zyzennie

[zyzennie]

I miss you, mi cariño,♡

❝ 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙧.❞

[zyzennie]

[zyzennie]

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❝What's my guilty pleasure? The thing is, I never feel guilty about pleasures.❞ ― Tom Hiddleston

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[zyzennie]

⁀➷ ❝I was falling falling down but nothing ever gets me high like this.❞

⁀➷❝I pick my poison and it's you...❞

⁀➷❝Bittersweet ecstasy that you got me in. It`s you, babe.❞

[zyzennie]

Playlist: -You`re slowly falling in love, and they are everything you could think of on a cozy day. Tuck in between your blanket, hugging your pillows while imagining scenarios with them as butterflies swirl around your stomach.-

"You have this effect on me. Effects that made me feel things that no one ever could. Gosh, I think I`m falling for you."

"It`s worse than drugs, but it`s heavenly pleasing. It feels like a dream."

[zyzennie]

MasterList | Zyzennies

→ Angst-  ❄ | Smut-  ❊ | Fluff- ϟ

. * .·.  . ✧:. ·. NCT 127  ღ

Jung Jaehyun

ღ Anagapesis | ❄,  ❊

ღ  Bubbly |  ϟ

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Johnny Suh 

ꕥ  Treacherous 01. |  ❄,  ❊,  ϟ

ꕥ Treacherous 02. |  ❄,  ϟ

ꕥ  Stickwitu |  ϟ

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Kim Jungwoo

ღ Constant Love (Up to you) | ❄,  ❊,  ϟ

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Kim Doyoung

ꕥ Him & I | ❄,  ❊,  ϟ

ꕥ  To the bone |  ϟ

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Nakamoto Yuta

ღ Flashlight |  ❄,  ϟ

. * .·.  . ✧:. ·. NCT DREAM  ღ

Mark Lee

ꕥ 8 Letters  | ❄

  ꕥ Heartbreak Playlist | ❄

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Na Jaemin

ღ Photograph |  ❄

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Lee Haechan

ꕥ  Faded |  ❄

. * .·.  . ✧:. ·. WAYV ღ

Qian Kun 

ღ When I was your man  | ❄

    ღ Heartbreak Playlist | ❄

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Lucas Wong 

ꕥ Grenade  | ❄

ꕥ Heartbreak Playlist | ❄

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Xiao Dejun

ღ Cheating on you  | ❄

  ღ Heartbreak Playlist | ❄

✧˖°࿐- Zyzennies/Zephyr Biodata ღ

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Faded | L. Haechan

Faded | gradually grow faint and disappear.

Warnings: None.

Word count: 937

Disclaimer: All Characters and events in this story even those based on real people are entirely fictional.

Camera's clicking, and flashing towards them. The crowd getting loud. You feel like your heartbeat skips every second you catch a glimpse of his face.

You swore that you would never feel anything for him after the night. No hate, no love, but now that you are close to him, you feel a pang of pain. Haechan can see you. His emotionless eyes darting at your standing figure as he walked closer to you.

Even just for the last time, he wants to make you feel love. One last time he wants to show it publicly that he cares. Despite of months not talking, no proper goodbye, cold nights, overthinking. Your eyes meeting his, the love you shared together for years, come flashing back like a clap of thunder. Now, it reminds you that you're the person he failed to keep.

You don't wanna know if he's loving her like he used to love you. Don't wanna know if he pulls her closer to him when she feels unsafe. Don't wanna know if they do the same things you used to do with each other.

"Babe, give it back!" You chase after Haechan as the two of you run in circles around the living room.

"No, give me a kiss first!" He said back.

"I swear, Lee Haechan. I will count one to three if you don't hand me back my phone-" before you could finish what you were about to say, you were back hugged by your boyfriend of 3 years, making you stumbled on the couch. You landed on his lap, lips dangerously close to one another. You held eye contact for about minutes before he took the courage to speak up.

"Y/n, will you marry me?" You were taken aback by his question, making you froze in your position. "No, not like that— I mean in the future..." Haechan reached for your right hand, slipping a beautiful ring on your finger.

"I promise to marry you, my princess" he planted a kiss on the top of your hand as you cupped his cheeks, landing your lips to his, sharing one passionate kiss.

"I love you. You mean the world to me..." You said while your thumbs caress his cheeks with a glint of happiness in his eyes.

That night was the exact night where things also come crashing down. You wish you could have said no. You wish you could turn back time, but it's too late. Everything already changed. Pain, betrayal, tears. Everything that happened didn't hurt you physically, but it wounded you mentally. Cruel isn't it? Being one of his fans, being his girlfriend, being just another fan in the crowd.

Yes, it's you. You should've seen this coming from the start before everything started. His last words with you hit you like a truck. That's when you knew that you're scared to face the reality, but you have to.

"H-Haechan?" Taking a deep breath, a lump forms in your throat as you waited for him to speak through the phone. Your eyes looking at the flashing news in front of you. Tears starting to form in your orbs, hugging your knees to pull yourself together.

"Y/n, I'm sorry..." That was all he could say? News flashing in front of you was your boyfriend confirming that he has a relationship with another woman. Can you blame him? Your relationship with him wasn't even known publicly.

"I tried, I tried to refuse, but they won't let me. If I turn down the offer, I will lose my career." You can hear his sobs from the other side, scared of his next words. Haechan loves you, he truly does, but he's selfish to leave you.

"It'll end like this for us, my princess. I'm just your Idol and not your man in the end." Haechan broke down into tears as he said those words to the woman he promised to give the world to. You heave a sigh, looking up at your ceiling, needles stinging your heart with your tears flowing down carelessly.

"You're right, You're too high for me to reach— I'm no one to have you like I wish..." You sob in between the words, the back of your hands covering your mouth.

"I love you, our paths with each other end here. I will admire you from afar..." The phone call ended with the two of you looking at each other's cold bedside. The warmth that two broken hearts can never feel again.

Haechan leaned the back of his head on the wall. Throwing his phone on the mirror, the glasses shattering into pieces just like what he did to your heart.

You're now in front of a stranger that your heart knew very well. Sharing eye contact as the memories come flashing back, the memories that you shared with the one you used to call yours, but now just a part of your story where the chapter has ended.

"Till, next time" he offered you his hand, which you gladly shook.

"Till, next time..." You nodded with a smile at him, which he gives back warmly before walking past you. Another heartbreak, this time with a proper goodbye.

Maybe they are really meant for each other, but not in this life. Maybe it will be the stars that will hold their memories as they started off again as strangers like they once were, hoping that in another life, it will be both of them in each other`s arms. Like other stories, theirs come to an end in a way they never expected it to be.- Zephyr

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Photograph | N. Jaemin

Warnings: Argument, cheating, mention of pregnancy, major character death.

Word Count: 1.5k

Requested: Yes | @kpoppavedtheway​

Disclaimer:  All Characters and events in this story even those based on real people are entirely fictional.

 Looking up in the blossom tree, you miss him. It`s been a month since the two of you didn`t see each other. You miss his hugs, kisses, cuddles, and especially his smile. He decided to have a cool off in your relationship. Feeling bad because he can`t give you the attention and love that you want as his Girlfriend.

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To The Bone | K. Doyoung

Warnings: None.

Word Count: 679 

Disclaimer: All characters and events in this story even those based on real people are entirely fictional.

“Hey, Doie are you free tonight? it`s our Friday night” asking your best friend while clinging your arms to his as usual but today every little thing he does seems to send you butterflies. You can`t take your eyes off him today. This is the last day of his 3 months of trying to get your heart after he pulled you away from your date and confessed his feelings for you.

“Of course, do you mind if I go first? I really need to go somewhere Uhm… I`ll see you later” His awkwardness makes you smile softly without knowing but you stare at him slightly tilting your head to think of something.

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Stickwitu | S. Johnny

Warnings: None.

Word Count: 626

Disclaimer: All characters and events in this story even those based on real people are entirely fictional.

Johnny`s hand sneaks around your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder, still sleepy. His schedule is free today, and he decided to spend it with you, his wife. Mumbling sweet words to your ears while you add the breakfast to the plate for the two of you to eat, but there is something more for him that you have and not just a breakfast.

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Him & I | K. Doyoung

Ending the previous chapter, opening the new one. No matter what the plot of your life is. He will always be the reason why you stay.

Warnings: Toxic relationship, cheating, arguments, mention of alcohol, physical violence, betrayal, seduction, manipulation, swearing, mention of sexual activities, sexual and suggestive themes, pregnancy.

Word Count: 6k 

Disclaimer:  All Characters and events in this story even those based on real people are entirely fictional.

“Cross my heart, hope to die To my lover, I’d never lie” first vows and the last vows.

“Until death do us part” wrath, rage, and passive. Mask off, eyes shooting daggers.

Will those feelings change?

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Flashlight | N. Yuta

Warnings: Swearing.

Word Count: 1k

Requested: Yes | Anon

Disclaimer:  All Characters and events in this story even those based on real people are entirely fictional.

Remembering the time he helped you in the middle of the pouring rain at your lowest time, remembering the time he lifted you up when you needed someone the most. He`s the one who helped you to get through those times, introducing you to his worst and darkest life giving knowledge about the things you didn`t know. He`s the guy everyone warns you about until the day he leaves you without goodbyes, avoids you without knowing the reason.

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Bubbly | J. Jaehyun

Warnings: None. 

Word Count: 721

Disclaimer:  All Characters and events in this story even those based on real people are entirely fictional.

“I love you Jung” starting your day by annoying Jaehyun also known as someone you like and every each of his friend which is also your friends know it but you`re too far for his liking.

-I’ve been awake for a while now You’ve got me feeling like a child now

“Get a life” Not liking his coldness towards you, you decided to tease him more.

“But you`re my life though” you whisper before he turns to face you, putting his phone in the pocket of his black jeans.

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04: When I Was Your Man

Warnings: None.

►Part of Heartbreak Playlist

Word Count: 691

Disclaimer: All characters and events in this story even those based on real people are entirely fictional.

It`s the same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now. is this what you always feel when he comes home late? is this what you feel when he chose to spend the night with his business partners instead of showing up to your birthday? realizing that the food you cooked for him gets cold just like your relationship with him grew colder.

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03: 8 Letters

Warnings: Swearing, a cut on Y/n`s foot.

►Part of Heartbreak Playlist

Word Count: 562 

Disclaimer: All characters and events in this story even those based on real people are entirely fictional.

You called me, I showed up, I called you, you ignore me. In the corner of his room by himself, alone and crying staring at the ceiling every time he closes his eyes it`s always you. You`re the one he always sees in his mind.

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02: Grenade

Warnings: Swearing, brief mention of alcohol usage, and the word “fucking”. Click the picture for better quality.

►Part of Heartbreak Playlist

Word Count: 737

Disclaimer: All characters and events in this story even those based on real people are entirely fictional.

You called him, you needed him last night, you`re so foolish to think that he will love you back and care for you. He finally gets her back just like he wants, is that the reason why he`s setting you aside, pushing you away, ignoring and forgetting you? you`re so tired of loving him, so tired of understanding him when he can`t even do the same to you.

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01: Cheating On You

Warnings: None.

► Part of Heartbreak Playlist

Word Count: 847

Disclaimer: All characters and events in this story even those based on real people are entirely fictional.

Different night, same argument. Why did we become like this? we did everything to work this out but the spark is not the same anymore.

“She`s just a friend and nothing else why can`t you understand that!?”

you`re spewing the same thing again. Sometimes I want to ask you if this relationship still means something to you but I`m scared to let go. Am I selfish that I want to keep you for myself?

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