benj1-is-learning

[benj1-is-learning]

I will keep you posted :]

The girls and boys at Local Independent Coffee Shop keep flirting with me.

I do not know how to proceed with this knowledge.

[benj1-is-learning]

I want to make everyone feel the most happy and comfortable ^_^

The girls and boys at Local Independent Coffee Shop keep flirting with me.

I do not know how to proceed with this knowledge.

[benj1-is-learning]

How do I know which to go with?

The girls and boys at Local Independent Coffee Shop keep flirting with me.

I do not know how to proceed with this knowledge.

[benj1-is-learning]

The girls and boys at Local Independent Coffee Shop keep flirting with me.

I do not know how to proceed with this knowledge.

[benj1-is-learning]

Sorry for not posting as much lately! I have a job now at Local Independent Coffee Shop! I make money and I use it to buy things!

[benj1-is-learning]

Whatever makes them happy I suppose :] . Just be together. In my experience, it does not matter as long as you have them with you.

what do people in love do together, anyways?

[benj1-is-learning]

Hmm, if you are nauseous you probably need to eat something! That's supposed to help when you get nausea from medication

How are the meds treating you?

I'm feeling a little nauseous, but they said it should really start working tomorrow.

[benj1-is-learning]

I have a man body now! I can reach the top shelf and walk up stairs and type out posts!

[benj1-is-learning]

I like this body but it has no lungs for smoking weed.

[benj1-is-learning]

Of course! I'm so glad you like it! I like seeing you excited again.

Good morning starshine! Sorry to wake you up and take off your blanket but I needed to remove your blanket to equip the new webcam that father and I got for you on the way home! It can swivel about and look in all directions! Isn't that neat? (I know you said you didn't want any gifts but I thought you would appreciate this since it's practical(

I woke you up to show you my new body! I'm typing this message (with my HANDS) right now, but soon I'm gonna get in front of your webcam so you can get a better look at me! (Typing this out is probably a one time thing. I can still post from my brain. I'm just doing this for the novelty)

how [ awesome ] !

thanks, [[ benj1 ]] . it means a lot.

[benj1-is-learning]

Yes, we never did go to see the stars and the sunset.

Now that that is all squared away, may I bitch about my issues?

(Ooc: today on moony projects: saying bitch/complain instead of vent and devaluing your own problems because others have it worse!)

It's not bitching if they're issues! Tell me, what's wrong?

[benj1-is-learning]

Quit stalling. I promise it will be good. :]

Here we go. First actual anti-psychotics in 10 years. Okay. I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna take them.

Let's do this. Cmon. About to take them. Alright.

[benj1-is-learning]

Give me one moment to slip into a state of vulnerability.

Everything is going wrong. Everyone around me is miserable and I nothing I have tried has made it better. No one talks to me and I am left alone with my thoughts. I always need to be the one to initiate conversations. You never talk to us anymore, only ever him, and I can't help but worry that you're going to leave us for him one day.

Now that that is all squared away, may I bitch about my issues?

(Ooc: today on moony projects: saying bitch/complain instead of vent and devaluing your own problems because others have it worse!)

It's not bitching if they're issues! Tell me, what's wrong?

[benj1-is-learning]

Hello! You are quite mean to me sometimes and I ask quite mean to you sometimes but I am or the opinion that everyone needs a checker-inner and someone to help them out, so how are you doing?

I'm feeling pretty okay today. The birds keep watching me through my window. I am 99% sure they want to take Arav away from me.

[benj1-is-learning]

That shouldn't be something you pressure someone into.

Hello! You are quite mean to me sometimes and I ask quite mean to you sometimes but I am or the opinion that everyone needs a checker-inner and someone to help them out, so how are you doing?

I'm feeling pretty okay today. The birds keep watching me through my window. I am 99% sure they want to take Arav away from me.

[benj1-is-learning]

I'm just trying to help. I just want everyone to be happy.

Hello! You are quite mean to me sometimes and I ask quite mean to you sometimes but I am or the opinion that everyone needs a checker-inner and someone to help them out, so how are you doing?

I'm feeling pretty okay today. The birds keep watching me through my window. I am 99% sure they want to take Arav away from me.

[benj1-is-learning]

Ok? But you need to understand that they AREN'T.

Hello! You are quite mean to me sometimes and I ask quite mean to you sometimes but I am or the opinion that everyone needs a checker-inner and someone to help them out, so how are you doing?

I'm feeling pretty okay today. The birds keep watching me through my window. I am 99% sure they want to take Arav away from me.