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✨Day 3 of Pushing for Affiliate!

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Hiii! If you're looking for more Vtuber friends on discord I have a server you can join with tons of vtubers and artists!!

Everyone is welcome ^_^ Thanku!!

https://discord.gg/QF4MDNvTWr

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My New V-tuber model ^-^

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New Model 😊💕🌺✨

Name 💖 Akatsuki

Age 💕 23

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ALL KAWAII MUSIC PRODUCERS!!

I have officially made my discord for Kawaii Music Producers! If you’re in the community, please do join ^-^ We are looking for more artists! And if you don’t make kawaii music you are more than welcome also! Everyone is aloud to join, so I can’t wait to see you there ^-^ We stream regularly and game lot’s! See you there! <3 

https://discord.gg/AMG4DEwKcP

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Check out my new song ^_^

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                🍩 ⋆ 🍓  🎀  𝐻𝒾❢ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝐿❤𝓌~𝓇𝑒𝓃  🎀  🍓 ⋆ 🍩

                 🍎  🎀  𝒞𝒽𝑒𝒸𝓀 ❤𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓈❀𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝓁❤𝓌  🎀  🍎

         𝕊𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝔹𝕚𝕘 𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 ℍ𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕋𝕠 ℍ𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕟 ⭐(𝕂𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕚𝕚 𝔽𝕦𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕓𝕒𝕤𝕤) 

                                                                              -    𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐝𝐚𝐲 ^_^

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Done with these rages of anger, when everything pisses me the fuck off. It makes me want to yell and someone like why would you even ask how I’m doing, fuck you. I feel like this has something to do with the people around me, I can’t tell yet though. Just feel an overwhelming amount of hate from someone around me and I feel like it is spreading. Which is weird because all of the people around me are very joyful and good people. I really just need to be alone for a few days and unwind being around people is tiring and I’m sick of picking up on other peoples energies it’s really starting to pissing me off.

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I feel sad, yet at the same time I feel like I should be grateful. I hate this feeling, why do I feel like this. I got stuff done today, I cleaned the apartment, I talked to some people, it was nice. I hung out with an old friend that I used to hangout with when I was 15-17. I took acid for the first time in his basement and he was always a really good person. One time he accidentally called me though and at the time he was actually talking shit about me to a bunch of his friends. I don’t hold him accountable anymore that’s dumb shit that happened when we were young but I don’t forget. It was one of the shittiest experiences in my opinion. I really wish I was just with will, this senario really bums me out, and it’s not like I don’t want to deal with this, it’s just hard. I feel like I can’t really connect with him like I want to and I mean I’m okay with that but it’s hard. I’ve been drinking tonight and it doesn’t feel right not being with Will, Like idk I just wanna be with him :/ I’ve never really been through a relationship like this before but this doesn’t feel like any other relationship I’ve had, I’m more happy then I’ve been I think ever and I don’t even know how that’s possible. I’m excited for kyles birthday tomorrow, Life really is a blessing and I’m happy to be here. Kyle is going to see all of his favorite friends and I’m so excited. Tomorrows gonna be so much fun :)

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Love Letter 7/16/2020

To my brilliant sweetheart. I have all of my love for you and lately it’s just been so much that I have to write about it :) I don’t look up nearly as much as I used to, but lately the stars have actually reminded me of you! There was a night up north where we walked with your brother and his girlfriend to a clearing. We talked about astrology the whole time, while we looked at the stars and everything felt perfect, my heart was in bliss and I felt like the best version of me being next to you, my mind was expanding just by being around your energy, and looking at those stars made it feel like we were living lifetimes together. The way your brain works is the most beautiful thing I've ever been around, it makes me feel more human and alive. Your interests in the arts, and overall caring for people is so immensely encouraging to me.You make me grow. Everything you do makes me so incredibly happy. Your voice is my favorite, and ever since I met you anyone that sounded like you would make me miss you SO much, all I ever wanted was to hear you :) and now I get to hear your beautiful voice everyday. I love when you sing, you are so astonishingly brilliant. Singing with you makes me feel harmony I've never felt with anyone and I love you so much, more than anything. When I met you your energy and personality pulled me into a mindset that was beautiful. It made me feel instantly connected to you. Your music made me feel alive, I used to listen to it walking to the bus stop in the morning and sing along. Among you just showing me your music you showed me fl studio. Before this I never knew anything about music production other than garage band in my dumb composition class in high school, showing me that blew my mind, and I never knew that’s how it was made. Anyone could have told me, but there is no one that would have motivated me more to start than you. I was in music my whole life and always felt like I had a purpose in it, but when I met you I realized you are my purpose and that music is within the things that make you happy, rather you are the one that led me to make music and grow this far, your voice, your personality, your style, your laugh, your sadness, your growth, your encouraging words, they all helped me to this point. Since the day I started making music I made it for you, and for years afterwards it felt like the only good music that came out was when I was singing to you. My life would be so different without you, and I love you so much for that. You make me look up and question things but never to question myself and to run forward. With you I feel so complete. Throughout everything I will always been here for you because I love you to the end of the universe and back and nothing will ever change the beauty of our love and where it takes us :) I am forever yours <3 I love you so much honey ~

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50 Wordless Ways to Say “I Love You”

Holding their hands when they are shaking.

Tucking the sheets around them when they stir during the night.

Traveling long distances just to see them.

Making their favorite meal when they are having a hard day.

Giving them a kiss before going to work and they are still in bed.

Tucking your head into their neck during a hug.

Lightly kissing on top of a freshly formed bruise.

Buying them something unrequested because it made you think of them.

Participating in their hobby even if it doesn’t personally interest you.

Sitting in comfortable silence while eating a meal.

Telling them a dumb joke just to see their smile.

Following their family traditions that they enjoy.

Playing your fingers through their hair while sitting next to them on the couch.

Singing and dancing to their favorite song.

Calming them down when they have a bad dream.

Having a tickle fight until you’re breathless.

Folding their clean laundry and putting it away.

Sharing a soft smile across a crowded room.

Bringing them a plate of their favorite sliced fruit.

Washing their back/hair in the shower.

Sharing your umbrella with them in the rain.

Listening to them while they vent.

Taking a picture together to print and hang later.

Tracing your names together in the sand.

Wearing clothes in their favorite color.

Doing a chore for them that you know they aren’t fond of.

Leaving a plate of food in the microwave for when they have a late shift.

Sharing a drink with them from the same straw.

Tucking their hair behind their ear to help them get it out of their face.

Helping scratch that itch on their back they can’t reach.

Pulling a chair out for them to sit down at the table.

Wrapping a blanket around them when they are sitting on the couch and watching a show.

Throwing away their piles of tissues when they have a cold.

Mending an item of their clothing that was ripped.

Running out in the middle of the night to get a food item they’re craving.

Helping brush their hair after a shower.

Making sure to be quiet while they’re taking a nap.

Letting them warm their cold hands under your shirt.

Giving them your dessert when you eat out because it’s their favorite.

Making a goofy face until they notice and laugh.

Giving them space when they express wanting to have some time alone.

Holding their hand while walking, even if there isn’t a crowd.

Holding shopping bags that are too heavy for them.

Standing between them and a busy road.

Rubbing the back of their hand with a thumb.

Giving them a back massage when they flop on the couch or bed.

Staying up half the night to finish a game with them.

Getting them a coffee just the way they like it.

Giving them a tight hug that makes them lose their breath.

Buying them a special treat when you go out shopping.

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Some ruminations on life and love.

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⭐ (っ◔◡◔)っ  IF YOU LIKE KAWAII MUSIC CHECK THIS OUT!!! ⭐              🌸 - Sunbeam Through The Leaves - By Low-ren  🌸

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🎀 𝒞𝒽𝑒𝒸𝓀 🌸𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓈❀𝓃𝑔 ⭐ 🌸 - Sunbeam Through The Leaves - 🌸 ⭐ 𝒜𝒷🍬𝓋𝑒❢ 

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I’m fucking sick of not being with you WHAT KIND OF WORLD DOESNT HAVE US TOGETHER FUCK THIS!