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Started drawing the system

Heres Kye and Iggy c:

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The difference in how we all take pictures.

1st is Dulli, 2nd Vixen(she liked the eye color), 3rd is Alexa, and 4th is Ricky

-Iggy

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Halloween is almost over. You know what that means!

MOTHER

FUCKIN

HANUKKAH 

SEASON

YEAH!

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me: *starts eating healthy and drinking water* oh wow this is actually really nice and fun. 

me: 

me:

me: I SAID THIS IS REALLY NICE

brain: oh right. heres some dopamine for the bare minimum u basic ass bitch

me: thank u 

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Make a fabric pocket and hide it in your pillow case.

Have your bed slightly away from the wall but only if it goes to thr ground so you have to move it to get the thing.

High up on shelves.

Under statutes.

In books.

In car if you own it snd only you drive it.

Anywhere no one goes.

Underneath trash in your room if you take it out and only then.

To those of you who had to hide stuff from your abusive parents in order to have anything… How did you do that?

Please reblog so other people can see.

Or maybe it’s not even in the past for you yet. I don’t have a lot of experience with this, so I don’t really have any tips. I know a lot of you deal with this, so if you could share any helpful ways to cope with this, I’m sure it would be really helpful!

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Have You Heard The Good News?

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The system: It’s okay, brain, this alter can handle thi-

Brain: No! We need more! We need more to handle this stress!

The system: But I think I can- 

Brain: TOO LATE!

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Just an experiment. Reblog if you actually give a fuck about male victims of domestic violence and rape.

Of fucking course

What sick bastard doesn’t

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Remember trauma also effects thoughts. Often people will get thoughts of people or even themselves doing things that have been done to them. Having those thoughts doesn't mean you want to do them, it's just what your brain knows.

do you ever catch yourself thinking of something so weird and fucked up that you have to stop mid-thought and your face is

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A few months ago... Oops

Hospital switching

We went to the hospital for abdomen pain right? Well, we got an iv and we have a little from the time we were always at the hospital.

So, we had a little pressing up against us, two cores in pain, four alters merged together (me-Emilio, Vixen, Seph, and Serenity) to help.

At 4am our iv messed up and the nurse kept coming in and then just leaving. Our arm was all wet and we were near crying. They did not take it out. We stayed like that for an hour trying to make it so we didn’t have a little come out and we finally got another tech to come in for our vitals and she went to get the nurse looking so worried. He wouldn’t take it out unless we had another needle in, so he got a nurse to help him. They held us down while they both pulled the needle out of us and stuck us again at the same time from both arms. This was the worse fucking thing to happen to us at this hospital and I was so glad we never got that nurse again.

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“I was told my cuts wern’t that bad. Now my whole arm and my whole upper leg are covered with cuts and scars. I was told I couldn’t have anxiety, yet I am diagnosed with it. I was told my problems wern’t that worse. Yet they make me want to kill myself. I was told I was ugly. Now they suddenly want to call me beautiful. I was told I was someone who overreacted and wanted attention. Yet I needed it, because I never had some. Nobody believed me when I told them I was going to kill myself. Yet I did”

— R.R. (via fightingadepression)

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It me

if you really want to fuck a vampire then i’d say you’re down for the count

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Haha, when 40 was all we had

Got the idea to do a banner with all of us. Forgot how many there were and now we’re dying. We finished the skeletons though so yay?

-Tori

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if you have ever suffered from…  

• depression 

• anxiety 

• eating disorder 

• self-harm

• ocd 

• bipolar 

• feelings of guilt and hopelessness 

• suicidal thoughts 

can you please reblog to show support for people who also suffer. you are not alone.