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listen i don’t know how detailed i actually want the pages on the blog but …. sigma’s being moved to @reccalled along w a few other muses! 

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listen i don’t know how detailed i actually want the pages on the blog but …. sigma’s being moved to @reccalled along w a few other muses! 

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listen i don’t know how detailed i actually want the pages on the blog but …. sigma’s being moved to @reccalled along w a few other muses! 

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listen i don’t know how detailed i actually want the pages on the blog but …. sigma’s being moved to @reccalled along w a few other muses! 

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listen i don’t know how detailed i actually want the pages on the blog but .... sigma’s being moved to @reccalled along w a few other muses! 

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the most fun thing abt if I made an ovw multi is that I could bring bob back

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Sitting in the break room at work, waiting for my fiancee to get done w her shift, kinda wanna make a Hanzo blog,

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also sidenote im writing a mchnzo fic and ive got 15k and ive forgotten how much i enjoy writing both of those boys

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hey guess what guys my fiancee and i are all moved out and safe and settled ( tho we still have half a storage shed to move into the new place but we have another few days for that ) 

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so, to anyone curious abt my abscence and my situation / why i’ve been so sick:

our roommate met a guy. 

guy smokes weed and cigarettes nearly constantly. i have asthma. my fiancee has schizophrenia, and weed puts her schizophrenia into hardcore mode, putting her into psychosis episodes for long periods where i have to dedicate my time to taking care of her and making sure she doesn’t hurt herself.

we’ve told our roommate about this. she’s watched it happen. she doesn’t care and pulls the victim card of ‘you guys never let me be happy’. we’ve told her the weed smoke can kill our bird. she doesn’t care. i have had bronchitis pretty much steadily since the guy started coming around. it sucks.

one of our other roommates moved out because of this situation. two of our roommate’s friends have decided to cut her out of their lives. my fiancee and i don’t have the money to put down to move out right now, or else we’d already be out.

we can’t get it through our roommate’s head that she’s quite literally affecting our physical and mental health with this, and has ultimately decided to let this homeless, refusing-to-get-a-job, telling my fiancee her medication is poison, weed smoking jerk live with us. rent free. 

i’m honestly at a loss for what to do. :’) i haven’t been able to breathe well since all this started. i’ve had more close to asthma attack moments this past month than i have had all year. 

so, yeah. that’s my situation. 

i’ve been coping with it, but i haven’t properly written anything in a while even though writing is usually my go-to for stress relief. kinda tired of this whole thing. 

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Sorry for the lazy mobile posting but I'm very tired. Have my discord. ♥️

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Y'know, I should just put this blog ( and all my blogs ) on an informal semi hiatus. My mental health ( and physical health, actually... ) is taking a severe nosedive and I just ... I need time to rest and I can't get it. I'm tired, guys. So tired.

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The disaster gay dating app experience.

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Sigrold week 1. Beginnings / Universe

“I am Charon for your Pluto”

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Sorry I'm not around a lot lately! I want to write but I'm terribly burnt out and need to rest.

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Thank u Boris for this gift of info

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back to drawing sigma