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[crowtheboneman]

Heres a poem bc I'm bored

The blood that is shed is beautiful

It is a shimmering crimson that shines perfectly in the setting sun

As night takes over the sky, the stars reflect in the puddle

It is a gorgeous red that stains the fingertips of all those who dare to touch it

A hypnotic pool, luring all those who who dare to gaze upon it into a trance

A violent mess that entraps those foolish enough to involve themselves with it

The blood that is shed is not beautiful

It was never crimson, it is just red.

[crowtheboneman]

Anyone else sit there and be like, "I'm definitely NOT cis." But have no idea what type of non-cis they are?

I feel like gender is just not applicable to my existence. Like a god.

I am a celestial being that exists outside your mortal confines of gender and sex.

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An empty one for you all my friends :) @autisticgremlinsworld

I woke up at 4am from a nightmare, it's been 2 hours and I got bored SO AUTISM. If you aren't aware the autism spectrum is a wheel and not linear, this is mine.

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I woke up at 4am from a nightmare, it's been 2 hours and I got bored SO AUTISM. If you aren't aware the autism spectrum is a wheel and not linear, this is mine.

[crowtheboneman]

Me: is unable to live alone because of my frequent self-destructive meltdowns caused by my autism and PTSD

The universe: DO IT ANYWAY

[crowtheboneman]

We love having severe meltdowns and then having to go to work 30 minutes later. 🙃

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I used to run away constantly as a child when I was overwhelmed, I'd be out shopping with my family and just fucking take off, I remember one time when I was around 10 we were getting family photos done and I HATE having my picture taken if I'm not the one taking it, always have. Plus, I was in the most uncomfortable clothes ever, we were near a busy street, and my two year old sister was screaming her head off (because she was two). My ass just booked it in the other direction toward the busy ass street, and my step dad had to chase after me and carry me back to my mom. I found the picture that was taken directly after, and you can legitimately see how red and puffy my eyes were. My whole life, I thought I was just a problem child, that I was throwing tantrums and just being a general menace. Come to find out I'm FUCKING AUTISTIC and was simply BEING AUTISTIC without any support.

[crowtheboneman]

The fun combo of Autism, BPD, and ADHD is actual hell on earth.

Function? What's function?

[crowtheboneman]

Update- I am autistic

Every now and then my autistic little brain just goes "all food now has the literal worst taste and texture and you're never gonna wanna touch it again" and I have no idea why but I h a t e it

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[crowtheboneman]

ib: @freelancecryptid i wanted to share your VERY important message

[crowtheboneman]

Not autistic but i f e l t t h i s

Every now and then my autistic little brain just goes "all food now has the literal worst taste and texture and you're never gonna wanna touch it again" and I have no idea why but I h a t e it

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I just wanna be fully transitioned!!!! and have a boyfriend!!! and do cute shit with said boyfriend!!! aaAAAAAA-

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Boys in crop tops are quite attractive

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i want to go on a museum date and loudly stroll around arm in arm making up the stupidest lies about the artifacts and paintings pretending that were both fancy art critics the stories getting more and more preposterous as we go until we can barely contain our laughter

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y’all need some refreshments-

here’s some shoes i decorated

you’re welcome 😉

[crowtheboneman]

imagine, you and i sitting under an oak tree. we’re laughing and enjoying a picnic. a frog hops upon my lap, and croaks. i stand up and say “the frogs are calling,” and run off.