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if youre gonna sell my data at least compinsate me for it

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gosh i wanna die now

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my friend is mad at me for doing something he did to me a week ago

i feel like i have to constantly walk around egg shells with him even though hes mean to me all the time

like its fine whenever he does anything but the minute i do something similar to him that draws the line

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itd be so nice to not feel shitty for one second

my gosh kill me now

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people who are super talented right off the bat at art piss me off so bad

like okay good for you you dont have to be like "im 13 and i draw like THIS😎" every time you post

pmo

pmo

pmo

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theres no way to tell if my period makes me more emotional cause im always super depressed and disphoric

only difference is im more disphoric and extreamly uncomfortable

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i hope i can escape my scoliosis before it gets way worse

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why have therapy when you can write shitty identical lyrics

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i wish this was a dream and i woke up in a fantasy story

i dont want a main or side character or anything i just hate it here so much and want to be able to escape

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if im being so honest id probably be trans nonbinary if people didnt see being nonbinary as a inbetween of male and female

i dont like gender and often wish i could be no gender but from my prespective it seems like most people see gender as a line

female ----------nb-----------male

but i REALLY REALLY hate the thought of someone seeing me as or thinking of me as a girl or anywhere close to being a girl like a mix of girl and boy

like i wanna express myself beond the box that is gender so bad but im being held back

i feel like alot of cis people see it as like if youre not trying to be hyper masc/hyper fem as a trans person than youre not really trans

i wish society wasnt so gender focused cause im drowning in my own skin

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everything is always pissing me off cuz im in the middle of a depressive episode

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sigh my cuts are still irritated cuz i accidentally rubbed a shirt against them 3 hours ago

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who wanna kill me and my immediate family

my god i hate them all

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someone here smells like the guy who raped me and its making me feel very nauseous

GRRRRRRR GO TO ANOTHER BUS STOP

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someone pls run me over

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i wish i lived in a fantasy world

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i need to kyill myself neow

i feel so dooky and theres not much options for me to eat and im in pain GRRRRRR