bonesandashessis

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My new toy I'm so happy and excited.

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🪷 BLOG 🌄

I put a lot of effort yesterday, made it to 10,000 steps and also played just dance for a couple of hours, today 84.2kg Wich is good I think, I told my roommate about my plans on f4sting for a whole month but he was upset, he thinks I'm recovering, I knew it was a bad idea to tell them but if I do it he will notice for sure and now he will be watching me, but I know I will find a way to do it I'm so excited, I also purchased a smart watch to count my steps and calories and all those things, I'm so happy tomorrow I got to be under 84 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

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So today 95.2kg cause I am stupid nd ate pizza yesterday, I knew this would happen, and I also think I am constipated that's what I deserve for breaking a 90hrs + f4st, now I'm not allowed to eat until I have f4sted for 100 hours at least, I think I do not like the app that I use to track f4st anymore, any recommendations? I also wanna get one of those watches that count your steps and how many calories you burn please tell me what do you think.

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It is 1nsan3 that I just discovered @f@sting community in reddit, those guys are at a different level, what do you mean there is people f4sting for a WHOLE MONTH and why I didn't know that????

I remember that once I saw a post here of a girl who was at her 90 day f4sting and I thought that it was crazy but after that I lost her and never found no one that could f4st more than 1 or 2 week, most of them dirty f4sts but now this people in reddit 🤯

I want to try it I'm going to start training for it and I also need to purchase some supplements and other things, once that I find out the way to do it safe I will share the dets with you guys.

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Just broke my f4st with pizza because I won a competition at work and that was the prize, I h4te when they gave us food as a reward, I'm not a dog but after that pizza I feel like a p1g, the main reason why I am able to keep a f4st for so long is because my fridge is always empty and I leave my wallet at home so I won't be able to buy any food but if people keep gifting me food that I am not gonna be able to throw away this is not gonna work I gotta be stronger, the next time somebody give me food I will gave that to another person or throw it.

I'm now going for a walk cause those calories ain't going to burn themselves.

Love y'all ❤️

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Ok today 83.9kg yaaaay? I'm almost there but why is this taking so long? Maybe it is because I'm on my period, I do not feel hungry but all I can think about is food, I don't even like food that much, every time I eat I just feel bad and guilty, I don't want to feel that way anymore and I'm sad but I'm sure my hormones are acting against me.

Any way I'll keep you updated with hows my f4st going, take care ily ❤️

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Soooo I haven't eaten since Friday evening and I feel good, I'm a little bit hungry it hurts a little but I don't want to eat so I'm walking instead to get distracted today I weighed 84.4kg I got to make it under 82 by Thursday at least so eating today or tomorrow or the day after tomorrow is not an option for me I'm so damn tired of being fat, I'm going to be skinny.

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Ok so I'm back at 84kg I think I'm doing very well, it has been about 48 hours since my last meal and I'm planning on f4st until Friday, it may sound crazy but I really want to try, my roommate didn't asked me to eat today either so everything is going amazing.

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So today went so much better, I thought I would have to eat because today my roommate is staying home but I was able to manage to f4st all day long and he didn't even notice. I'm so happy and can't wait to weigh myself tomorrow, have a good night angels, I love you so much, stay safe.

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Just binged I'm so stupid, I ate chocolate, quesadillas and Takis, I'm gonna pun1sh myself with a laxative I deserve it.

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Hey so today I weighed myself and I'm 85kg now, I'm happy, I know I won't eat until tomorrow so maybe I will be even less, I feel good, I knew I can do it.

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Mi parents just surprised me after work with pizza, I do not wanna eat it but what do I do, I don't want them to suspect and it is my favorite pizza in the world, I may try mia for the first time, any tips?

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So after a whole weekend eating I'm back on track, started my f4st at 10pm yesterday and planning on maintain it till Friday evening, today I weighed 88kg it's fine, I'm hoping to be at least 84kg for Friday, since it is a long f4st I can not do a lot of exercise everyday so I will try to do as much as I can today and tomorrow maybe 1 hour of just dance will be fine I feel so good.

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Heading to the bathroom to weigh myself first thing every morning like it’s Christmas

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I'm doing so well, today I weighed myself and I'm 85.4kg now, I'm so happy I knew I can do it again I know I will have to eat today and tomorrow because I'm off work and my roommate will force me, I will try to stay under 800 cals if possible I will start the 2nd f4st on Sunday afternoon.

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I am reading my posts and I feel so stupid I was doing amazing in March I was already 84kg I ruined everything in April just because it was my "birthday month" and I gained 9kg IN ONE MONTH one week ago I weighed myself after a month and I was horrified, back to 93kg.

I h4te myself I'm so stup1d, all the progress that I made for nothing and now I deserve to be pun1shed I got to lock tf in.

I'm 87kg today and I'm hoping to be at least 79kg at the end of may.

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Is it normal to f4st for this long and feel like is nothing at all? I feel guilty just to think about food because it does not feel enough and then I'm here watching posts about people who can not make it till 24 hours at least I have lost my mind I guess but idc I also lost about 3kg in 4 days.

If I'm 1nsan3 idc.