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no puedo enojarme ni ponerme triste ni nada ñq enseguida soy una kierda aa pero hos podes gritar desde el otro lado del mundo y tenes novio tenes amigos tenes plata tenes pibes arras tuyo TENES TODO y yo sigo sin nada pq lo poco que tengo que es mi forma de sentir tampoco me la permitis tener

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es increíble como todos oueden enojarse y tener carácter y tener sus días y enseguida apenas lo hago yo y decido ser un poco mierda todo el mundo empieza a hablar de que tengo un carácter d mierda y que soy re pesada aaa pero bien que cuando cierro el orto y dejo q me traten como un perro me aman y soy la más tierna literalmente no puedo ni siquiera ENOJARME o estar triste pq enseguida algo anda mal

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I’m always the other girl. I’m the one that’s not liked. Or ugly. Or weird. Or odd. Or socially dead. I’m the one you don’t want to be. The one that’s whispered about behind her back. THe one that’s ignored. That’s overlooked. That’s hated. That’s teased. That’s mocked. That’s isolated. The Other Girl. I don’t want to be, but I’m her. Every single time.

For once, just once. I just want people to see me as her. The one that’s liked. That’s loved. That’s pretty. That’s admired. That everyone wants to be around. That’s wanted. That you laugh with and not at. I just want to be her, and not the other girl.

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I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

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small portions >> big fattening portions

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「Editorial」 ARC-20-18-08

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“Tableau Piège” by Daniel Spoerri

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「Editorial」 ARC-20-18-08

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TW THINSPO.

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Some of my favs 🙂

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Just some encouragement to keep going- I needed it myself this week!

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Unlimited Power

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Bitches make their whole personality based on their Ed and then deny they have one

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It's me I'm bitches

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“nothing tastes as good as skinny feels”

— lol i still really like this quote, idk it hits differently

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Me after every meal ever