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Drowning

Thoughts that drowned you

Makes you feel blue.

Escape is what you want

But you just can't.

You thought you are free

But you can't even feel glee.

You don't know this feeling

So you keep on screaming.

Screaming for help.

Screaming for somebody.

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Lost

You still keep on searching

Even though you are breaking

And you keep on fighting

Coz you're seeking.

You are facing

Reality in the making

And you're not stopping

Coz surely it's something.

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inbox me a kpop group

Inbox me a K-Pop group and I’ll tell you:

fan or not

how long i’ve been a fan

the first song i heard by them

my favourite song as of now

the first mv i saw

my favourite mv as of now

who my bias is

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4 letters

You remember the time you want to stop time. But when it did, you've got no emotions. You don't know what to feel. And you don't know how to feel.

Then there's this little shadow behind you speaking with a tiny voice saying, "this is what you want, right?" And by the time you turn your head to face it, it vanished.

Just like any other dream, you long for so much joy. You long for so much happiness. But for once, you never had the chance to experience it. You never had the chance to feel it.

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I just love the edit ❤

Chaennie | Paris 🗼; city of love ❤️ — you and me, same place, different time.

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What I really do

I only write.

Write, write and write.

Sometimes it makes sense.

And sometimes it doesn't make sense.

Sometimes it's me writing.

Mostly it's somebody typing.

（*＾3＾）/～♡

It makes me feel free.

That I'm in so much glee.

You is what I want

And it's you that I can count.

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"Maybe you'd cry if you look into my eyes"

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Glitters

I doubt if you can stare.

I doubt if you can be fair.

Maybe you'd want to try.

Maybe you'd want to cry.

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Brave Soul 🖤

I'm not kind.

I'm not gentle.

I do not care.

I do not trust.

I just live.

You told me to learn how to trust.

You told me to learn how to trust myself.

You told me to learn how to love.

You told me to learn how to love myself.

You always told me to do it.

You always ask for it.

But did you ever ask yourself why can't I do it?

I've been living in the dark for a long time now.

I only have me.

I only have myself.

I have no one by my side.

And I don't want anyone.

I got hurt.

No one knows.

And there's no way I would let anyone know about it.

I'm in pain.

I have scars– deep scars.

I do not heal.

I seek attention, for me.

I seek attention to heal.

But y'all can't give me that.

They say, I only do this for fun.

That I don't take things seriously.

But what do they know?

nothing.

I pray.

I always pray.

I hope.

I always hope.

But no matter what I do, I won't just heal.

I need help.

I need light.

I need something to hold on to.

But after a long and tiring day, they wouldn't want to know.

So I just sleep.

And live.

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"any obstacle is breakable" ❤

This may be a little late but I just want you to know that I'm so proud. You're back in your hometown with dreams achieved. 🖤❤

You're now living your dream. Now I can't wait to live for my dream too. You've inspired me a lot. You're such a great person. What they say is true. When you do something with love it'll show on whatever you do. I love you 3000. ❤

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So this is me having a new look but still having that same old habits of overthinking.

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Me and my thoughts again 😪

It's easier to say no than to express your feelings.

This is what I believe for the past months. I think it's better if you just keep it to yourself. It's better when no one knows. I mean, what's the point of explaining it to everyone who seems to be just curious and concern at first?

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So this is how it feels like.

I remember back when I was a child, I really love to go to that place. It's like 'wow finally I will be able to see it again'. But as i grow older, I realized that I don't have the excitement I feel when I was a child. I don't have that same feel on going to that place. I feel like, there's something that changed the thought of it for me. And it makes me feel sad and wonder why.

Now, that I got the chance to think of it again, I think it's better if I go there again. I need to unwind everything. I need to calm. I need to refresh everything. And I know that, that place was the only place for me to do it.

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☆Happy☆ ♡Valentine's♡ ☆Day☆

Thank you all for making me feel special. ❤🌹

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No matter who you are, what you are, your skin color, and your identity just speak yourself.

♥

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It's better to light a candle than curse the darkness