controlneeded
controlneeded
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23 | mentally illing (BPD & depression)
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controlneeded · 10 hours ago
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Someone once said, "You like taking care of people because it heals the part of you that needed someone to take care of you." and I really felt that.
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controlneeded · 1 day ago
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they always have lust for me, never love.
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controlneeded · 2 days ago
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When you become attached and all the days without them blur together and you don't feel like you really exist unless you're in their presence
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controlneeded · 3 days ago
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no matter how hard i try i will always be that little girl wondering why everyone is better friends with eachother than her and begging to be loved
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controlneeded · 5 days ago
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I crave alcohol so fucking bad. Like I'll go out with people soon today and drink but I want some right the fuck now
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controlneeded · 25 days ago
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Yesterday I cut my arm badly. It's 37°C. Today I threw away all my blades after having them around constantly for four years. It's time to change
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controlneeded · 1 month ago
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this might be the most depressed I've ever been
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controlneeded · 1 month ago
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Was like "I should to go to my psychiatrist" and drank two beer and hit beans before 10am instead
I should go to my psychiatrist
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controlneeded · 1 month ago
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always isolated, always lonely, always distant
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controlneeded · 2 months ago
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unable to take care of myself
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controlneeded · 2 months ago
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the depression that makes me struggle to eat properly also makes it impossible to go partying with friends?? who would've thought
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controlneeded · 2 months ago
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I deleted instagram once agaaain
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controlneeded · 2 months ago
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I'm backk
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controlneeded · 2 months ago
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third degree burn
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controlneeded · 2 months ago
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I'm simply lost so lostttt
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controlneeded · 2 months ago
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BPD culture is splitting on your crush who is your fp and feeling good without him. Then making out with someone else and continue talking to her. But then figuring out that what you split on, is actually different than you thought and splitting back. And now it's all a fucking mess. I hate myself so fucking much, I hate my feelings so fucking much, I don't want to have a crush on him and maybe I don't have one and it's just obsession? I want to destroy myself
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controlneeded · 3 months ago
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The world is so confusing but I'll be fine
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