forbiddenleafs

[forbiddenleafs]

I made a promise to not leave you.

To not to be another added cause to your pain.

To not be just another person you’ve loved and lost.

This promise I will not break,

no matter how much I wish to not exist;

I will not be another person you’d miss.

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I said this was going to be a rant page or whatever

But it’s kind of turned into free therapy for me 💀

[forbiddenleafs]

I told you I was tired

You said go to sleep

And I thought how lovely that’d be

If only i didn’t wake up

That’s always the worst part.

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One day they’ll know

But not today

I’ll let them live in their happy little fantasy

While I drown in my reality

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You seem to think I speak with emotion

But really it’s just a facade

An act i practice, so you don’t notice the truth behind these dull, tired eyes

[forbiddenleafs]

As silver shines and crimsons falls

I think of their beautiful smiles

And as mine slips from my face

Leaving my only known escape,

I enter a new kind of pain

One I’ve caused,

Could cause

But it’s not my own

It theirs

Though is it my imagination or a could be reality

Everything is going to shit honestly but it life ya know

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I wish I could take a break from my conscious sometimes

That bitch is annoying

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“I felt like crying but nothing came out. It was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can’t feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. But I think I have known it pretty often, too often.”

— Charles Bukowski

[forbiddenleafs]

Sometimes I’m like,

Is it just my period or am I actually depressed ._.

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“I know I’m not easy to love. I’m a chronic over-thinker. I overreact more than I should…And every once in a while, I might be a little insecure. But if I am in love with you, I can promise you wholeheartedly that you will be loved with so much passion and intensity that you’ll forget what life felt like before I came along. You will always be cared for and you will always have someone in your corner. Maybe I’m not the best at being loved - But I like to think I’m pretty good at loving.”

— Chelsea Carroll

[forbiddenleafs]

We’re best friends

but we’re toxic

I use and abuse you

while all you bring is sweet bliss

I’m sorry

Leave me alone I’m emo *cries in a dark corner, whilst eating popcorn*

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People be dropping like flys in this family, may just go to my 3rd funeral this MONTH

Hey Alexa, play another one bites the dust🎶

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My sisters bunny just died that’s what she gets for calling me a f*g,when she clearly knows I’m gay. And for using the n-word and the r-word.

Karmas a bich suck it puta

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Got caught with some forbidden leaf last night, got yelled at but surprisingly didn’t get hit. Feel guilt af so guess it worked doesn’t mean I’m gonna stop just ain’t gonna do it at my house, yolo 😗✌🏻

[forbiddenleafs]

You literally sucked someones dick when you clearly new your friend like them, then tried to lie saying “I didn’t know you liked them” BICH they told you 2 days prior to that

I would say come suck my dick but you clearly do enough of that :)