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How has it been since October and not a day has gone by that I don’t think of you? 4 months since we’ve spoken. 4 months of complete and total hell. I miss you. But why? You had nothing but awful things to say about me. Why do I still feel you? Why do I keep seeing all these things that remind me of you? Why am I seeing consecutive numbers? Why am I waking up randomly from dreams of you that feel to real to be a dream. I can feel your touch. Your kiss. Everything. If the universe is sending you back please just come back already. If not get the hell out of my head and let me heal from you. Although I don’t think I ever will.

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I guess I’ll just be here continuously missing you everyday endlessly hoping one day we can get back to where we were. I still mean what I said. Every word of it. I always will.

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You disappeared again. Except this time I truly don’t know why. And it’s killing me. I miss you so god damn much.

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Long distance relationship is like

*goodmornings* *mismatched schedules* *facetiming and doing our own things* *falling asleep on calls* *goodnights* *I miss you* *I love you* *Going days without proper conversations* *insecurities* *crying and fighting* *still loving each other*

And I would still do all of this with you.

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of course I miss you

it’s all I do.

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"Sometimes I just have to stop, close my eyes and hug you, even if it's only in my mind."

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I don’t even have words tonight. Some nights it’s like we’re undyingly connected, others it’s like we’re on different planets from each other. I’m so confused and lost in this connection. And all I want is you. Question is do you want me?

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I don't force a conversation even though I really want to talk to you.

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I don't think you understand or know how hard it is for me not to message you

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When you can physically feel your heart breaking dropping into a bottomless hole that's what true heartbreak is and it fucking hurts so much

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I hope in your head, you see me instead cause you've been in mine everyday since then.

Lookalike // Conan Gray

[zombiezomm]

When you got tired of my melody, you removed me from your play list. You sing to a different song now and have forgotten the lyrics to my soul.

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I miss

waking up

to your

good mornings.