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The knife and .22-caliber Ruger MK III handgun 17-year-old T.J. Lane discarded on the side of the road near the scene of his arrest after fatally shooting three students at Chardon High School in Ohio on February 27, 2012.

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sol pais

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long time no see. haven't logged into this thing in a while.

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i’m going to write jodi a letter… i’ve decided 100% now.

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i’m subscribed to jodi’s substack and she said in her last post that she’s going to start a memoir. very excited.

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“I sit here all alone. I am always alone. I don’t know who I am. I want to be something I can never be. I try so hard every day. But in the end, I hate myself for what I’ve become. … I am strong, but my head just doesn’t work right. I know I should be happy with what I have, but I hate living. … I am so full of rage that I feel I could snap at any moment. I think about it everyday. Blowing the school up or just taking the easy way out, and walk into a pep assembly with guns. In either case, people that are breathing will stop breathing. … It is clear that no one will help me. Oh God, I am so close to killing people. So close.” -Kipland Philip Kinkel

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watched elephant why was it kinda shit

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First photograph of an electric chair execution. Taken by Tom Howard, 1928.

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wake and bake complete ✅

it's almost 4/20... a day reserved for hitting the bong while also watching columbine documentaries

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“My eyes hurt. They hurt so bad. They feel like they are trying to crawl out of my head. Why aren’t I normal? Help me. No one will. I will kill every last mother fucking one of you. The thought of you is still racing in my head. I am too drunk to make sense.” -Kip Kinkel

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thinking about writing a letter to jodi....... i've thought about doing it for months. but i don't even know what i'd say haha.

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sign that cho taped to a door at norris hall

"With the locks and chains, he chained the three main entrance doors shut and placed a note on one, saying that attempting to open the door would cause a bomb to explode."

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