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i have arisen from my hyper-fixation graveyard once more 🧟‍♀️

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"depiction is not automatically glorification" can and should coexist with "some depiction is glorification and you need to be able to tell the difference"

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please i love you i'm begging you bring back suspension of disbelief bring back trusting the audience like. i cannot handle any more dialogue that sounds like a legal document. "hello, i am here to talk to you about the incident from a few minutes ago, because i feel you might be unwell, and i am invested in your personal wellbeing." "thank you, i am unwell because the incident was hurtful to me due to my childhood, which was bad." I CANT!!!!

do you know how many people are mad that authors use "growled" as a word for "said"? it's just poetics! they do not literally mean "growled," it's just a common replacement for "said with force but in a low tone." it's normal! do you hear me!! help me i love you please let me out of here!!!

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my writing process explained:

1st we sleep in late

then we stay up in an attempt to overcorrect our sleep cycle

and next we write then procrastinate then write and make pinterest boards then procrastinate again

and finally we realize we’ve been up past the time we we’re supposed to and just decide to stay up

then we finally finish all our dickin around and go to bed

only to be delirious and start the process over

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“it’s starting to smell like pumpkin spice!”

“it’s starting to smell like scary movies!”

no.

it’s starting to smell like, the snow in the mountains was melting and bunny had been dead for several weeks before we came to realize the gravity of our situation.

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Writing is like telling a secret to the page. You sit down, and it’s just you and the words, no one to judge, no one to interrupt. It doesn’t matter if it’s messy or if you don’t know where it’s going, most of the time, you won’t. But that’s the thing about writing, you don’t need to know. You just start, and somewhere in the middle of the mess, something true comes out. Maybe it’s not what you thought you wanted to say, but it’s real, and that’s the point.

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Moody Pacific Northwest 🌫️🌲

Washington State, USA

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SCREAM DRAWINGGG I wish I had more time to do more

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Juan Ruiz + waking up confused, covered in blood and / or in chains - The Imperfects s01

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Death himself could fall for her.

— LILIANA URSU ⚜️ The Sky Behind the Forest: Selected Poems, transl. by Liliana Ursu with Adam J. Sorkin & Tess Gallagher, (1997)

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PROJECT MERAKI TAGS....

Book One Vibes ( once i name it ).

Li Junjie + Olislava Danilovich, arranged marriage.

Book Two Vibes.

Iago Torres + Vilhelm Beldiceanu, friends to lovers at its core??

Book Three Vibes.

Enzo Addams + Adela Bellecourt, oblivious x obsessed.

Book Four Vibes.

Leighton Abbot + Bhumi Awasthi, second chance romance.

Book Five Vibes.

TBD

— and obviously all magically based vibes

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Not much Fall color yet, but the park was still pretty

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SCREAM

1996, dir Wes Craven