naming nagkasundo. After I arrived sa San Jose I decided to took my dinner na din sa labas because I wanted to rest na agad pag dating sa bahay . I ordered this rice with chicken poppers na buffalo flavor,super favorite ko to. I also bought banana , fav ko din talaga etong ipartner sa kanin. While kumakain, I enjoyed the quiet and comforting weather sa place na kinainan ko. I was so fulled. Thank you Lord sa panibagong araw na pinursue mo na naman akong magpatuloy🥹

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cute,dinalhan ako ng crush ko🫣alam talaga gusto ko🥲

thank you loveee🥹

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parang kelan lang napasa ko assestment tas eto nasa interview na tayo which is napasa ko den, thank you Lord! 🥹

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worth it ang halos hindi ko pagtulog ng isang araw. Salamat Lord!!

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where's my vampire boyfriend??? 🫠AAAAAAH rewatching twilight made me sick. I'm literally trying to finish my novel. I already have my synopsis and so I thought I deserved to treat myself by watching this again. This just really made me forget bout so much personal works.

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natawa akoo sa prof koo, super non chalant ko nga pala talaga ,na-realize ko den na hindi ako marunong manuyo 🥹 HAHAHAH di ko magawang magreply sa gc, never talaga ako mapapachat sa gc, lalo na pag alive ang conversation, idk how to maintain

sorry po absent dami lng pong prob hehe