curioussoldierumbra
curioussoldierumbra
insane... I'm sane
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Yasmeen,22. she/her.bl girlie and a little bit more into Kpop. I want to really understand the shows,movies and mvs–I watch and the music I listen to–because for me understanding them is essential to fully enjoying the art, and it's also a way of honoring the artist.
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curioussoldierumbra · 2 days ago
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Just finished Concetta and it's beautiful. The numbness, yearning and I think heartbreak of Eve are still with me.
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curioussoldierumbra · 3 days ago
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Patytai knows he is loved. He knows he is loved and he is important and he knows exactly how much he means to Ramil and that he means everything. Nothing less.
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curioussoldierumbra · 11 days ago
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Sometimes it's so hopeless in my head
‎Everything seems bleak
‎And I feel unworthy,burdened
‎Sometimes I wish to disappear
‎From the face of earth
‎From my house
‎Away from the prying eyes
‎That dissect my words and appearance
‎That chip away at my confidence
‎That make me feel little
‎Away from the venomous mouths
‎That only know to tear
‎Away from the shallow minds
‎That only know to compare
‎To rank
‎Away from the hands and legs
‎That only know to hit
‎That only know to drag
‎From all of it that has no heart
‎To all that is heart
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curioussoldierumbra · 12 days ago
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"We don't love things
that don't love us back."
She said with a lift of her chin,
as if my parents had taught me
how to properly love myself.
How many years had I lost
waiting on someone to realize
that I was worth their love?
How many nights had I cried
over unrequited devotion?
How many wasted lives
had I spent loving things
that would never love me back...
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curioussoldierumbra · 16 days ago
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‎You say I'm lazy- that I don't wanna touch a thing
‎I say you're right- but not exactly
‎I am lazy - but only when it concerns children and house work
‎I feel tired to the bones,so tired that my heart is also tired
‎That even my limbs feel powerless
‎That even my brain wants to melt
‎You say "but you're so young!"
‎I say you're right- but I've already been a mother
‎Since I was 7 years old
‎And now I'm 22 years
‎That is 15 years
‎Enough for your child to become a teenager
‎Enough to build a prosperous career
‎Enough to do so much
‎Yet I was raising children when I needed to be raised
‎So yes I am lazy- not because I really am lazy but because I just cannot do this anymore
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