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Sooooo my life has been a shit storm for the last few months 😋 and I'm afraid it's about to get worse..

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Yesterday I saw a guy running towards my til because his girlfriend payed for her own snacks without him knowing she was. He looked so disappointed when i told him her card payment had already gone through so I couldn't take his money for it. I love love.

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Broooo I'm going back to work on Saturday after 2 weeks medical leave for anxiety 😭😋 fuckkkk

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Is my stress/mental health/anxiety possibly the WORST it's been in a while right now? Yes.

Did I also get a free cookie from my mams friend who I have never met to 'make me feel better.'?? Hell yeah I did!

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Girl the way 16 year old me would be saying "I told you so" right now. Fml. 😭😭

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"BUT playing fnaf with my brothers and pretty butterfly tops in one of my fave colours, that's good memories :)" me trying to explain that this is most of what I can remember in childhood due to either the rest being bad or trauma blocking it out fully.

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My soul sings beaches by beabadoobee, and that's just who I am.

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Being an 'adult' is not for the weak just had a horrifying dream about my bank card being stolen..

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I love free will, just cut my hair 😋

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Adulthood is weird bro..spent all morning crying over satosugu and now I have to go to work. 😭

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I hate working, I have no time to write poetry or read. :(

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Sometimes I think life is embarrassing and then there's my best friend to match my freak like no one else ever can. 😭🫶

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..some things need to stay mysteries...NEVER doing that again..

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I have decided to try and prioritise my bodies health this year. I need to stop putting it off.

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Why does my body grow without my brain??

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Idk of this is too niche but one of my favourite ways to wake up is when someone downstairs is playing some nostalgic song really loud and you just feel it in your chest as you open your eyes.

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You ever feel so at peace in the world you just have to spin??