delmarvae

[delmarvae]

Just looking for music artists like myself to make music with hit me up if interested!!!

[delmarvae]

Sneak preview of a music video I’m working on you guys saw it first haha

[delmarvae]

Looking for similar artists and producers. My instagram is @delmarvae feel free to reach out if you are into vaporwave/vaportrap or cloud rap types of music. #vaporwave #vaportrap #autotunerap #undergroundmusic #lyricvideos

[delmarvae]

Born from the ashes, a plague of sorts simmers silently amongst the tulips wilting all in its path

Crying hearts and silhouttes melting to the ground to the sound of my own thinking, still in the night waiting for a miracle to come take me badk to where I was before earth

Imagining my own eternal heaven at stake to forever leave this world behind in pursuit of a fantasy that could never be, alone am I in this world I dream

Grey and dense I gazed into the eyes of a souless being I once held love so deeply and felt close and so freely

Only within can i find the pen that holds the sorrow to live for tomorrow and feel the agony that mends the strength that bleeds drops of a future I can find myself in but until then ill forever ponder in my black hole of a human bring who once knew innocence

[delmarvae]

Weary am I

Angry inside

Ready to die

It's all the same

It comes as a blessing

It leaves as a curse

It's so blinding it hurts

There's only one way out

Better make it count

Its leaking out my body

Like a fucking drought

Skin as white as snow

Cold as ice and low

Let me fucking go

[delmarvae]

A pain for two

For me it’s true

Your soul is art

I taste it too

Colors and feelings

Dimensional being

Endless feeling

For you I ask

This hurt to pass

I let you know

In me you flow

My veins you swim

Beautiful angel of sin

[delmarvae]

The red rain comes to wash away all our sins

Lying alone in the storm above my lifeless body

The agony finally came out and no longer was within

Your eyes lit up like the moon in the night sky

But eventually the lights went out and your body became stone

You were frail and your struggles were unknown

Darkness came in all directions but you wouldnt move

Embracing all of the new thoughts and emotions you’d soon endure

But there lay a crack that fractured your mind and it became the torture you’d always feared

The light in your eyes I was so enamored with were drained of any life or emotion

Time stopped and i became frozen with sharp blades deep inside my shattered heart

Only now did I have the chance to mend my numb soul

Destroying myself to become somebody else

I needed a perfect middle

The low struck me down until i became passionate for eternal rest

It was sweet to leave this mess

Returning to the before

The nothing that awaited the energy inside

A lifetime to cry

A lifetime to try

A life time to hide

[delmarvae]

Lost visions of a hopeless land

Shattered glass in black shadows bring memories of a slave like memory

Washed away and drawn out like time my brain remembers exstacy

Masochistic dreams follow thoughts of only you and me

The walls around me bend and bleed into obscurity

The breath in my bones bears a hand to deaths silhoutte asking for security

Hell knows no bounds beyond this desolate space between my skull

Blood in my eyes and black in my veins i am both void and null

Slow Swift slices leave the silver blade so moist and dull

Romantic colors in your face and head melt into my gut and dissolve into my amygdala

Unknown wounds bloom into abstract chemicals from foreign dimensions

Frequencies of another light sink and wither away into the paranormal, energy created by our intentions.

[delmarvae]

A vision, water drifting, black and white melancholy stained drops

The teardrops came blue as the world stopped

Looking at your window

As the morphine comes in slow

Suicidal and depressed ive been told

Suddenly the lights dim

Out goes the needle

And in comes the sin

Corroded and ill, two hearts once still, one left to kill

Once cold and hollow, dressed up in sorrow, made out of demons, but could never see them.

[delmarvae]

Bathing in a cold rush of dopamine

Forgetting all the things id hoped to be

Images of a lost soul that was once so close to me

Ripped apart so slowly and painfully

I watch with no control so angrily

Time heals all wounds but not without faith you see

Sometimes i sit alone and and wait patiently

Hoping for a sign or for someone to come lay with me

I long for the days in which my brain was in a loop of ecstacy

Never knowing where id be the next day or if i would die so desperately

But my awareness was extended and i chose to confess everything

I finally met myself somewhere between here and the void

The one thing i couldnt defeat

Was being alone in fear , to be destroyed.

[delmarvae]

Im gonna be using this platform to share my poetry, feel free to share yours in the comments if you enjoy my writing. Thank you.

[delmarvae]

My name is Delmarvae, I rap, produce and play guitar and bass. Vaporwave is my everything.