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Why CANT I GO DEEPER LIKE OKAY I GET I have to go fast??? But I need the sense of control BUT UGH my arm looks so stupid
ITS SFX GUYS ITS NOT REAL ITS FAKE WHY CANT I MAKE IT LOOK BETTER???
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Forever wishing I could talk to someone about everything that’s going on in my brain
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an inheritance i never asked for
#depressing shit#mental health#tw s3lf harm#journal#poetry#s3lf h@te#tw sui ideation#writing#s3lf destruction#slef h@rm#poets corner#daddy issues
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#depressing shit#mental health#tw s3lf harm#poetry#journal#s3lf h@te#tw sui ideation#writing#s3lf destruction#slef h@rm#poets corner
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Going to job interviews because the world doesn’t stop after a suicide attempt
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idk guys it used to just be passive suicidal ideation but I feel like it’s grown into something scarier. I have a whole gameplan and it’s just yeah
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#depressing shit#mental health#tw s3lf harm#journal#poetry#s3lf h@te#tw sui ideation#writing#s3lf destruction#slef h@rm#poets corner
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#depressing shit#mental health#tw s3lf harm#journal#poetry#s3lf h@te#s3lf destruction#tw sui ideation#writing#slef h@rm#sewer slide#original writing#poets corner
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I can never get deeper than cat scratches.
Is it the fear of pain? I have no idea. Sometimes I cringe at the feeling of the blade slicing through skin and maybe that’s what stops me from going deeper. Not the pain, not the scars, just the action.
Always makes me feel like a fraud like my pain isn’t valid if I’m not going deeper. What do I do
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Something bittersweet
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Being in a healthy relationship is so weird like
wdym I’m allowed to be upset with you because you did something to upset me and you won’t get upset about it?????
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