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no matter how hard i try i will always be that little girl wondering why everyone is better friends with eachother than her and begging to be loved

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I crave alcohol so fucking bad. Like I'll go out with people soon today and drink but I want some right the fuck now

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Yesterday I cut my arm badly. It's 37°C. Today I threw away all my blades after having them around constantly for four years. It's time to change

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this might be the most depressed I've ever been

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Was like "I should to go to my psychiatrist" and drank two beer and hit beans before 10am instead

I should go to my psychiatrist

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always isolated, always lonely, always distant

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unable to take care of myself

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the depression that makes me struggle to eat properly also makes it impossible to go partying with friends?? who would've thought

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I deleted instagram once agaaain

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I'm backk

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third degree burn

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I'm simply lost so lostttt

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BPD culture is splitting on your crush who is your fp and feeling good without him. Then making out with someone else and continue talking to her. But then figuring out that what you split on, is actually different than you thought and splitting back. And now it's all a fucking mess. I hate myself so fucking much, I hate my feelings so fucking much, I don't want to have a crush on him and maybe I don't have one and it's just obsession? I want to destroy myself

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The world is so confusing but I'll be fine

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If I ask nicely who will rb this telling me what is the last song u listened to 🥺

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who am I? :(

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Nobody is truly close to me