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Why

why I can't worry about myself and take care of my life, so as not to hurt myself why I don't give a damn about what's happening to me and whether nothing will happen to me why I feel so bad when I feel bad and destroy myself why I can't love and I'm so naive why do I give my body to someone just to get someone to hold me why do I want to be alone while being afraid of loneliness why I am the way I am why do I feel like cutting myself again?

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Hey, I invite you to my main Instagram and with poems {Icyberdem0n and xfvckingwhore }

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ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵃʸ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ, ˢᵒ ʷʰʸ ᵃʳᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵘᵍᵍⁱⁿᵍ ᵐᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ˡᵒᵒᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᶠᵒʳ ᵃ ᶜʰᵃⁿᶜᵉ ᵗᵒ ʲᵘˢᵗ ˢᵉᵉ ᵐᵉ? ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵃⁿ'ᵗ ʳᵉˢⁱˢᵗ ᵐᵉ, ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ˡᵒᵒᵏ ᵃᵗ ᵐᵉ, ᴵ ᶜᵃⁿ ˢᵉᵉ ⁱⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵉʸᵉˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ ᵒᶠ ᶠᵘᶜᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵐᵉ

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Why?

you leave me and disappear. You come back whenever you want, because you know I can't live without you.

Author's fvckingwh0r3

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I didn't want anyone to realize that I love him. I don't want to love him, I don't want to be aware of it. Why the fuck does he always come back?

Yeah...

ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ, ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ

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ɪ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪꜱᴇᴅ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ... ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ. ɪ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ... ᴏʀ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜱᴛᴏᴘᴘᴇᴅ ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ?

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ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴋɪꜱꜱ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɢɪʀʟ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴇꜱᴛʀᴏʏ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ

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ɪ ꜰɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ ꜱᴘᴀᴄᴇꜱ ʙʏ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴀɴ ɪ ᴍᴇᴛ, ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ

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ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ʙᴏᴛʜ ꜰᴜʟʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ ᴀꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱʟᴏᴡʟʏ ꜱᴜɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰɪɴɢᴇʀꜱ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴅɪꜱᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀᴅ.

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ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴅʀᴜɢꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ, ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴛᴏᴘ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ɪᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ.

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ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴡᴏʀꜱᴇ, ʜᴇʀᴏɪɴ ᴏʀ ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ ʜɪᴍ

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:)

ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜɪɢʜ

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Yeah...

ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ, ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ

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Idk

ᴍʏ ᴅᴇᴀʀ ꜰᴇʟʟᴏᴡ ᴅʀᴜɢ ᴀᴅᴅɪᴄᴛꜱ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴅɪᴇ, ᴄʀᴇᴍᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏᴏᴋ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʏᴏᴜ

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Yes.

ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪꜱ ꜰɪɴᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪɴ ꜰᴀᴄᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴅɪꜱɢᴜꜱᴛᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʜɪꜱ ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ ʀᴏᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏᴅʏ, ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ. ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ, ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ʜɪᴍ ᴛᴏ. ꜰᴏʀ ʜɪᴍ, ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ꜱᴇx. ʜᴇ ꜱᴘᴏᴋᴇ ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴅ ɴᴏ ᴍᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʜɪᴍ, ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴘᴏɪꜱᴏɴ. ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇꜱ, ᴅᴇꜱᴘɪᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴇ ɪꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ʜɪᴍ, ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴀᴍᴇ

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I'm posting old poems, I don't have any inspiration for anything new

ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ ꜰᴏʀ ꜱᴇᴠᴇʀᴀʟ ᴍᴏɴᴛʜꜱ, ᴀʟᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ɪ ᴀᴍ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴅɪʀᴛʏ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ. ʜᴜɴɢʀʏ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀᴅᴅɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴄᴏɴꜱᴛᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ʀᴜꜱʜ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ "ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ"... ᴏɴᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʀᴍ ʜᴇʀᴏɪɴ ꜰʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴍʏ ᴠᴇɪɴꜱ. "ᴏɴᴄᴇ"

Author's fvck1ngwh0r3

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She seems innocent, but she kills from the inside. Every day I hate her more and more, although I still can't stop loving her. And even if I end up with her.. she will be with me forever. My fucking heroin

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