dearestdem1

[dearestdem1]

how did I mean absolutely nothing to somebody who meant the world to me

[dearestdem1]

update: he changed his pfp from my baby photo and removed my initial from his bio the second I blocked him <3

wow I love him so fucking much

[dearestdem1]

why does literally EVERYONE have a better life than I do right now....

[dearestdem1]

Trying to forgive and forget, but damn. I really do wish the worst for people who did me that dirty.

ESPECIALLY when I did nothing to them and they did it out of boredom knowing I was struggling then and am still doing so now 🫶🏻

[dearestdem1]

update: we broke up 😛

I have a mock exam the day after tomorrow and my boyfriend knows I suck at math so he literally made and printed out a whole test paper so I can practice on it and gave me a deadline to submit it so that he can grade it and return it before my actual exam.

I love him.

[dearestdem1]

ty for the tag! I can't rank them but my favourites are

Melanie Martinez

Arctic Monkeys

The Weeknd

Billie Eilish

Sabrina Carpenter

Chappell Roan

Ariana Grande, Lana Del Rey, Frank Ocean, Laufey, Doja Cat, etc

(My music taste is very mainstream)

@captain-ani no pressure tag!!

Top Artists (for the last 6 months)

Part 3 of this

Idk why Taylor Swift is no. 7 I'm not at all a Swiftie..

Conan Gray is my No. 1!!!!

Im surprised Radiohead beat Finn Wolfhard lowk..

TV Girl!!!

CHAPPELL ROAN!!!!!!!

BILLIE EILISH!!!

MITSKI!!!!!!!!!

TYLER, THE CREATOR!!!!

Sorry, for freaking out about my top artists 😔...

Tagging the same people (for the 3rd time (and probably the last time..)): @eclipsed-duck @riley-conansversion @wisewheelerbylers @ellaaaanutella @bylertrruther @bonskidin64 edit: @dungeonsanddragons1138

[dearestdem1]

are you okay my love?

is this a genuine question or a joke 😭😭 also why do you sound like my friend HELP

I am currently....not okay....but I will be soon. Trust.

[dearestdem1]

i microwaved the lemon so it'd be easier to squeeze, and lemon tea's my favourite drink in the whole world, but the warmed lemon made it bitter no matter how many spoons of sugar i poured in, is the universe telling me something?

[dearestdem1]

my favourite sexual fantasy?

someone who doesn't leave!

[dearestdem1]

everytime someone likes one of my old posts about him it reminds me of him and i lowkey jump like dawg...why do i have to think about that twink who did me dirty....

[dearestdem1]

thank you for the tag!

Favourite color: purple or black.

Last Song: Borderline by Tame Impala

Currently reading: chem notes </3

Currently watching: The Summer I Turned Pretty (team Connie all the way)

Currently craving: chocolate, but when am I not....

Coffee or Tea: Lemon tea, but if that's not available, coffee (lots of milk and sugar so i can't taste the coffee)

tags: @the-angry-acrobat @fallout-frog

GET TO KNOW YOUR MUTUALS!

Rules: answer and tag six people you want to know better

1. Favorite colour: Pink

2. Last song: Drop Pop Candy by Giga

3. Currently reading: Dealing with Dragons by Patricia Wrede

4. Currently watching: My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic + Transformers Animated

5. Currently craving: McDonald's french fries

6. Coffee or tea: coffee, but with a bunch of creamer and sugar so it no longer tastes like coffee lol

tags: @shortcircuitthegreat, @ambulocetuss, @doggyspeak, @it-is-i-zim, @markmaker36, @confluencechimera

ignore this if you do not want to do it!!

[dearestdem1]

thank you so much for the tag!!

Last Song: Borderline by Tame Impala (I love this song so much, I'd make it my theme song if I could)

Last Book: The Cruel Prince (Cardan and Jude, the loml)

Last Movie: I haven't watched a movie in a while, but probably Mean Girls? I keep rewatching that....

Last TV Show: the latest episode of TSITP

Sweet, Savoury or Spicy: sweet for sure, I CANNOT handle spice

Current Obsession : where do I start.... Six of Crows, always. We'll stop there 💗 the list is too long to type out.

Last Search: I ordered a hair straightener... so....

Looking Forward to: getting over my bf who I js broke up with ♡

no pressure tags: @the-angry-acrobat @fallout-frog

10 mutuals you'd like to get to know better

thanks for the tag @thewildballyntynesgrow!!

Last Song: it's either Takedown from KPop Demon Hunters or Eleven Eleven by Conan Gray

Last Book: A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini this book was genuinely so depressing oml I'm still recovering from it (DO NOT READ WITHOUT LOOKING UP TRIGGER WARNINGS)

Last Movie: KPop Demon Hunters

Last TV Show: Wednesday Season 2 Part 1

Sweet, savoury, or spicy: spicy for sure!!

Current Obsession: ofc KPop Demon Hunters and I'm also getting back into my old DC phase (Timothy Drake my beloved <3)

Last Search: what anitbiotics should one take if they've lost a spleen?

Looking forward to: finishing all my homework and assignments and studying (the school year JUST started how do I already have this much work)

No pressure tagging: @dearestdem1 @franklylangdon @fishyfish33 @soleilsplanet @xiema @marymunchkiin

and anyone else!! <3

[dearestdem1]

this!!!!

ughhhh i should be at the little palace honing my heartrender skills rn this isn’t fair 😖

[dearestdem1]

God she's literally gorgeous

new favorite chappell look just dropped

[dearestdem1]

I have a thing for assertive women and submissive men and I think that says quite a lot about me

[dearestdem1]

[dearestdem1]

reading my old posts about him is giving me the ick how tf was I so naive <3