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I’m actually struggling so hard at this point like I am the only person in my life who needs physical touch and I’m so far from the only people I would be comfortable touching in a non weird way and I’ve accidentally made people uncomfortable in the past so I’ve made it a rule to never initiate touch now and imaghdjwbfjkfjd
I just need a hug. But asking for a hug is so stressful it zeroes out, you know?
#I just need a solid cuddle but my best friends are touch adverse#am I the problem am I too touchy?#advice
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Sixteen lovers and one who craves - stone softness
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Taking acid while pregnant to awaken my fetus’s consciousness and make it psychic
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Guess what now you’re 23. Nothings changed.
Anyone else feel like at this point you shouldn’t even start dating because you’re way too old to be going through the awkward first relationships stuff? Like I’m twenty one and have never had a significant other, I’d just be an annoying, stunted, toxic immature child if I had to deal with a relationship
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Does anyone else think they have to kill themselves? Like not because they’re depressed or hate living but just because it’s the most useful and impactful thing they could do? Like I just have this Feeling that my little sister is the main character and my older sister is the secondary character and the best I could do for both of their development is kill my self. I think it’d be good for them. Justifying.
#I’m really nothing on my own#both of my sisters don’t want to be like me#my little sister is really sensitive and my older one is really repressed#what greater wake up call or call to action or actual tragic back story than me killing myself#and then they could tell people#I have a sister who killed herself#I think that would be good for them#advice#ask response#I just want someone else’s opinion#opinion
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and is my moment finally here or am i dreaming? i’m no dreamer.
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I want to be loved but if I am loved then that means they’re better than me
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Romantic straight love is a delusion that only exists for children to be made, after the first child dies, and every child after that is a result of the couple trying to maybe, out of some desperation, renew or remake or keep that delusion going but it won’t. Maybe gay love is the same too idk. I don’t think I believe in love as anything that matters. It’s just sick
#like I look at these people I know who say they’re in love#and everything they do is just like. delusional. it looks like a fucking illness#and every married couple I’ve ever known#their lives are on a spectrum of indifference to misery#I’ve never been in real love I don’t think#and I never want to cuz it looks like it fucking sucks#it’s just a biological sickness and ends in genetic preservation and little else#distraction from living an actual life#idk#love#romance#prove me otherwise
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Maybe it’s the gay in me but sometimes I think girls who are looking for a guy are looking for a guy who is most like hanging out with a girl
#maybe I’m a lesbian#Thought I was bi#but like if a man talks to me too much I am absolutely done#or maybe it’s cuz boys never treated me like a person growing up#idk
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