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the thing about writing about religious themes and experiences is that you will write about that feeling of inescapable wrongness and people in workshops will ask you well what does this speaker think they've done wrong. what is the sin that the narrator's so caught up on. what does it mean to them when they say they're bad. what have they done that makes them feel so irredeemable. and it feels kind of like running face-first into a brick wall over and over trying to communicate without outright saying it that sometimes there is nothing specific to be guilty over. sometimes it's not an act. sometimes it's existence. sometimes it's not a fact about you. sometimes it's the way that the world around you constantly presses the idea into your head that you are a creature made up of something unclean so that when you consider what about you is sinful the answer is just everything. like i don't have time to explain that in every poem man

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You know the thing about having basic human empathy, respect for other cultures, and caring about the environment as an American it makes you fucking hate your government as you listen and realize the damage your country has done to everyone. “You American hating leftist.” Dawg we are like factually the greatest evil on earth right now. If you wrote an evil empire with America’s current foreign and domestic policy in fiction it’d be called grimdark and ridiculous.

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i have many wonderful positive qualities and getting to work is not one of them 💞🖤✨✨❕❕

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Look at my cosy boy.

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this is so sweet 🥺🥺🥺

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I've started to lose weight for the first time in my life with medication. I have pcos so losing weight isn't straight forward and my body is something I have such a contentious relationship with.

And I know the bad thoughts, I know them I can name them but it doesn't make it stop?

I'm losing weight for the first time in my life and all I can think is, if I skipped a meal could I lose more?

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1/3

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being a fat bitch who wants to dress pretty shouldnt be this expensive

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got a bruise from my testosterone shot call that t-pain

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which mental illness makes you really angry all the time and it makes you want to be mean

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The psychiatrist who wrote the criteria for narcissism just made an extremely important point about what’s wrong with diagnosing Trump with mental disorders

Dr. Allen Frances says in speculating about Trump’s mental health, we are doing a disservice to those who do suffer from mental illness. In a series of tweets, he explained why he doesn’t think Trump is a narcissist — and how harmful it can be for us to keep assuming that he is.

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happy mayday everyone!

made in 2025

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To crochet at night one must become anglerfish

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For the last like 2000 years you could get pussy just by being a guy. Now with divorce and the pill and women having jobs and bank accounts and shit, things have changed. If youre a dude and you want pussy you actually have to ask nicely. This will lead to the collapse of several nation states.