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"So want are y'all's fav dicks?"

"Does either of you have Dracula in between your legs?"

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Like minute ago my heart was beating like super fast and loud and I had my hand putted on my chest and my hand was shaking from my heart, like a lot? Idk my phone fell out of my hand bcs of it

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*writes notes from textbook not understanding anything in them*

*is bored so just writes the bold words and titles and hopes it will makes sense later (spoiler alert: it will not)*

*is motivating themselve to write more notes by promising themselve that they can make the titles pretty with markers later*

*writes enormous amount of mistakes, giving up on writing in the same time as their brain thinks*

*listening to music so they can focus but also MUSIC DISTRACTING*

*dying*

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So I was thinking last night and I was like tf do I actually remember anything from my childhood and then I went like man you're 13 you are a fucking child. So then I thought more about it and I realized that I don't remember any minorites when I actually like felt like a child. I remember one moment when I was like four but that's prob only from photos and than I remember some things from summer camp and my like frist and second year at school but all these memories in witch I prob felt like a child are just erased by the feeling that all people around me judged me? And I also had like super shitty teacher back then and I literary faked my body into being sick for like a month so I wouldn't have to go to school. And then I went to third year and our teachers changed and from that on I didn't remember feeling like a fucking child? Like from being 8/9 years old? Like I don't feel like adult lol I get the looks from older brother and teachers and like all the older people when I say my opinion on something and they obviously don't agree with me but instead of just saying it they look at me like I'm less so they can't just say it and then they are like nicely rude to me but k don't feel like a child and that is so fucking scary? Wtf? Like when I am with people my age I find them immature and I can feel like I would be better friends with them if I was younger? But I also remember all the times when I actually felt like a kid and I wanted to play idk with someone that's older then I was and they rejected me? I'm also very active in internet from like 9 idk that prob played huge role in this mess lmao. But like when I'm watching some video and they person in it says something like idk "my humor is funny to 12 years old kids" and Im like same lmao. But then I realize that I'm 12. And I'm like wtf? Fucking scary this shit.

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So when I was like 10 idk exactly when lol but I made myself promise that i won't marry anyone if same-sex marriage would not be legalized in every country in world. I did for multiple reasons like 1. I was super gay and didn't know it yet 2. I know I just said in last sentence I'm super gay but I'm actually bi lmao but the point is that I don't want marry anyone if I couldn't marry someone else I could theoretically want to marry in different words I don't want to have one part of me invalid and the second valid 3. same-sex marriage isn't legal in my country (there is this thing called registered relationship but it have a lot of disadvantages) 4. Also imagine if that would actually happen (not that I actually believe that lol we will sooner die bcs of global warming) I would be the stubborn ass I am and try really hard to find someone to marry and I could have super cute relationship (I just wanna live in fanfiction)

The thing is, does marriage somehow affect the state? Does have state some money or different advantage from it? Bcs I had this idea if a lot of straight people or people in het relationship didn't marry each other, in the states that didn't legalize same sex marriage yet, wouldn't that push the government to make same-sex marriage legal? Just a question for people who actually know something about how these things work

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LMAOOO that one time me and my dad were arguing about pronouns and trans people and he was blabbing something about pain bla bla and I said that u can't compare misgendering someone on purpose with what it can make them feel like and he said to that that u shouldn't compare any pain to another lke bitch just say u transphobic and move on

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these are the only trees I approve burning

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I just slammed myself with math book too hard because I couldn't solve one part of my homework and I started crying while listening to mario kart music.

In fact I'm still listening to mario kart music. It is kind of catchy.

Update: I solved it :),