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Do y'all think acotar is a book where villan(s) or bad guys gaslight themselves into believing they are the good people and us reader are just supposed to go ‘i applaud your ability to think so!’

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Why is it named Eris Week 2024 instead of ‘Let's see who can make people cry the largest river’ or ‘let's see how much of angsty!eris can people take in a week!’

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SHUT UP! Its a trilogy now!? (seriously tho Nora picking a random Thursday to announce her book update and give absolutely no other info is as bitchy as badass lol!)

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Fuck it. I made one.

A Court of Fanfic Writers

I have no idea what I'm doing BTW

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Surprise self-rec time! Pick 3 of your favorite things you’ve written and share them here, then put this in the inbox (anonymously or not) of your fellow writers to spread the positivity and help celebrate already written fics. Share inspiration for the fic and anything you'd like people to know about it!

Thank you so much for the tag @jules-writes-stories 🥹

I would pick

1. Dinner and diatribes—this is my baby🥹

2. Lover of my soul—obviously!

3. Can you see a soul in me?—this is dumpster fire but its my dumpster fire

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Snippet…

I try to get hold of his arms to stop him from leaving like this—the pain and hurt in his eyes will kill me eventually but for right now I need to try and fix it—it’s instinct, the bond urging me to fix it no matter the cost.

“Just stop, Eris!”

“Why? What is the fuck is the point? Nothing, absolutely nothing is going to change! You are not going to change!”

“No, I’m not!” I say unapologetically, “Why is that so bad? Why do you want to fix something that isn’t broken?”

“Not broken? The only reason you’re not breaking is because I am! And I can’t do it anymore!”

“Can’t do what?” I ask stoically, building my guard up.

“This! I can’t fight a lost battle anymore! Us! It’s a lost cause!” He yells tears sliding down his face.

“We are not a lost cause, Eris! I-“ but he cuts me off,

“Why won’t you fight for us?” He whispers. His voice trembles, fear, and dread evident in them.

“There’s nothing worth the fight,” I say the same lie I’ve been feeding him for the last five centuries. But unlike the rest of the time he doesn’t winnow away. I watch him as he picks up the pieces of his soul that I shattered little by little over the past five centuries. He straightens his slumped shoulders and wipes his tear-streaked face with the back of his hand. I watch as he burns his pain, his sadness, and his love until his eyes become the graveyard of what was once brightest and joyful.

He closes his eyes and lets go of the part of his soul that held his love for me and I stand a silent audience as mourns his love and grief. After everything is said and done, I don’t recognize the male standing in front when he opens his eyes and it terrifies me.

He nods slightly and turns to walk away.

“This is it, isn’t it? For us!”

“This is it, shadowsinger!”

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Thank you for the tag @dusk-muse 😘

@chairofchaos @chunkypossum @mistandmemories @shadowsandlint @unanswered-stars @jules-writes-stories @jir67

REBLOG & TAG YOUR FAVE MUTUALS<3

@velarisdusk @scorpioriesling @smalljasper289 @azrielslittleslut @itsswritten @rhysazriel @cynthiesjmxazrielslover

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Thank you @jules-writes-stories for the tag!

1. How many works do you have on AO3? I'm too new to writing, so only 5! (I have no creative bone in my body...)

2. What's your total AO3 word count? A whopping 185,783!

3. What fandoms do you write for? ACOTAR

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos? There are only 5 so…

Dinner and diatribes

I love running into you!

Lover of my soul

Can you see a soul in me?

The Dancer and the Dark

5. Do you respond to comments? Always! I love receiving feedback and my anxiety gets the better of me if I don't!

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? The Dancer and the Dark—I wrote this to be petty! It's short and angsty (that's exactly how you can describe me too lol!)

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? If I had to choose I'd choose lover of my soul!

8. Do you write smut? I can't really say yes to this but can't say no either? (I'm demi—very strongly including towards ace so it's hard to write smut but I do write them when the story demands it)

9. Do you write crossovers? Single chapter in Dinner and diatribes

10. Have you ever had a fic translated? Nope

11. Have you ever co-written a fic before? Not yet, but sounds exciting!

12. What is your all-time favorite ship? Azris (to write) but I'd sell my soul for Andriel! (GO FOXES!)

13. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? My anxiety wouldn't let me dnf something that I'd started! (reading, writing, dishes… you name it!)

14. What are your writing strengths? Got none!

15. What are your writing weaknesses? Like I said before I got no creative bone in my body but I'm obsessed with writing what I want to read if it's not already written (yes y'all are suffering cos I got issues😂)

16. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? I know too many languages but I'm fluent in none of them but I do love trying to write em!

17. First fandom you wrote for? I'm too new to writing (started last December lol!) so ACOTAR

18. Favorite fic you’ve written? It's a tie between Lover of My Soul and dinner and diatribes!

Tags (no pressure!): @chairofchaos @dusk-muse @shadowsandlint @unanswered-stars

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Looooook how cuteeeee my babies aree!

Kevin's like a vampire. He can only infodump abt history if you invite him to first

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I'm so surprised! I didn't think anything would show up considering how my uncommon my name is!

No pressure but if you want to try it @mistandmemories @chunkypossum @shadowsandlint @jules-writes-stories @jir67 @unanswered-stars @dusk-muse

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑒: 𝑔𝑜 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡, 𝑠𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑐ℎ "𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒 + 𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑒," 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑖𝑥 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝑎𝑔 𝑠𝑖𝑥 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒.

Athena-core was fun to search 😍

I tag @newbornwhumperfly @grizzlie70 @butwhatifyouwrite @sapphoslibrary @wildfaewhump @deluxewhump

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so as one does i decide to scroll through uquiz bc im easily distracted and find this quiz

“can i guess your sexuality?” no!! ofc you can’t you’ll never-

nvm i guess ill just shut up

[but anyways you should try it too!! @saturnneedsspace ]

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How close to an alcoholic am I?

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@jir67 I don't remember what I was reading but MC adjusts a pillow on his partners back and my immediate reaction was ‘awwww I love you!’ and next moment I was like ‘wow the bar is in hell now! My standards are lowwwww’ and now I realised its not my standards its just that I'm close to 30th

i’m all sex positive and shit but i’m begging you. do not make your characters over 30 fuck on the floor. please. think of their lower backs. their knees. have some empathy 🙏

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I'm dyinggggg😂😂

@prythianpages reblogged this post and I didn’t want to do the picrew, but I DID want to do the uquiz so…

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To me, I think it was mostly because their mother (abusive) never cared for Feyre (she ignored her existence) and she (feyee) was her father's child. (he dotted on her) So from a very young age, Nesta started protecting Elain like she was hers to protect (from their mother because the father wasn't going to; because he didn't protect nests)

How I wanted this conversation to go had they not been interrupted:

Feyre: Why? Why didn't you protect me the way you did Elain?

Nesta: Have you seen what happened to the last guy that tried to protect you? You are so headstrong Feyre, and I was also a child. I couldn't figure out how to protect you without making you feel trapped. Elain allowed me to protect her.

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My heartttt❤️🥹

the andreil brainrot will never end because they own my entire heart so here's more fanart🤧

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I do not know what the actual fuck is happening in my WIP anymore!