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Went to the mall today, I’m now on my 74th hour of my fast! 🤍🤍

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I luv the Ringo pfp

Blehhhh thank you, I love The Beatles!

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Th!gh g4ps in skirts… I dream for you, I YEARN for you.

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Guys… school starts next week for me

Y’know what this means??

LITTLE TO NO TIME TO EAT ESPECIALLY CUZ OF REHEARSALS YAYYYYYY

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When John Lennon is lowkey $p0 😍

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MEDIUMS ARE FINALLY FEELING BIGGER/BAGGIER ON ME

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I NEEEEEEEED pro 4n4 discord servers

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the only thing i did this summer was get fatter and dumber

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Lowkey really wanna smoke to reduce appetite, but I’m a performer and a minor so it wouldn’t go well

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I haven’t been losing weight because I don’t lose *runs away crying*

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Bit of TMI but has anyone else noticed how they’ve had to go to the bathroom MORE while developing 4ñ4?

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Personally I do enjoy it! I know the taste isn’t for everyone and that’s okay, but I preferred it much more than original coke anyways even before I developed an 3D. I started drinking Diet Coke when I was around 9-10 years old, so I’m obviously a little biased.

In at honestly, if you like it, you like it; if you don’t like it, you don’t like it. Opinions are just fine 🤍

diet coke౨ৎ

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The fact that a salad has more cals than a burger at Applebees is fucking crazy.

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“How about you stop drinking that 0 c4lorie chemical-ridden crap?”

FUCK OFFFFFFF IF I GET SICK AT LEAST I’LL BE SKINNY

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“This summer, I’m gonna be more active!”

And then unmedicated depression happens and I can’t even r3$tr!ct right. 59 hours of fasting at most 💔

I get stuck in this of cycle of eating regularly, mentally having it feel like a b!ng3, instant regret, r3$tr!ct!ng well for a bit, eating again, repeat.

And I have a damn POTLUCK FUNERAL TOMORROW HOLY SHIT.

They’re gonna force me to eat. I already know it. And then I have a bbq to go to on Saturday and then it’s my birthday. I’ll probably fast up until the bbq, fast after my birthday, eat at my birthday party a few days after, and r3$tr!ct again.

I hate how grieving changes my appetite.

I wanted to start the next school year off sk!nn!, but with so much going on in my life, my brain automatically goes to fucking food even though I HATE food. It’s like my brain is purposefully trying to get me away from 4n4 even though she’s saving me.

I just wanna get out of the 120’s.. even just 119lbs would be enough.