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IN PARALLEL

A word choice like plethora

still reminds me of diving within

a thousand pisces

of ceaseless reminders

of you.

- piercing eyes & water offerings

to fire, menthol smoke

a lingering aromatic.

missing time at sea.

drifting messages within a bottle

picking up assurances in distances;

fulfilling whispers in closures,

reconciling naively.

a west breeze was wishful

coinless transactions - thrown

a part of a fountain unpictured.

the hours before,

were the countless we chased.

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difference near, same distance

pair constant I wake surely same, strength in you now continue, with fire © (AGDP) 2009-2018

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other’s word’s saved

"understand, all here are proud" (December) "rare, beautiful mind" (Frequent) "what is your relation to" (Immediate) "flowers" (Years) "have diverse friends" (Lifetime) "cannot believe" (Moment) "must be selfish now" (Recent) your face says it all, (July) © (AGDP) 2009-2017

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p&q

waiting cause' i was able to, i mean i'm fully capable of cooking - it's an art form after all but that's the dilemma - able, and capable strikingly similar but so very different, yet "chained" yet I stood there, arms crossed, not in defense but rather a comfortable position. & an elderly man, lumbering gait with vitiligo running from his feet cause gravity planted character, was greater than his immunity - comes up to me, "are you the owner" (in a delicate tone) "no I said politely" - with an apologetic glance perhaps it's the bald, iridescence glow of my crossed arms & defensive double helix arms - but that's just not my DNA yet his was on full display wrapped in plastics bags & aged hands so he must have saw beyond this physical type with penetrating microscopy & asked me to purchase: fish crackers, cracklings, or some fried goodness - identifiable soul food, but I didn't want to buy & waste. thanking , & apologetically declining he moved on, but I continued to wait for my "take-out" order (thinking to myself in arrangements of medical signs & symptoms what was he suffering, systemic, was it chronic?) yet the shift in mentality I try to practice became objective that moment, when I remembered one of my character pivots, to not comment on a blue box mac & cheese, appreciating time not directed by the box. minute hands later, receipt paid, and change received all the change I had, in lieu consciously with rouleau mirrored gestures flattered just as the metal recoiled it's sound to the table he grabbed my hand, care tinted to my skin & face as if to push pin my able memory, that holding is the difference with capability © (AGDP) 2009-2016.

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prime meridian

a quiet rise of serenity thru whirl window light prejudices: caste chasing competitions faux pas & hipocritical souls natural defense, versus thinking reverse - verse of violence serve, averse a life disturbed, rapport for broken news breaking innocence & plates - shattered pieces self interests, become mass interests blind, begin to incite insight but it's all a few with power & pride against fierce output forces of heart © (AGDP) 2009-2016.

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repetition over details

partially dual, jokingly to yourself sliced cake, jointed with chances of dislocation half justified - you continued flash cards ravished for her whole quartered part filled with wakened delight three in one , softly chewn starts epiphanies, & a thousand pieces was always on my mind, her distance drew watered canals, strong hands awe watching storms, & old-fashioned glances trend was that point A & B passive, pessimist, wait & see but careful awaited predictions islands, closer, hopeful, time has shown murmurs within whales of nots, knots - breeze hoisted sails compassed , firm realizations over split signs of fishes & twins © (AGDP) 2009-2016.

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continuous

this child, won't ever stop joking pointing out the colors - they won't cease asking questions , hoping for clear answers won't stop reading, thinking and loosing sleep's interviews lapsed-time will not stop teaching, mentoring those around the way you were remembered because you never stopped © (AGDP) 2009-2016.

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sinigang

sometimes it’s good to compare, otherwise, truances of self are not cared

my thinking is as immense as my immagination that’s why i let my guard down, from stagnation

i poured water, to seed soil, within pasture but the return, was not as organic, as the first

my thinking, is as immense as my observation that’s why i let my guard down, from expectation

i poured soul, to her, within my posture but what I invested, was too short, too far, to last.

you probably won’t know - but you’re too smart i wouldn’t be surprised - & perhaps I was dimwitted to see your chess games - & feminite signs but I had hope from ache - while yours hasn’t healed

it’s all perspectives, I provided mine but sometimes a letter is read - & not replied

i’ll take this as lesson, and not a loss because i know eventually, i’ll gain a friend - romanticism is too short, to be lost, and have loss. taking in steps, i hope for you, as chance was for me.

it’s all attractions, gravities between thankfully i sat lightly, or a bit harshly.

for an overview effect, of qualities to eye, already within my view, just focused thanks to you.

my intentions were half-justified; we objectively imparted. for like you, as was I - unreleased from our past departed.

© (AGDP) 2009-2016.

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10,950

it all starts with days - making it about numbers minutes & hours, the stays & ways oh! how we love to count, the statistical

but we love to count on mathematics as a reflection, of our shift in averages the means, & celebrate our outliers counting off our per / cents, & deviations

the minuses, we face are our crosses multiple problems, yield dividends

when we reach early milestones we celebrate. when we reach later metrics we celebrate the emotion of the days

the days are our numbered emotions. we love to make it numerical, & contrast we celebrate our differences, that’s the dynamic but age is all relative - to rings of a tree

the tourtise moves slow, but we move fast celebrate the moments, let them move slow

cause everyday are pieces, & peaces of a year that is my 2AM

happiness in pieces & peaces.

© (AGDP) 2009-2016.

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half justified

initially, if she read this it would be - half justified at first glance, etymology peeked our curiosity, a new

mind blocked, playing the same tricks rabbits, jumping cards, the full act assistant, distraction - glimmer of the eye vanish, the act gone over the audience

replaying the miss steps no, every move articulate, planned reactions calculated, smiles, laughs, and awes the cutness of the rabbit, - pulling on the legs

on to the next show, curtains close, silences another day, but muses looked both ways

and as did i bad timing, perfecting time to veil different directions but maybe faith crossing, to reveal

if magic permits

© (AGDP) 2009-2016.

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a steady burn

heart strings - resetting a safe/saving sound. the current peak, a moment break within breaths of pace. the waves mattered, more so the tide. a steady crash, a return - to place.

© (AGDP) 2009-2016.

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milestones

eyes, speechless, glancing, with a smile - in time, yours will talk for you. bright as a warm newborn star intent, eager to reach, these eyes. © (AGDP) 2009-2016.

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memorial day weekend

somewhere underneath that driver seat peddle faster, steering firmly is the thunder that gets misplaced with lighting and the count, of rumble there after © (AGDP) 2009-2014.

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short and sweet

you need to pray more, she said work hard, have a schedule, she said stop watching, stupid people on tv, she said that's what happens when you don't listen to me, she said well, what you said, your tone and instance and it is true, I told her, I listened I said well that's good, as she mind's herself again satisfied at the moment, we both smiled © (AGDP) 2009-2014.

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through the motion

warm comfort, is a hot impulse cold is chilling, a slow pulse temperature is a mood aperture is a hi-res reaction to what soothes so think warm , hot when necessary, chilling for the unexpected, and cold for the boilers mercury is a momentum but degrees have their moments so swing lightly, dance heavy, shifting the shoulders we all are just going, thru the motions © (AGDP) 2009-2014.

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mornings don't monitor

light seeps in like a startup screen like an idol saves a dream finding images for filing time a solid state for this harddrive shifting to wakeup then escape sleep's seconds cursor waiting to type a picture insert of pressing power on a circle followed by a dash © (AGDP) 2009-2014.

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seconds

we hold on to matter, but we are always falling we hold on to matter, but we are always falling yet other forces have their way, sometime stalling we hold on to matter, but we are always falling yet other forces have their way, sometime stalling we hold on to matter, but we are always falling yet other forces have their way, sometime stalling we hold on to matter, but we are always falling yet other forces have their way, sometime stalling yet other forces have their way, sometime stalling © (AGDP) 2009-2014.