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We haven't been really active with this blog because a few months after our host change our system got really soupy, everyone other than Alex seemed to go dormant, and we finally now might be forming new headmates. So things have been on flux and honestly I have no clue what's going on, I just work here. Maybe when things settle we'll update things and start posting here again.

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i don't even write. i just vibe until a character shows up and yells at me.

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I very much buy into the headcanon that The Doctor's sexual orientation changes with regeneration but at the same time that is such a funny idea. Imagine surviving a near death experience and suddenly you like men now.

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“humankind has always been evolving and we’re always changing and growing” true, I’m not even the same person I was one tumblr post ago

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Plurality in Media: Their mind...shattered. A warzone of fractured identities. One, a ruthless killer, cunning, cold, always lurking just beneath the surface. The other, a fragile soul, wracked with guilt and powerless to stop the horrors committed by their own hands. At any moment, a voice, not their own, whispers dark thoughts. A mirror cracks. A flicker in the eyes. "Who are you talking to?" they ask. The camera zooms in. A pause. “Myself,” they say, deadpan, as the ominous strings swell. A chair flies across the room. A bloodied journal is discovered. The evil alter has a name, and it’s definitely a noun or adjective. Meanwhile, the "good" personality trembles, clutching a stuffed animal from their childhood, whispering "he made me watch…I couldn’t stop him…” Psychologist: “You’re not just one person anymore…you never were.” Cut to black. Gunshot.

Plurality, personal lived experience: [Trying to focus on something] uh huh, yeah bud you're right, that is so true, corn tortillas are made from corn.

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carl sagan said in contact that one measure of a relationship's intimacy is in how many of each person's sub-personas can see and commune with each other. and that hit. do you wanna see if our inner children want to play together 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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hey did you know that whenever you want you can decide to stop being an idea and begin to be a whole and tangible person. but watch out

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oh sure when actors playing a character with DID or otherwise acting as multiple people in one body switch between alters on screen they're "such a talented actor" and you "get chills" but when I, actual diagnosed DID system, switch in front of you, it's "scary and unnerving" and you "no longer know how to talk to me".

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oh so you thought existing only to perform a soulless office job was bad. how about existing only to go to the dentist. how about existing only in planes. how about existing only to perform stupid and repetitive yet socially expected tasks. how about existing only to withstand every unpleasant thing that somebody else decided to go without

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i am not the same person i was 37 seconds ago

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“Headmates need to be miserable all the time 24/7!!!” actually headmates need delicious homemade Mac-n-cheese

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this sucks so bad im gonna (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health) divide my personality into different characters and solve personal dilemmas by having debate-style discussions with them

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Puppet-strings-style possesing entity with a influence strength of 1 so the vessel just drags the entity along like its the owner of a really strong and easily excited dog.

"haha! You are my vessel now you must do my bid- wait where are you going wait wait wait wait wai-"

HEKPLP ME WAIT THAT'S SO FUNNY

OBSESEED WITH THIS

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I think that fundamentally everyone has a chuuni seed inside them waiting to be freed. It's kind of the whole point

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Shout-out to systems who have inconsistent memories due to amnesia. Shout-out to systems who can remember some things one day but cannot the next. Shout-out to systems slowly recovering memories. Shout-out to systems trying to piece together traumatic or otherwise stressful memories different alters hold. Shout-out to systems who once had little amnesia but now struggle with a lot.