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am i a bad person?

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i’m gonna keep it real: i used to goon to those garter removal videos on youtube when i was younger

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ppl only talk ab how exhausting it is being friends with someone who needs constant validation, but they never talk ab how exhausting it is to be that someone who overthinks everything.

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You literally have to invent chemistry and crushes with ppl at work just to make the day more bearable.

Do I actual fancy you? No

Do you actual fancy me? Probs not

Would never ever ever fuck but for the next 8 hours you’re the most charismatic person in this place so let’s make eyes baby 👀👀

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it’s hard to describe why, but i feel like everyone hates me. like, my mom, my dad, my sisters, my dads girlfriend, my friends, literally fucking everyone. and no one is telling me what i’m doing wrong.

like, if i’m so unaware that i’m making these mistakes that are pissing ppl off, then i feel like that’s when someone should tell me..right?

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Relationships are so scary cause what if fine shyt likes his brother more than me.

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my mother genuinely fucking hates me

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i am so tired of my mother. like, oh i’m sorry no one told me the dryer was broken, im sorry no one thought to ask me if i needed clothes to wash when yall decided to take a trip to the laundry mat, and im soooo sorry that im complaining about having no fucking clothes bc i have no fucking clothes.

i’m hungry. i went downstairs to eat not to restart this conversation that i dropped bc i knew she was gonna start an argument.

“no, i broke it on purpose.” that wasn’t what i was saying. that’s what she said to me when i whined about having no clothes. not to mention i was already upset bc again i don’t have any clothes, and on top of that my day just wasn’t all that great. so, i just walked away and told her that i was done with her doing that, that meaning her feigning the victim even if it wasn’t that serious or even if it was sarcasm because she constantly does stuff like that; she knows it gets on my nerves.

am i overreacting? probably. am i being selfish? another possibility. but it gets to a point where something is obviously making me this sensitive and snippy person, and your solution is to tell me to get over it. you didn’t even ask what’s wrong.

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tiktok’s banned. i’m spiraling

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smut is great but do you know what’s better? heart wrenching, soul twisting angst that makes you want to cry (take my money)

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me staring at my ceiling after y/n does the most FLABBERGASTING thing ever

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do you ever get the feeling that you’re subconscious is just waiting for it all to end? that every nerve in your body is anticipating the inevitable? and yet you can’t shut off this fear that the inevitable is nothing?

i feel this fear clawing at my throat in the middle of the night. i jump up from my bed as if to escape it. i punch myself as if to flip the switch to turn it off. and yet it lingers.

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i don’t understand men.

i feel like i’ve been every type of girl for different guys—maybes it’s me or maybe its the way I look, who knows. but i’ve been every archetype of woman, i’ve dressed in different skin that’s not my own: i’ve played hard to get, i’ve played shy, straightforward, easy, and confident. like a chameleon metamorphosing for different environments, i shift shades for each individual gaze. and nothing. i’ve gotten nothing.

i want a boyfriend—i’ve never had one. and despite the number of times i’ve lied, claiming id take anyone at this point. i wont. im picky and its depressingly exhausting.

i’m exhausted.

i don’t understand who i am.

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“does he even know he exists” - Vin 💜

yes, sometimes i wish i didn’t

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ethel cain can bury me alive with no coffin and as long as she played her new album (just so i can get the full experience) there’d be no complaints from me

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why do birthdays always feel like the worst fucking day ever?